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| Hummm! First , I hate saying I am 71, but it is nearly true. I just dont feel anything like that old. I have been very disappointed by the fact that my most recent relationship has become one in which my friend has largely lost interest. I have attempted to motivate
that interest by exploring my long suppressed submissive impulses. My friend could not bring herself to sustain a dominant role, or any other stance sexually. Knowing she had been hurt and angered by infidelity, I began to offer her the assurance of control thru
my chastity in a steel belt. She tinkered with the situation, but could not sustain interest.
I, have always been a pretty independent guy, a self-employed professional. But, I happily fell totally into a roll of submission and obeyed her commands and served he wishes and sought her lead. Unfortunately, she was uncomfortable as leader.
Where to go from here? Does anyone have guidance for me? I am not looking for a periodic session. I can get a prodomme for that, if I wish. And, I know that there are more men seeking dominants than lifestyle dominants looking for men. What I seek is a way of life. I have time (retired) and am self supporting. I need to be valued and to be controlled and to be of use to a woman who desires control and the comfort and security that comes from that.
I am divorced, that is to say single, but as mentioned in a relationship that is not giving me all I think I need.
Travis
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