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I am now under consideration by sallyt and not available to talk to anyone with out permission.
im hope this proves to Sally I do wish to be collared by her
I have been involved within the Bdsm scene for about 25 years now and am very interested in your profile and would love to become involved with a lady who enjoys life both within and out side of the scene.
Before I got into details about my interests I would like to give an idea of my thinking about the scene and some of my back ground history into how I initially started and things I have experienced.
My thinking within the Bdsm scene is very much that the whole issue is very much in the mind and the thoughts and experiences you go through when in the presence a Mistress. It is not about beating the hell out of someone to give you pleasure or denying them things within their life. It is about sharing the experience of the domsub relationship. About having respect for each other and knowing that when a sub serves their domdomme they do it out of love and respect not because they want to get off on it. Like wise when the domme punishes the sub it is because she cares for him and once the session is over the love and passion between them is stronger and moreover strengthened by a period of affection.
My first desires for Bdsm emerged at a very young age around 8 to 9 I would say. I remember seeing TV programmes with damsels tied and gagged and finding this gave me a strange warm happy feeling. I thought they looked wonderful. Soon to the horror of my parents I was to be found upstairs in my room with a ball of string and a handkerchief tying my self up and playing at struggling against the bonds. As I grew older into my teens the desire never went away I found that I loved to watch programs such as wonder woman hoping that she would be captured bound and gagged and thankfully during several episodes she was. I did not wish to dress as her but to feel her experience the only difference being that where as she was bound and gagged by men I wish to have the same but by a woman dressed as she was. In leather and high stilletoe heel boots. Once into my twenties this desire to be bound had become so great I could contain it no longer and visited a Mistress. She bound and gagged me very securely as she knew this was my fist time and wanted to make the experienced complete for me. I was also ball gagged. She threw me on the bed and left me. Unable to contain myself I struggled while she stood over me and within 60 seconds excitement had washed over me and I had cum.
As time has gone on I have continued to grow within the scene and have tried lots of different things. Anything from bondage extreme bondage to all out kidnapping. I could go into so much detail on all of this but the mail would end up pages long so hopefully should you respond we could chat about theses things another time.
As I have progressed more through the bdsm scene it has become more apparent that I need to find a partner within the scene not just someone to play with but a dommegirlfriend. I long to be with some one who understands the person I am and wants to share not just the sessions of play with me but also wants to enjoy life with me. To be able to eat out and have romantic evenings together. Holidays in the sun or snow should you like to ski. Whilst also having the means when we wish to play and enter back into the Bdsm scene with you taking control of me and me being helpless before you magnificent statuesque figure to do nothing nut obey you. At this present moment that has eluded me as the only place you seem to be able to find such people are clubs. Not being the most outgoing person I have found difficulty with this and prefer to talk one on one with a person. Also clubs tend to attract 50 guys to every woman and the guys end completing. So I hope that you can understand what I seek.
As to my fantasies well, I love bondage, all types my favourite being rope gags hood, mummification, most types of body worship, some pain but I am not overall a pain slut, cbt, love to see my Mistress in boots and leather but of course that is your choice I am acknowledge the fact I am even worthy to see you dressed as such. Other things I may like to try included orgasm denial with a device sleep and feeding control and overall anything that would make my Mistress happy.
During my venture into the bdsm I have however set my self certain limits that I feel do not cross the moral and decency line in terms of playing and committing offences against other people. They are as follows
No Children involvement what so ever
No animals involved at all
No scat
No bloodletting
And finally im an asthmatic so no breath plays.
Please dont let my asthma put you off I can assure I go to the gym most days and stay healthy and lead a fit healthy life but as a child I did suffer with it very severely.
I am currently employed and have a good job
All I can finish with saying Mistress is that I am very genuine everything I have told you is the truth and I am not a player.
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| Age: 40 |
| Tampa,
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