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Noone wants to talk to me on the phone cause it's late, but I want to talk on the phonecause I'm drunk. Met some guy that seem compatable, but probally won't rember. Still wanna talk what is your name/number. Only tonight cause sober I won't dial random guys.
OK fine, as Cartman would say screw you guys I'm going home..... Or to bedcause I'm already home lol. |
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Well I was watching Dr. Phill today and got an idea. This chick on there had a list and also Chili has a list. So I decided to give you guys an assignment. I want you to honestly think about these questions and message me the answers so I can tell who is most compatable with me.
1.Are you a Christian?
2. Do you have a job?
3. Do you have your own place?
4. Do you live in or would you be willing to move to a place with a warmer climate?
5. Are you looking for a ltr?
6. Do you want kids?
7. Are you ok with being the sole breadwinner?
8. If you have female friends, are you willing to give them up if I don't like them?
9. Are you ok with celebacy untill marriage? Btw- I'm also not going to put myself in situations that can cause me to think about compromising my morals.
10.Are you 5'4" or taller?
This is just the top of my list. I hope to hear from yall, especially the ones I am more compatable with.
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Speaking of watching tv. Most of my favorite shows are reality shows. Anyway I was watching Brandy and Ray J the other day and she had my chair and the buff guys carrying it. I was soooooo jealous. Man, I need my own reality show. "A pet for the Princess" It will feature me and have 20 subs all at my beck and call trying to be the 1 and only. That would be so awesome. Instead of roses I would give collars. I think people would watch that one. Of course I would have to be fully "out" as a domme. I don't mind that as long as I don't get any retallation like when I was younger and started that bar fight because I had a man on a leash. I really don't know why it would make people angry, but I guess people get angry when they don't fully understand things. |
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Well I was watching Bridezillas and cheering them on as usual. Next time I get married I want a big wedding. Well it don't have to be big, but I do want an actual wedding. Is it bad that I hope to make it on the show???? I was very impressed with the one that got her ex to pay for part of the wedding lol. That will probally be me cause my ex is used to doing a lot for me. Like today I was on the phone with him and I was telling him that my friend said that if her step-dad didn't give her money for gas that she would hit up her man. I don't have anyone to hit up anymore (in my best sad puppy dog voice). Then he said what are you talking about you ask me for money all the time and I said (also in my sad puppy dog voice), but you have been saying no cause you give it all to your new girlfriend. He was like I don't give her any money. How much do you need?..................and the rest is history :-) |
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I am sooooo tired of being stuck in the house. I am ready to be back at 100% so I can go out again. I miss my friends :-( I am soooo tired of tv. Oh and I am just barely able to get back on the computer. My mouse was out of commission for a while. I allways take out the little ball and clean it, so I figured it would work even better if I take off the screw and clean it, but I broke it. My cousion gave me a wireless one though so something good came out of it, but I was having internet withdrawls lol. |
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Just a short note to let yall know that I am going to be out of commission for at least a week. Just got out the E.R. and found out I have pnemonia, so hopefully when I get well I will be able to answer all of your messages untill then keep me in your thoughts and prayers as I get well.
*Princess Judy* |
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Party, Party, Party......... love it.......live it......get over it...........don't take someone out if you can't afford it. I can't believe someone invited me to breakfast afterwards and didn't have the money or I thought that is why he told me to take care of it and I did right out the door and waited for him, but he never showed and a friend of mine happened to be getting take out and took me back to my car. He should have just told me in the first place and then I wouldn;t have gone with him. Idk, I'm drunk anyway so leave me alone lol.....maybe he changed his mind when I told him bout the celebacy. I'm honest,whjat can I say. |
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I just wanted to share my ultimate fantisy. I am lying on the beach in a cushy beach chair facing beautiful light blue colored water. Relaxing to the sounds of the waves. There are 7 slaves around me. All could be body builders or maybe even male models. There are all races and some might even have long flowing hair, but all are clean shaven. One walks up with my drink. It is a pretty color, whichever I feel at the moment and has a cute little umbrella in it, with a cherry on top. There is also one feeding me grapes....wait no I mean chocolate covered strawberrys. Another is fanning me with a large feather so I won't get hot, but if that spot gets too hot or if I get bored I will snap for the other four who stand in wait. Did I mention that my comfy chair has four attached poles so that each of them can pick me up and carry me to wherever I desire. Boy come help me out my chair so I can go powder my nose.......oh wait there is a puddle. Who wants to lie over it so I won't step in it. Don't fight now I promise I will give you all a turn...........Ok I'm back that was quite a walk so two of you get on your knees and rub my feet........I could go on forever lol. |
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Watching informercials.............I want a Ninja.......oh and a sweet little slave to make me snow..........and mixed drinks of course.
I wonder if it really makes snow.
I love informercials, but they just aren't the same without Billy Mays yelling at you. I actually was in the audience the last time he did the Tonight Show.
I know thats lame, but I'm an old school night owl and back in the day that was all there was to watch in the middle of the night.
I am even old enough to remember when tv went off at a certian time, that's sad lol. |
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OK here goes again. I DO NOT CHAT. I REPEAT DO NOT CHAT. This applies to everyone, if I like you or not.
I do not chat in a box or with a fox or in the rain or on a train or here or there. I DO NOT CHAT ANYWHERE!
Nothing frustrates me more than starting a conversation and having to relog all the way back on the internet. Or trying to chat with someone and the messanger is "not working at this time", etc., etc.
Currently nothing frustrates me more than eveyone ignoring my last message about me not chatting. I dunno maybe it is lost too far down my journal, but I would expect you to read ALL my entries if you really want to know anything about me.
*Princess Judy* |
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Ok now don't get the wrong idea. I don't want anyone to think anything is required or I am some sort of pro or anything......That said I just want to say that I am struggling this month. My writing has not yet taken off like I thought it would and since I do not really like to flirt with random guys the bartending gig isn't going all that great either. I got the $320 for the car payment, but am having trouble with the $100 insurance. If it wasn't required because I am still paying on the car, I would just let it go a while. If there is anyone out there that would like to help my paypal is:
sugartx22@yahoo.com
Even if 20 of you send $5 or 50 send $2 it would help a lot. Even if it is just $1 that you can spare, I would really appreciate it. If not that's cool too, but I figured there is no shame in asking for help.
*Princess Judy* (I'm a poor mes-can lol) |
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Where is everyone this morning??????????
I'm bored entertain me!!!!!!!!
Oh well, I guess I'll be on later or either tomorrow :-( |
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Sorry guys that I haven't been on in a while. I was really under the weather and am barely getting better. I might not get to all the messages I have waiting so bear with me. |
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I'm sick and with noone to take care of me :-(
I need someone to feed me noodle soup and sponge my head with a washcloth so I can get better......... |
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I had a bad day today. I didn't feel like cooking and have absoluty no help so I decided to make me a can of raveolies. The ring on the pop top broke so I tried to use a can opener, but it fell apart ( I mean literly to pieces). When I finally got it pried open the freeking top fell sauce side down directly onto my sock. I am not cut out for all this lol. Oh well I finally got it. |
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uggggghhhhh, I am frustrated. I need help. The trash was full and when I tried to get the bag out some fell on the floor. Now I have to go clean that up and still take out the trash and it stinks on top of it all. Laundry is comming up, I guess I could call my ex, but that is also frustrating becasue I want someone of my own to do these things out of love and devotion to me. I am in desperate need of a Pedi and am soon going to have to shave my own legs. I am also broke as a joke and am going to have to spend tomorrow bored at home (aside from all the cleaning and laundry). My car is soon going to have to learn to run on air lol. Or God forbid I will have to walk. I am so tired of being alone. I need someone to help me. If I am alone any longer I am going to need 5 subs working round the clock for a week to just get me caught up...........I hate menial labor. It is hard to find good help nowdays. |
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Just a note to everyone that messagedm,e today. I read all tyour nidce messages, but I'[m drunk and havering a bad day so I will get basck with you asap and if not I liked thme. |
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I guess I need to clarify everything. To me this lifestyle is just that, a LIFESTYLE. It's not about fetishs or kink, although all that is fun, to me it's just play. I DO NOT base any part of my life on sex. I am celebate untill marriage.
I just want someone to accept me for who I am.
I am:
Someone that needs a lot of attention
Someone that needs to be in complete control
Someone that needs to be pampered
Someone that needs to be worshiped
Someone that gets frustrated with menial tasks and need someone to do them for her
Someone that needs complete loyalty
I am not:
Mean
Abusive
Neglective
Looking to use anyone
(or a good speller in case any of this is mispelled, see if I had a sub they could take dictation and post blogs)
Anyway, that being said yes I want to be in complete control of everything including all finances, but no that does not mean that I will take your money and go on wild shopping sprees. What it does mean is that I am responsible for keeping up the household. I am responsible for paying bills, dishing out spending cash, etc. I am not going to deny you of any of your basic needs. You are just going to be my responsibility. I am looking for a real relationship and a relationship is all about trust. I understand, as you should that it will take a while to get to this point, but once you are considered mine, you are mine, all of you and everything you have. I have allways treated my men good and don't plan to stop now. I would much rather reward than punish. For instance I enjoy cooking (of course there are times when I don't feel like it) and maybe reward you with a delicious home cooked meal. Of course you can still set the table, serve the food and clean up afterwards. Some may say subs are supposed to do all the cooking, but to me it isn't allways a "chore."
To me role playing, scenes, etc are all just part of the training and molding you into someone that will please me. I may be strict, but I am also very loving. I want someone that will love me and that I can love too. For me this means helping them be the best person they can be. To me I train them in way that is long lasting. For instance all my exes were better boyfriends to the one after me than they were to the one before me and it prides me to see them still using some of the things I taught them about treating women.
The way I feel is that most men are wild, neanderthal almost. Usually going around giving in to every desire they can and not taking care of themselves. Left to thier own devices men don't have any direction. For instance thing of a "bachlor pad." How much you want to bet that that word made you picture some dirty place with no decor. Also half the time they cannot dress themselves. Now I am talking about straight men that have never been trained. I don't think this makes yall bad. We got the brains and yall the brawn. It takes direction of the brains to put all that brawn to good use.
I know not everyone sees things like I do and thats ok. To each her own I allways say. If you aren't into being totally submissive then you probally aren't the one for me. If you are scared don't worry I will take things slow and soon calm your fears. |
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I just want to let everyone know that I'm not much for chatting. I will more than likely answer messages, but most of the time I really don't like to chat........Doesn't anyone read my journal?????? I am going to start blocking those that message me to chat on yahoo. It is getting on my nerves!!!!!! |
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Had so much fun tonight. Love going out and being the center of attention in a bar full of guys :-) I'm still half gone lol. |
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Not having a man is hard work. I don't like having to carry stuff, open my own doors, tie my own shoes, straighten my own hair, shave my own legs (oh wait scratch that my ex came to shave them the other day) and I don't even have anyone to pamper me. Do you know how long it has been since I have had a pedicure, manicure, or even a massage. I think my little hand shaped paddle thinggy is getting cowwebs lol.
I long to be worshiped and adored. I want something real. It is not in the least about sex for me because I am celebate untill I get married. I am not into to watching someone do stuff on a cam either. I want my own. A house boy or two that I can do with what I please. I want a 24/7 sub, but of course more descretly in public.
I am a real dominate woman and allways have been, well I used to be a dominate little girl lol. My brother and sister were just talking about when I was little. You see they were 10 and 11 years older than me and therefore they never wanted me in thier rooms or touching their stuff, but I found out very early on that when it came to daddy I could have whatever I wanted lol. I could literly cry and mention one of thier names while they were at school and they would get spanked when they got home for making me cry lol. Oh and my brother to this day will not eat Mcdonalds because of course as a kid I loved it and so thats where we would go. We could be in the parking lot fixing to get down at Red Lobster, but if I said I wanted Mcdonalds we would get back in the car and go there lol.
My daddy (may he rest in peace) raised the bar high for the other men in my life because I got whatever I wanted and grew up knowing the princess I am. That is what being dominate is all about to me. I have never known any other type of lifestyle. I have allways believed I deserved to be worshiped and catered to hand and foot.
I have been dominate in all my relationships, but have never had a real sub. This caused all sorts of conflict and for a long time I thought there was something wrong with me. My mother allways told me I should be "nicer" to them. I was confused. I never cheated, lied, or did anything else I would consider treating someone bad. Then about 2 years ago I found some articles on the internet about BDSM and it was like I was home. I mean I was already doing alot of the same stuff every other domme does, but without the label. Therefore I sometimes am not good with the terms and stuff like that.
I also don't know how to go about sealing the deal when it comes to finding the relationship I want. I am used to the guy persuing me in the begining, but I guess since they are open subs they might not do that as much.
I haven't had much luck with online dating in general. I guess because I have had bad experiences with it in the past and that makes it hard to trust guys online probally because it is hard to really get to know someone online.
Ok, those were just a few things that were on my mind. |
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Although I am still on the lookout for a sweet lil sub to call my own, I had alot of fun this weekend. I went out and painted the town, but my favorite part was this guy that offered me his hand when I didn't have an ashtray. I jokinly acted like I was going to put it out when I was done and he said "go ahead." I looked at my friends and said "he dosen't know me very well does he." and they were like "She will do it" and then he said "I'm not scared" It was really cool though cause he followed through and the next day showed me his blister and said it reminded him of me:-) I love it. Most of my friends don't know how I really am, but they do know that noone better dare me to do something like that cause I will lol. |
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