I am sincerely a submissive servant to the lifestyle community. I do have very sincere desires to expand my sexual knowledge and ability serving as a sex bimbo sissy for lifestyle people. I have a sincere desire to learn the pleasures of having, Cum Facials and swallowing cum, as a part of my inner sexual feminization guidance. I have limited sexual experience and seek guidance on oral servitude to correct my gagging problem and to learn to swallow. I seek the guidance to make me more feminine, and desirable to be owned, and seeking to be owned. My feminization attire during the day is (even at work) Women’s Jeans, Women’s Polo tops, T tops, Women’s foot wear (non heels) and at times unisex tops, thigh high stockings and no panties, or pantyhose, light make up (Cover Girl) and at times lip gloss. At the gym I wear feminine work out clothing. (During the early morning hours at work when alone I also wear women’s short shorts, nylons, light make up, lip gloss, and footwear (sometimes heels). Hoping for a visitor to come by and want to use me. I keep my outer body skin waxed, and now I am 80% hair free prior to waxing, and I keep my body as hairless much as possible and have continued waxing and keep my skin soft and maintained using feminine products such as Neutrogena beauty products and have full body waxing, including facials and also have other feminine beauty shop facial care, and nail (manicure and pedicure) care weekly. I exfoliate 3 times a week with St. Ives body and facial scrub or Boots Honey Melon scrub. I also maintain my eye brows in a feminine yet unisex manner and wear feminine yet unisex eye wear. My favorite colors are pink, pastels. I am a professional in the the legal field, I do have to be discreet. I do Workers Compensation Law (familiar with Labor & Employment, Landlord /Tenant). However, for my outer wear for court I also wear women’s jeans, socks, Ts, and footwear and limited makeup. The only male clothing I wear is a sport jacket and a feminine color shirt and tie. I do make house calls for any answers a lifestyle person may have on legal issues that they may have, if it is within my expertise. Many people do not know their rights concerning Workers Compensation and remedies such as that if a person was incarcerated they may probability also file a Workers Compensation claim. I know my position is at the style people regardless of their sex, and as a servant I do sit on the floor. I only stay with my current employer and have foregone other positions so that I can serve the lifestyle Community. I work in a shared office that is less than desirable. However, in order to serve the Community I stay there. Only lifestyle people have my private phone number (not even my boss) 818 736 7249. Please no texting. I am "normal” down to earth masculine in public outgoing, fun to be around sweet sensitive and caring. I am not into the scene (bars/clubs) and not out to be a fake or a flake. I hope to learn to serve as a bimbo for a man who is serious for friendship, and who would like me smooth. Someone who likes guys who may be a little more fem/femme behind closed doors, and willing provide feminization guidance to serve sexually safely. I have limited oral and anal experience and desire to have my limits increased to be a better sexual servant. I am hoping lifestyle people would also stop by my job in the wee hours to inspect me, my nylons, etc., and who could then also use me discreetly there for their pleasures or answer any questions they may have. I would have no issues if a lifestyle person would share me with his/her friends who would also assist in advancing my sexual feminization, or serving as a maid. I have a pretty shapely bubbly butt and am a total bottom, either in my feminine persona as well as my unisex persona. In my feminine persona I am semi passable, and I am a 2x plus sized gurl. As instructed I can wear thigh high stockings all the way up to full dress (makeup, wig, etc), as directed. I am hoping you can host or have a friend in the lifestyle that can host. If not a lifestyle friend in Glendale says he could host in a few weeks. I am also a member of 24 hour fitness. I do have a walking disability that is diminished by working out at 24 hour fitness locations. I go to the 24 hour fitness in Glendale and in Panorama City in the wee hours of the am before or during work in Van Nuys. I strongly desire to be a model for The Art of Face painting as well. My other email is womanwithinme91502@yahoo.com If you are in the Van Nuys area and want to meet in the wee hours you can call me as I am able to host usually.