Before sending a message to me, please read my profile/info. And do be aware, that I am not interested in discussing anything sexual. The only physical intimacy in which I shall ever engage is with my husband (and I imagine with my Master, although He has been "en absentia" and we have never met in person, so that is probably pretty much a moot point). ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ oH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME! aPPARENTLY WHEN CM FIXED MY PROBLEM LAST TIME, i MADE A MISTAKE WHILE RESETTING MY NEW PASSWORD, AND THAT IS WHY i WAS UNABLE TO LOG INTO THIS ACCOUNT BEYOND THE FIRST TIME BACK! wELL, ALL IS FINE NOW, OTHER THAN THE FACT, THAT AS i HAD BEEN UNABLE TO GET IN HERE OCCASIONALLY, ALL MY MESSAGES SINCE HAVE BEEN DELETED. aNYONE WHO TRIED TO CONTACT ME DURING THAT INTERIM IS WELCOME TO TRY AGAIN. i SHALL DO MY BEST TO RESPOND. tHANK yOU! (BTW...TYPING WITH ALL CAPS IN THIS UPDATE IS A HINT AS TO MY "MISTAKE") ;-) ~09/24/2012 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my Master had to go away... but He'll return most any day... any moment i may see... my Master coming back for me... ***************************************** apologies in advance to A/any W/whom this one does not reply. she did not think that there would be so many attentive respondents. as to questions regarding her Master's whereabouts: He released this one about two* years ago, and although she has tried to "move on", she has been unable to get Him out of her heart and mind...so now, she is resolved to wait--"forever", if need be. she is happier waiting, than struggling to move on. in the meantime, she continues her independent practicing, reading, discussing...but is not seeking to commit to Another. Grateful thanks, and best wishes to A/all... ~tm. *released on Feb. 23, 2009. P.S.- Some have contacted me, inquiring as to why this one is looking at profiles here, since she is not seeking a new Master. It is because she is seeking HER Master--she knows what He looks like, His height, His age...and she will know Him when she finds Him. This is NOT stalking, by the way--I will not approach Him without His permission--I just wish to know that He is well. My life is full even without His immediate presence; however, it would only be complete were He to occupy the void which remains in His absence. 04 September 2011... This morning, she had been considering seriously deleting her ID in this site and others, where she mainly has posted in the hopes of once again seeing her One online.
At times, it has been a source of comfort to her, having O/others who were like-minded with whom to discuss thoughts and feelings, and learning increased, as well...at other times, it was a frustrating exercise, due no doubt to her own stubbornness when well-intentioned folk understandably insisted this one "move on".
Having been so advised, she knows in her heart, that she will not surrender this body to Another. And in the back of her mind, is the recognition that, in this case, lingering in "lifestyle chats" is probably not in her best interests any longer.
If Master decides to return for this one...He will know how to contact me. =========================================================== fEB. 08, 2014~ Oh, I was such a sad, depressed little subbie for so long, wasn't I? Well, it's coming nigh unto five years this month, and although it hasn't been easy, I do believe I have peace at last. Just me. I am enough. I love my Master, but if He never returns for this one, so long as I know He is well, that is satisfaction enough. I have no way of knowing this, but I have to trust in my heart, that He is in good health and doing fine. Thank Y/you to T/those with W/whom I have chatted, conversed, kept company along the way...I look forward to continuing conversations and friendships. Sincerely, ~moi.