| |
|
|
Home |
|
|
|
|
Browse |
|
|
|
|
|
Live |
|
|
|
|
Dating |
|
|
|
|
News |
|
|
|
|
Alt |
|
|
|
|
Advertising |
|
|
|
|
Safety |
|
|
|
|
Toys |
|
|
|
|
Forums |
|
|
|
|
Friends |
|
|
|
|
Resources |
|
|
|
|
Welcome |
|
|
|
|
Join |
|
| |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Login |
|
|
 |
|
 |
|
|
|  | |
|
|
|
|
|
|
http://y-gent.femdommesociety.com
WOMAN,
Being marble is not an added quality to the statue. Being male is not an added quality to my human existence. It's the very core of it. The life that's within me, the life that's actually me is male life, all of it, body, heart, mind & soul. It's in my genes. It's in every single cell of my nature. All of me is masculine and only that. Not just a cocky part of me. i can't hide it, i can't disguise it, i can't deny it.
Hence it appears that if Female Supremacy is a Reality, and i sincerely believe it is (at least to me and it's me i have to live with in the first place, so what proof do i need), i am an inferior human creature whose only purpose is to serve my Superiors. So far, so good. 'Fantastic, go ahead, who will stop you in just doing so', O/one might ask, and S/he's right. Confronting, but perfectly right.
What i am searching for even more is a 24/7 bond with a lifetime Partner who believes in Loving Female Authority. i want to be owned and i want to be molded into the Mistresspiece she wants me to be. My submissiveness is in the mundane or it's nowhere. It's like the humble marble Michelangelo's "David" is made off. Regardless of the beautiful (or awkward) shape it's carved in, it's still marble. Chains change me. Chains provide me chances. i do have fetishes, but i prefer to call them vulnerabilities. The earlier serve me, the later serve Her, and She forces me to live accordingly to that distinction. Openness and communication are compulsory, especially from my part. To find my 'One & Only' i am willing to relocate.
How to say this.. this paragraph is under construction, so to speak (i wish i was).
- my heart is soft, humble, loyal, (com-)passionate, dramatic, committed, compliant and capable of embrassing Love and Friendship. it welcomes pride as it welcomes shame; it endures the sun as it endures the moon; it knows how to withdraw; it is as brave as it is modest and in some way it is demure.
- my mind learns and corrects; it is curious, rectifying, open, flexible, exploring, ambitious, productive, creative, resourceful. it has the courage to stick to questions rather than to answers. it is dedicated and it searches for connection, it knows how to focus, it knows how to persist, it knows how to laugh about itself, it is witty and bright and at the same time it remains uncertain.
- my soul is unfulfilled, it longs for a significant Higher content poured into it's emptiness; it yearns for rules and guidance, devotion, refined G/gender-rituals deeply rooted in S/sexuality and L/lust (the Gap of all gaps), atonement, discipline.
- my body is cute and drone-like and obviously designed for labour (yes, being unowned it can only be lazy); it is not overwhelmingly athletic (more like david than like goliath) but healthy and given the fact that it can be literally modified in perfect shape; it is willing to surrender, willing to endure, willing to suffer and willing to do its job. it is by far my most deserving part indeed. Behold, heart pumping, lungs breathing, stomache digesting. All of them functioning beyond my merits, and yearning for HER to Take Charge. Maybe She will force me to spread my legs, arch my back, offer Her my throat, hand Her a glass of wine and kiss the ground She walks on at the same time, so it better be fit.
Taken all these wonderful virtues and values into account, i might as well TRUST Her that She will never be satisfied with Owning only a doormat, a doormat only or a doormat alone. She knows what a waste that would be.
Besides my quest to find HER i'd love to be in contact with genuine lifestyle Female-Supremacists coming from the opposite direction, to exchange thoughts, feelings, experiences, etc. about the exciting road we both travel. These contacts are educating to me by providing me an exercise in expressing my awareness of my own transparency as a male (submissive). Let's pray this will be a typical male artform in the near Ffuture.
So Dames, Madames, Queens and Goddesses, if You are searching for an excellent piece of marble to carve, or if You want Yourself a shining transparent diamond that has no content of his own, except for his soul purpose to reflect Your Radiant Divinity (in other words a real nice fellow to talk with), please take me into consideration. With respect, i am not rich, i manage that's all. i know that for Some of You this is important, so i thought i'd better mention it. Have a nice flight. On Collarme.com or where-ever.
Warm regards, y-gent, man.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
