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Less then 2 days away and i become his wife. I used to think that would kill my slavery..but honestly i feel it will make it stronger!! |
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The time has come...the day has been set...soon my destiny is here. October 31st a ring will adorn my collar as we add another level to our relationship and i become his wife. |
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With all the changes going on I figured I might as well add some more new ones. I will be changing jobs in the next 2 weeks and will be moving to the Knoxville area in the upcoming months. Wow..when 1 thing changes it just starts a whole slew of changes! I'm excited!! |
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And the newest part of my life begins...my fate of being Master's property forever has come full circle and we are now destined to be together always. i knew he was going to end up changing my life and now the proof is here. before the year is up i will commit my life to him as more then just his slave..as forever his soulmate. |
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i absolutely LOVE being able to wake up next to Master and begin every day with my protocol. it is so different to serve someone you live with vs just someone you serve on occasion. i was extremely nervous about living with an Owner again. It's a big step and one i really wasn't sure about taking. But the offer presented itself and i took it an nothing could have been more right! when Master moved in it only solidified our relationship that much more. He's had an amazing influence on not only my life but my daughters. That overwhelming need to serve someone has been fueled into an inferno. Now i have that chance again and have been blessed with the most awesome Master and Owner to be able to serve. |
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9/20/08...
a day that will live on in my heart and a special moment in my existence as being a day that he changed my life. the day he offered me his collar and the day i accepted..
there was no thinking required..no wondering if it was the right decision. he holds my life in his hands and fuels the fires of my slavery. within his structure and his ownership i will grow and flourish into something beautiful and wonderous.. |
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in honor of him the color is changed! i have found the one that means everything to me and has reminded me of what serving and being a slave is all about! he allows me to be myself but also has taught me some things and allowed me to embrace all that i am fully. i don't have to be one-sided for him but i can open up every facet of my being and life to him. for that i am thankful and look forward to growing more with and under him. |
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He might go by many names...Sir, Sensei, Sire, Lord, Teacher, etc...but to me he only goes by 1....MASTER. but within that word he is mentor, friend, lover, confidante, and so much more. he does not own me by steel..but he will always be a part of me by the actions he has taken and that means more then anything. i grow because of him.. |
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sometimes it takes a gentle nudge to open up your eyes to what is right in front of you..even if it's far away. |
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waiting..wondering...wishing..
never wavering from where i belong..i will wait an eternity to be with him again..he is my teacher, my friend, my lover, my mentor....the one that owns me. |
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they say life is what you make of it...if that's the case why hasn't mine gotten to the place i want it to be? i've worked damn hard at my slavery..i've worked damn hard at my life and my family..but something holds it from my grasp. all i want is to be with him again...he haunts my mind and my heart.. |
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The pain is temporary the pride lasts forever..that pretty much says it all in so many areas of my life.. |
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have you ever found that one person that never leaves you? maybe not physically but emotionally and spiritually... that one person who gives you an amazing connection that you would do anything for.. who you would give up everything for..who is the one person you compare everyone else to! he is the one...he knows who he is.. he will never leave me and part of me will forever be his. |
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I cannot suppress the submissive slave that seeks sanctuary inside my flesh.
Ignited, lighted and spreading fires that play games with my feminine hormones. Flicking flames at my clitoris, Slipping fire fingers into my entrance, heating the elements of my essence into passionate excitement.
Feverish from obsession, individuality and sexual freedom. The ability to be..all that the capabilities within me promised. If I will just put them to the test! |
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the purpose of a slave is to serve the needs, wants, desires and expectations of her Owner. she is an extension of him and should always hold herself as such. she is enticing and evocative..obedient and trusting. always believing in what she feels hoping it meshes with what she knows. always hoping as he consumes her that she doesn't get lost in the darkness and forget what she's here for or capable of. |
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