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| I can't believe I am doing this, but here it goes. I am completely new to all of this, but have fantasized and envision routinely what it would be like to relinquish control, completely and entirely, to someone else. I am, by necessity in my professional and personal life, in control of everything. By necessity, perhaps habit, I can't seem to let go of that control. It's become increasingly problematic for me, especially as I get older and seem to get more set in my ways. Perhaps if I can figure out a way to break through this need for control, to learn to truly submit, it will benefit me in ways I can't yet understand. Part of my need for control limits me sexually as well. I want to submit, to give up that control, to allow myself to step outside the bounds of who I am and what's holding me back to experience the passion I know lurks beneath the surface. I am looking for someone to guide me - or ease me - down this path to see if my instinct about submitting are correct. Again, I'm completely new and I know already I'm going to a tough student. I don't know how this works, what to do, whether there are rules to follow, etc. I'm looking for someone who genuinely knows their way around the block, so to speak, with regard to this lifestyle, who will lead me down this path. If you have a photo to send me, that would be helpful for me to envision the man with whom I will give this a shot.
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