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After extreme review of my inner self and what i seek from myself as a submissive i have come to the conclusion that from hear on out i will not settle for anything less then what i deserve as a submissive/woman..I believe in Trust Honor Respect Loyalty Faithfulness Communication Dedication.Nothing is givin for free it is earned through Truth and Honesty and Trust..To give of myself as a submissive i believe that a Dom must give of himself as well..I have walked the one way road of this lifestyle and have seen nothing good come about.It has to be treated as a two way road with compromise from both sides..Being able to enjoy my submission with another is one of the things that makes me feel complete and whole.I am not perfect for i have my faults but those are traits found in everyone..I enjoy many things in life D/s and vanilla style..I am not looking for Mr.Right Now or Mr Right..I desire someone who will in time help me blossom into the submissive i know is buried deep within and is ready to come out..I base so much on Trust and Honesty..Just because Trust and Honesty are earned it is still up to the person to have the ability to keep it in a positive manor..Headgames are for those who have no reason to be in the BD/SM lifestyle/way of life.For it is those people who are the ones who hurt the good ones and makes it difficult for other good ones to find their mate..Trust is like a flower..In order to keep it you must water and nourish it to keep it healthy and beautiful.If you fail to do so it wilts n dies..And the blame for that is placed upon the one who is suppose to be the gardener..I have believe that emotions should be expressed and also shared verbally but only the positive ones..I am a woman who has alot of emotions from within to share with someone special..I have not been involved in a serious relationship in a long time so i guess one could say alot of things have been saved up so when that special someone does finally appear he will be showered with love kindness and tender care..Before you contact me please understand that i am a BBW which for those of you who dont understand BBW it means i am a bigger sized woman.Which means i am NOT a barbie doll.But just because i am a bigger sized woman does NOT mean i am desperate..So please keep in mind that if you are going to message me remember that i am a bigger woman.And also please DONOT send me one word emails.You will get nothing returned.And please have a profile..Once again i will NOT settle for less then i deserve!!
Happily OWNED! Thank You!!!!!!

"A cross upon her bedroom wall.
From grace she will fall.
An image burning in her mind.
And between her thighs.

A dying God-man full of pain.
When will you cum again?
Before him beg to serve or please.
On your back or knees.
There's no forgiveness for her sins.
Prefers punishment?
Would you suffer eternally.
Or internally?

For her lust.
She'll burn in hell.
Her soul done medium well.
All through mass manual stimulation" TON
10/9/2009 8:42:36 AM
Time for Seasons Beatings 2009. For more Information please feel free to contact me here on CM. :)
7/28/2009 9:58:02 AM
  ok summer is here i think.. this summer weather sucks!!!!! but tis all alright only  4 more months and its moving time..
2/9/2009 2:34:23 PM
FUCK YEAH!! Bring on spring.. winter clothes are packed away till next season!!! rock on!
12/31/2008 1:26:57 PM
HAPPY NEW YEAR To One and ALL!!!!! My The New Year BRING lots and lots and lots of Happiness for You ALL!!!!!  ok now it is partayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy time  !!!! 
12/17/2008 1:46:21 PM
Wishing E/everyone a SAFE and HAPPY Holiday season!! May ALL Your desires become real.. 
                      sunny  aka tender
                                  
11/10/2008 9:55:55 PM
SEASONS BEATINGS 2008 Dec 5th adn 6th for more information dont hesitate to email :)
http://glib.werena.com/seasonsbeatings2008.htm
9/24/2008 2:19:51 AM
wow im back and full of energy!!!!!!!!!
3/26/2008 12:24:09 PM
OMG!!!!!! am i the only one who has some serious spring fever that is about ready to boil over??? someone needs to take one for the TEAM and go give mother nature a lil bump n grind so she stops makin it snow!!!!!!!!!!!!
3/20/2008 4:58:21 PM
5 wks until Spring Beatings..Have You reserved Your seat yet????
3/6/2008 8:52:22 PM
Grand Rapids Event April 25-26 
2/22/2008 12:56:30 AM

Spring Beatings 2008..Kick out the Winter Blahs and come join us for some Lifestyle Friendly Get Togethers..Lemme know if you want information..!!

12/26/2007 6:33:55 PM
Seasons Beatings Spring Beatings Warmer Weather Warmer Bottoms Info coming SOON!!!
12/3/2007 6:51:36 AM
I have to say that Seasons Beatings was a complete success.And a serious thank you to all who pitched in a hand to make it a complete success...Seasons Beatings II coming soon Mayy30-31st..
11/22/2007 5:34:12 AM
Happy ThanksGiving to E/everyone
11/20/2007 4:06:22 AM
OK Well the count down to Seasons Beatings has begun.Only 6 more days to get your RSVP's in and 10 days till kick off time..It has been such a busy past cpl of months pulling this event for the GreatLakes together..There is limited RSVP's available so get yours today..If youneed more info just contact me here..  tender aka sunny
11/13/2007 2:54:47 AM
Well the time is drawing near and Seasons Beatings is approaching quickly..Only a few open spots for Nov30th's Dinner..But the social is wide open..And only about 65 more spots open for the Dec1st Gathering...Contact me here if details are needed...
11/2/2007 8:57:11 PM
ONLY 20 more days to RSVP for Seasons Beatings!!! come on people make your reservations today!!!
10/14/2007 10:59:41 PM

what an awesome day it was today.. was able to go to the shooting range with a friend and then he made some awesome white chili and what a relaxing dayit was..

10/12/2007 11:57:32 AM
Seasons Beatings is ready to be Announced. This Event is being held in the Grand Rapids Mich area please let me know if You would like the Announcement :)
Also seeking someone who deals in Fetish Wear for Vending.
10/11/2007 3:07:01 AM
WOW long time since i been here..hmm lets seee... well things are shaping up nicely for the Seasons Beatings.If anyone needs the basoc information please let me know..Yes it is a Holiday Celebration kind of thing in West Michigan..Monday i got a new tatt will post as soon as i get a pic of it...
9/28/2007 11:45:16 PM
Fianlly Seasons Beatings  is ready to be brought forward.. Lemme know if you would like the information..
9/25/2007 9:17:58 AM
WOW what an awesome summer it has been. a few ujp and downs but has been wonderful nonetheless..I would like to take the time to open a small door about an up coming Holiday Event.. Please stay tuned for more details  about the Seasons Beatings Holiday Celebration
9/6/2007 12:17:24 PM
OK!! the Great Lakes Meet n Greet 2007 is back on but alittle different.It is now the Great Lakes Meet n Greet PotLuck Picnic..If you would like more information please email me and i will forward the information to you..
8/19/2007 11:39:46 PM
currently not seeking anything more then friends at this point and time..
8/15/2007 10:52:27 PM
as of 8-15-07 the Sept 14th weekend meet n greet/play party has been post poned..
8/6/2007 9:09:25 PM

another hot n stickie night someone please make it rain..

8/6/2007 2:48:12 PM
bang bang he shot me down bang bang i hit the ground bang bang that aweful sound bang bang my baby shot me down..now he's gone i dont know why until this day i sometimes cry he didnt even say goodbye he didnt take the time to lie bang bang he shot me down  bang bang i hit the ground bang bang that aweful sound bang bang my baby shot me down....
8/5/2007 8:53:54 PM
yip i must be a glutten for punishment.. < shakes her head> well at least this time i did not fall in love with him..
7/22/2007 9:34:07 PM
I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend and enjoyed the most gorgeous weather..Please keep in mind to view the details in a earlier journal posting about the Sept Meet and Greet weekend event in GR..
7/20/2007 10:39:28 AM
what a beautiful day out it has turned out to be..nice day to relax in the sun hope everyone has a wonderful weekend...  :)
7/16/2007 11:35:18 AM
ok i was directed how to unblock people.. thank you very much :)
7/16/2007 9:40:42 AM
ok does anyone know how to UNBLOCK a user if he is on the block list?
7/3/2007 4:01:46 PM
Everyone is invited to a first time event being held
in West Michigan on Sept 14-16th. This is a
weekend event and I hope that everyone will come out
and enjoy.
The events will include: a Meet 'n' Greet on Friday
evening, and demos, dinner, and a play party on
Saturday.
Vendor space is available. We plan to have a nice
variety of vendors.
The location is a rented space near Grand Rapids,
Michigan
. Directions will only be sent to those who
sign up.
There will be a hotel near by with blocked rooms for
this event at discounted prices.
Friday will be an informal Meet and Greet from
9pm-2am.
Friday will be the day for people to bring in their
equipment and get it set up, (unless Saturday is the
day they plan to arrive).
Vendors are welcome to set up this evening or on
Saturday.
Saturday afternoon there are 4 demos set up;
1- Flogging Demo
2- Wax Demo
3- Suspension
4- Hypnosis
All demos will be held Saturday afternoon 2pm - 5pm

Dinner will be ready at 6pm, it will be buffet style
Dinner is:
   Chicken Breasts: BBQ'd and Italian
   Dinner Rolls
   Pasta Salad
   Veggies <hot and cold> 
   There will be other type of munchie food as well
   Ice water will be provided
The play party will begin at approx 830pm-1am
Cleaning supplies will be provided and those who use
the equipment are required to clean up promptly after
using it.People are welcome to bring in their own equipment..

I am asking for volunteers to help with clean up
during/afterwards, on the floor and with help in the
kitchen getting food prepared. I am also seeking
additional Dungeon Master's.  For these services the
ticket price will be considerably reduced.
For more information please feel free to contact me.. tender
7/2/2007 8:35:54 AM
ok E/everyone  complete information will be ready for handing out for the Sept 14-16 Meet and Greet this evening..Please make sure to get the information if interested in attending..
6/24/2007 8:30:53 AM
ohhhhh as the summer begins to shape up nicely.. mmmhmmmm..new pics are on hand.. will isend them to who ever asks.. nope.. hope everyone is enjoying the awesome summer weather i know i am...
6/16/2007 12:37:32 AM
well...the time has come for summer to creep in and open up the nice weather..I am beginning once again that true friendship is like looking for a needle in a hay stack..Is it to much to ask for someone who is real and not a fake??there are way to many people on here who claim to be one thing then turn out to be just the thing one has been trying to avoid..Its a shame..I have decided that perhaps it is time that i explore other venue's of this lifestyle..I will keep my submission close to myheart and will let it shine for the right Man/Dom..But i am also going to start to look into becoming a switch for i think i have the desire within to explore that side of myself..advice is welcome.. thanks sunny..
6/8/2007 3:46:50 PM
Everyone is invited to a first time event being held
in West Michigan September 14-16. This is a weekend
event and I hope that everyone will come out and
enjoy.
The events will include: a Meet 'n' Greet on Friday
evening, and demos, dinner, and a play party on
Saturday.
Vendor space is available.
The location is a rented space near Grand Rapids,Mjchigan
For more information please contact me here on CM
6/3/2007 9:42:03 AM
i wish i was able to find someone who is passionate in and out of the D/s lifestyle..one who is honest caring and enjoy's spending time with his submissive..
5/30/2007 11:23:30 PM
OK The Great Lakes Meet and Greet has been rescheduled for  Sept 14th,15th and ending on the 16th..If you would like information please contact me here.. :) Hope E/everyone had a wonderful and safe Memorial Weekend and hope those that attended Shibaricon had a pleasant time  :)
5/28/2007 6:15:07 AM
well closure has been made words have been spoken..ignorance has been done..
It was a beautiful weekend with the exception of the rain but we did need it..
5/23/2007 7:12:14 AM
ok folks..there has been a change for the meet n greet.am looking into a month after july so it is not so hot please bare with me until this new date is nailed down :D
5/23/2007 5:28:39 AM

summer is here..i hope everyone has their air conditioners in their windows and cranked on high..

5/20/2007 3:16:48 AM
OK if you are going to send me an email please beable to at least compose one or two sentences..
5/15/2007 3:37:31 PM
people need to stop being so lazy..Fill out yer profile..!!!
loveworld
 
 Age: 29
 Compton, New York