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woundedspirit

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^____^____^____^____^____^____^____^____^____^____^____^____^____^____^ OK, while I'm far from perfect, I know what I want...maybe some may feel what I ultimately desire is an unrealistic ideal, but I have more than myself to think about too...so here's the deal, any Dom who is not between the ages of 28-48 that is interested in more than friendship, no need to message this subbie...if you don't live within a distance you might be willing to travel inorder to meet face to face sometime, once again, no need to message...if you seek strictly online, and can't understand that real-life comes before anything online ever will, no need to message...also, if you cant support and control yourself, no point in messaging cause if you cant support and control yourself then you sure as hell can't control me, and i have enough to tend to each day without having to worry about supporting the "man" who is in my life...finances are tight enough without a lazy bumb who hides behind a "title" as an excuse to use and live off of a truly submissive female... let it be known, while I am naturally submissive, I have had more than my fill of lazy users and abuses who would rather live off of someone else than get off their ass and get their own income...not to mention sick assholes who want to take advantage of anyone they possibly can, no matter how old/young they are...so if I come across at times as far from submissive, please understand that I have my reasons and have to protect myself somehow...PEOPLE NEED TO LEARN THAT SUBMISSIVE DOES NOT MEAN DOORMAT!

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1/28/2012 7:36:44 PM

WOW! So this "Dom" (cover012) jumps into my mail first with the simple message of "bullshit"...then in response to me basically jumping back at him that I don't know who the heck he is or what he thinks he's commenting in such a rude way to, but unless he wishes to back the f*** up & try introducing himself correctly he needs to stay out of my mail or expect to be blocked...the dumb ass responds with "F U"....come the freak on; this dude is supposedly 44 years old yet apparently has a communicational vocabulary that's worse than my almost 2 year old child... all I can say is; with all due respect cover012 Sir (and frankly you clearly don't deserve any respect so here it goes), go back to school, grow the fuck up, and learn how to control your self like a real "Dom" and then you will actually have half a chance at actually finding a sub/slave who will respect you...

 

now, if any other wanna-be "Doms" would like to cross this submissive bitch's path & have the honor of getting put in their place & reminded that just because someone is a sub/slave it doesn't in-title someone who claims to be a Domanant to treat them like shit, treat them rudely, or treat them like they are any less derserving of basic human respect/dignity than anyone else, please feel free to step up...this submissive bitch is not afaid of putting any dumb ass in their place when it's clearly nesseccary to do so...PLEASE, MAKE MY DAY FOLKS!

 

I can be a sweet, obediant, respectful little submissive; or I can be the bitchiest, most spiteful/hateful bitch you could cross pathes with...the way I'm addressed in private messags can make a wold of difference so keep that in mind...


10/14/2011 12:40:38 PM

after moving from my 1 bdrm, upstairs apt into a 2 bdrm mobile home (that was barely the same amount of space as the apt in the first place) and spending 2 weeks in the mobile home, we have moved into a 2 bdrm house which is about 3-4 times the size of the mobile home & has a huge back yard...couldn't stay in the mobile home due to health issues...there was apparently mold (umounst other issues) causing me & my youngest to have alot of allergy/respitory issues when inside the mobile home...so between the complications of moving (twice now) and the health issuing caused while in the fist place we moved to, this has already been a long and frustrating month...thankfully, it's almost half over & things have been worked out so that we can have a better home in the end...maybe in time, everything will be even better & less stressed for this household


9/12/2011 2:13:30 PM

Today's my birthday...it's been pretty good overall so far...had an appointment this morning, then got treated to lunch @ Old Chicago, then back home to get ready for my afternoon/evening appointment...


9/10/2011 9:58:26 AM

been looking alot into all possible options for where it might be most affordable & logical to relocate to with my extremely tight budget...my female friend in Philly area would like us to go there & is willing to help with place to stay til we can get settled into a place of our own. but rental rates there seem quite high even compaired to here in Wichita, especially when you figure in utility costs and any household needs that would need purchased as well...Arkansas appears to have some much more affordable housing rates; infact, for about what I am currently paying here for a 1 bedroom apt I could get a 2 bedroom in Arkansas. for about $75-$150 more, I could get a 3-4 bedroom there...and the job market appears to be more promising there too...so time for more research and prayer to determine the next best step for my family


8/31/2011 9:06:01 PM

considering making a huge move/change...a female friend of mine has made the offer to help me move to PA so me & my kids can have a truly fresh start some place where we have never actually lived before...it would be nice to start over some place where there's no actual history at all...on the other hand, it would mean litterally starting over...learning our way around a new place, getting connected with new doctors & community services, finding a place to live of our own & aquiring all the household items and furnature again...not to mention getting my oldest started up in a whole new school...


8/31/2011 4:07:45 PM

the justice system really fucking sucks!!! when a man can victomize a special needs 5 year old and get away with it essentially because the child isn't able to express what happened to her when interviewed by a male detective, something's really wrong! nevermind she opened up to 3-4 females in her life, was supposed to be interviewed by a female detective in the first place, and has to live her whole life with the side effects of her trama on top of the fact that her perpitrator is being aloowed to get away with his crime...where is the justice that she deserves? how is it fair that he gets to go on with his life like nothing happened at all (and likely victomize other children), while she has to go through life hoping that she never sees him again and that nothing comes up to remind her of the things he did? OUR JUSTICE SYSTEM AT IT'S FINEST, AS IT LETS ANOTHER INNOCENT CHILD DOWN!


8/21/2011 5:29:40 PM
My mom been in hospital since Fri evening...hopefully she can come home tomorrow...meanwhile my teeth still hurting me but not as bad...

8/14/2011 7:55:47 PM

well, it appears i have multiple abscessed teeth (some on both sides of mouth)...unfortunately, until the infection is cleared up, no dentist can do anything about them...but ER doctor has put me on keflex and lortab...said i can use clove oil instead of lortab if it helps, but sudgested i get the lortab just in case too...


8/13/2011 12:11:09 PM

ok, while I can take alot in the way of pain when it comes to whippings/spankings, this toothache is just too much...i can't take/use asprin due to issues it causes of major gastric upset...tylanol hasn't helped much...and it's kinda hard to take care of things around the house with a heating pad basically attatched to my face...the cord only goes so far and i have to hold it to my face inorder to keep it there...it's pretty bad when the whole right side of my face is hurting all because of one or two bad teeth...like it aint bad enough that i can't seem to get relief from the chronic knee pain i've had for going on 5 months now; but not i have this flare up of tooth pain on top of it that i can't seem to find any relieve for...where's a dentist willing to take adult patients on medicaid at when someone needs a tooth pulled? seems anymore, all the emergancy dental clinics want paid cash up front to even see a patient & it don't matter if they are are broke and just in a shit load of pain or not...God please have mercy and bring this poor girl some relief...


8/9/2011 8:52:41 PM

well, tomorrow i send my rental laptop back to rent-a-center...but when finances require tough choices between keeping what is wanted and keeping what is needed, the logical choice is to keep what is needed and pray to be able to get back what is wanted in the near future...

sometimes i hate being logical about certain things...but on my fixed budget, financial logic is a must...even when all i really want to do is say "to hell with it, i want this and who cares if i can't afford to pay the bills." but i can't...i have more than myself to think about...


8/2/2011 10:01:04 AM

Dear Mr. President & Congress,

 

  Thank you so much for working together to protect the needed Social Security checks of those who depend on them to survive...  I know it's not always easy to determine how to best solve financial troubles, but it's also not fair to make people who struggle to survive as it is suffer while those who make alot more and don't have to struggle just to pay needed bills (housing costs, electricity, gas, water, etc...)...Hopefully, you will be able to continue to work together for the best interest of not only the country but also of those citizens who need your help the most...

 

                            Thank You So Much,

                                       A Greatful Citizen Who Stuggles


7/30/2011 9:00:33 PM

Well, I managed to get a laptop sooner than expected...also got me a queen size sofa-sleeper and matching loveseat for my livingroom...so now it's not so obvious that my livingroom is also my personal sleep space...while being in a 1 bedroom with two kids has it's downfalls, it beats being in a homeless shelter with them where I gotta share a room with them and have no real personal space at all...hell, even a subbie needs a space to call her own space at times (especially when she's not owned/collared)...lol

 

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7/25/2011 6:20:59 PM
Dear President Obama, Please don't take the small Social Security checks away from those who depend on them to servive...give up your own salary instead...maybe then congress would see how much you care about those who don't even have enough funds to be concidered middle-class citizens much less upper-class... Signed, A Poor Girl Who Struggles

7/24/2011 8:15:34 PM
Looking into going back to school...

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manforester
 
 Age: 39
 Orange, California