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| looking for a, serious,long term Life master to help me stay on track, to create the structured life i need and yearn for as i have just lost my master some month ago . so i am looking for a master to continue my training and guide this slave in the right direction and willing to get me over there with him . i am also looking for a life master to own me with similar interests not farther then 24 hrs would be nice I am a young BBW so if there is a issue with that then don't reply my email,now seeking play partners no age 65 or race discrimination i love them all but i would like to stay in the age range of 20-65 years of age. I m looking for a soulmate,a true submissive for a serious LTR, to share ultimate passion with,enjoy this sweet bitter symphony,hopefully give something echo in the unknown future. i have been in the life style since i was yrs, i have experienced several forms of the life including Gore , Pet, and Bdsm . He may not be as experienced in the life but, then again we all have a lot to learn no matter how experienced we are there is always something new to add to our vast knowledge , I have had many owners in the past both female and male and even one couple, Ive learned a lot from them, but i also know there is much more knowledge for me to obtain, i was brought into it at a young age by my older brothers best friend , he let me have a small glimpse into what i thought i wanted for a 4 day weekend, it was the best 4 days of my life, those few days opened my eyes and showered me with what i was so hungry for, it showed me who i was and what i was destined to do and the life i destined to lead, i finally felt whole and to this day i do not regret the choice i made so long ago when i choose to follow my heart and let my soul guide me to the freedom i was so eager to experience, i have never felt so free as i do when wearing my owners collar , Ive never felt so loved and cared for and protected as i have in the last 2glorious years that i have spent with Sir James, i would love to share this with another , be it a master or a play mate, yes i am looking for life master, but i am also seeking a sub or friend to share the strong guiding hand of my owner one day Now as an added area to this profile since I am tired of me receiving ill-intelligent mail from those who can read i have to slow down and choose shorter wordings for some. Now i know a lot of women online be them domme,slave,pet,sub etc.... are not who they claim or appear to be, so i will make it clear for those who mail me back. I am a true 24/7 live in slave i have a structured life a strict life i have rules and protocols to follow and repercussions for not doing so. I DO NOT believe or take the title of slave for granted or do take it lightly, I'm a very intelligent woman/ i know the true meanings behind accepting this life and accepting my place in it, there for I DO NOT consider anything that pertains to this way of life that's right its not a lifestyle or game or foreplay or bedroom fun it's not a release or a way to live out fantasy images dreams etc. this is a way of life to me . I recently took a trip to new york to be with family as a family member passed as my master had to work i went on my own. Also with the case being that master did not go along due to work i was forced to stay with family and during my 3 month stay to help get things in order and so forth i was forced to live and coincide with those in the house hold in a vanilla non controlling structured inconvenient so those of you who say you can choose to be what you are no i cant, without the structure and control of my master i found myself confused and scared and falling into a state of depression and loss of my worth and place i yearned for so much that i could not have at this time. i learned a very good lesson that i am nothing without master order or permission, i can not continue a life without this i can not live what is known as a vanilla normal life i can not handle it. So no it is not a choice to be who you are it chooses you long before you understand it yourself and some choose to not accept these feelings and try to shove them aside till it eats away at them. No this does not mean i like being raped or abused or tortured and mistreated that has nothing to do with this way of life and to be honest sexual interaction is a very very small portion of the meaning which not many can grasp onto. I will be good if my master is willing to get me there with him and wanting a fast relocation to my new master.....(502) 465-3907me
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