It's interesting to contemplate a new phase in your life. Having recently ended a long term, fairly vanilla, relationship and even more recently moved into my own apartment, life has taken on new "firsts".
I'm both daunted and excited by the new opportunities and experiences that are unfolding around me.
My apartment is barren, and while it's depressing to be without the material things that make a home, I choose to view the space as more of a blank canvas. Much like my life. Swept clean, with only the faint lines of the previous sketch left over.
My mind worries itself with silly things. Art to put on the walls, the proper way to utilize kitchen space and any other number of misc things.
But even in emptiness there is potential. A friend came over the other night. Who enjoys OTK spanking. The echos of palm of flesh in an empty room add something. Especially as her whimpers and moans also were added to the mix.
I'm protective in who I let see my place but being a friend, I felt like she understood my present situation. And in the end, she enjoyed her stay.
So, hopefully it's just another in a string of firsts. In this new chapter of my life.
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