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Hi, I suck with these introduction things so I'll just write what I really think. No false promises or sugar coating anything. I'm not even sure if I'm looking for a dom or just someone to chat. Even less I know what I want exactly. It's not just some light things. Like little bondage or spanking or few tasks. Those things I can find without place like this. And I've done those things too. They were meh, fun but that's all. If anything it will be hard, extreme and depraved things. And there comes the problem. I don't know exactly what. I'll just lay out some on my fantasies and maybe you can figure out what I'm looking. I've never really think them as, wow, I want to do that, but I know they are things that put knot in my stomach. Make me shiver and almost shake when I really get into them. So there must be something in them. So, here we go. Whatever good or not, it's only way I can think now. 1. I think myself as a bimbo. Everything to extreme. Boobs way too big to my body. Clothes that are ridiculously skimpy and small. Acting to the role 24/7/365. Everything oozing sex. Always wet and horny. But never getting sexual satisfaction. Instead my days are filled with frustration and soul crushing humiliation and degradation. Don't ask why I find this so much of a turn on. I just do. 2. Classy lady. All tip top and good taste. Clothes, hair, make up. But that's just outside. Under the clothes there's real me. Stretched out holes. Always gaping cunt with that has extreme piercings. Ass with huge dildo in it. Boobs in torture bra. Body all bruised with welts. Outside home it's normal life with those extras, but at home it's never ending suffering. Self inflicted suffering. Whipping, clamps. Riding a Spanish donkey. Anything you can think of. And all because I gave all the controls of my life to someone I've met on net. Who monitors me and gives orders. I know. Suffering turn me on. I've never experience any real 'torture', but still. 3. Forced to live as a young teen. Prim and proper (but not Victorian thing, more like modern time). Acting and dressing to the role. Always. With very strict set of rules and hard punishments follows for even smallest mistakes. Harshest punishment come from any sign of sexual arousal. First living alone at home like that as a test period and when found good enough for the role moving in with mommy and/or daddy. And then the real fun starts. All stays same, but added with being trained to be extreme pain doll. There would be more, but I think this is already long enough message. I know what you think. Or maybe I don't. Just remember they are fantasies. Nothing else. But if you think you know what I want and need and you think you can offer it, please send me a message. It probably don't lead to anything, but then again, it may. Just like I never thought I would make an add to place like this telling my fantasies to everyone, it still turned out I did it anyway wm

jaimiemadrigal
 
 Age: 22
 Alexandria, Virginia