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wordy96

Do you ever feel you're watching as your life goes on without you? Like you were born and then other people told you how you had to act and behave, and you never got to decide for yourself or really be or find out who you are? I've always done what I thought I was meant to do and dressed and acted and studied and got good grades but it has made me feel empty. Since going to Uni (first year studying English lit) I've never felt more lost and like I was living in someone else's shoes. I want to escape from that and stop feeling like I am just walking down a path. I want to find someone who will take who I am now and force me out of my cocoon and into a beautiful butterfly of their creation. I am shy and sexually inexperienced, but I'm also a nice, friendly girl with a big heart and I'm willing to let go and let someone else push me in the direction they think I should go in. And ideally it would be lovely to meet someone for a long term relationship.