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...another new moment....another blank slate....yet ghosts circle ....afraid to be replaced with new memories... |
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...when the Gods wish to punish men, they grant them their wishes.....be careful what you wish for.... |
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...very nearly another Christmas and even more startling, another New Year...time flows backwards...the older we get, the more we appreciate it and the faster it flies past.... |
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...it seems impossible so much time has passed...years since the beginning... |
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..its very nearly time for a trip North...old friends and flames....always a quandry.....many plans are made to reaquaint and share time and laughter with the friends...the other ....is a struggle to resist...to remain sensible and safe...i susupect that in a submissives heart...or perhaps her psyche...she is never totally free till she is once again completely owned... |
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...im unsure what some are seeking here...for me...it is a best friend...it is a confidant who will share my dark corners....who will keep me safe as we slowly wind our way around each one...and to whom in return....i will belong...we will own each other....how can one have a TPE without each party exchanging their power with the other.?...so...if Your needs include demanding more than a friend would when one first meets, please understand, i am not trying to be rude, but i am very obviously not what You seek...trust is essential for me.....perhaps that is my baggage....i can not give it to You...nor You demand it from me...it must develop...so to the One out there who first seeks a friend.....You are not alone... |
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..another year, come and gone....life passes far to quickly to sit on the sidelines and yet we do...fear of the unknown outweighing the comfort of the mundane....we all really need to stop watching the news and start making it.... |
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..so often in Dominants journals, i find notes that chastise submissives for not answering with even a polite "no thank you"....perhaps if we weren't accused of being phoney and players, just because were not interested, many of us would be much more willing to reply.... |
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...back in Maine for a visit.......there truely is no place like home.... |
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There's a moment
we all come to
in our own time and
our own space.
Where all that we've done
we can undo if our heart's
in the right place |
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...i believe in general it is better to simply ignore ingnorance rather than acknowledge it, but there are times here, i wonder if there shouldnt be an IQ test before granting some an account... |
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..how incredibly fast time slips past....in the words of Queen.....
Cos these are the days of our lives
Theyve flown in the swiftness of time
These days are all gone now but some things remain
When I look and I find no change |
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...a New Year...a new job....a new home....and new hope.... |
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..wishing all the brightest of holiday seasons.... |
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it hardly seems possible that its already the holiday season...everything has been so hectic, trying to settle in, ...getting used to the new job...getting used to a new house (temporarily at least)...and hardest of all...getting used to not being in Maine....homesickness is a horrible thing...espeically this time of the year....theres snow in the forecast for tonight...so maybe that will bring the holiday spirit out.... |
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...my final night in Maine...bittersweet |
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...from Maine to North Carolina!....from beach to Mountains....a new home and new life....looking forward to learning all about the area and local customs...ready to start searching out all the treasures the area has to offer.... |
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...i wanted to believe...and so i did.. |
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