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Update...Damn...I just got back on here and Im already about ready to throw in the towel.
Been on here in the past and then gave up and left. Something always seems to keep bringing me back. Wasnt sure whether to put straight or bisexual. I am mainly attracted to women, but being controlled or dominated by either sex still turns me on and I have had a little experience in that area.
My ultimate dream would be to be in a long term relationship with a dominant or switch woman...To appear as a normal caring couple to the outside world, but to be submissive to her behind closed doors. That could be as frequent play, or possibly as a full time dynamic...I really dont know for sure which would be the ideal situation. My expectations on here are low, as I think they are for anyone who has interacted with very many people on here, but maybe that rare opportunity is actually out there. Realistically, I would settle for some occasional fun with the right person.
As far as submitting to someone, I do not in any way mean that in a sense where I would be a groveling spineless worm or basically a total pussy like I see so many guys on here acting. I am a masculine and basically strong man, and giving my submission to someone does not change that. Whether in a relationship, or simply as play, I would want to be with someone who respects that and understands the difference between the two. If you are looking for someone to treat like a piece of crap and who wants to be that, then Im not the right person for you. I am not going to just instantly submit to anyone who simply calls themselves a dom and starts barking out orders before I have even met them. I see nothing weaker or more pathetic than someone who slaps on the dominant tag on here and then expects people to just drop to their knees before them and do whatever they say. My respect and submission is given to dominants who earn that...not to those who simply demand it. If thats what you are looking for, then there seems to be plenty of people on here ready to submit to simply just anyone who says yes, and you all surely deserve each other. If you cannot understand that, then please save yourself the time and trouble because I can promise you that you will never be given my submission.
I love to be in a position where I am very physically helpless and at the mercy of someone else, but also feeling confident that my safety is a very major concern. I have bought a fair amount of bondage gear which gets little to no use, but I have also been fortunate enough to have been in a lot of it at least once and have served as a sub from time to time. I just havent been fortunate enough to have found any kind of workable, lasting situation as of yet. Maybe I will find that one day, or perhaps its for the best that it has only been short term situations. I dont think this would ever fit into my life as a full time lifestyle, as it is for some people, but I do also now know that there is a large place in my life for it. As with anything in life, its a learning process to figure out exactly how fully it fits into my life, and also how deeply I want to plunge into it.
As for my list of likes on here, those certainly arent the only things that I like, and I am very open to trying much more too, so please dont assume that I wouldnt like to try something simply because it isnt listed there. If you have made it this far and are interested in communicating further, please dont hesitate to send a message. I will be more than happy to respond to any serious messages. Also, if you are from India and looking for money or want me to pay into your website, I would be more than happy to play along and waste as much of your time as humanly possible. Thanks for checking out my profile.
As a side note...has certain punctuation been outlawed on here? Is someone stealing the apostrophes and quotation marks? Are they encouraging us to use air-quotes with our hands...I hate that.
What happened to journal entries on here? Where are we supposed to vent and rant? My profile is going to get huge...
I just want to say thank you for the comic relief from all of the twenty something kids on here who call themselves Goddesses and Queens and demand that I send them money or gifts. Id have to guess that you recently had your allowance shut off and this is your solution. You might be Mommy and Daddys little princess, but in the real world, youre seen as nothing but an immature child. Hell, I have T shirts older than you which deserve more respect. Get a job and grow up. In the meantime, go back to the kids table and let the adults talk.
While Im at it, I see anyone asking for money or gifts here as not much different than a prostitute. If youre going to argue that you dont have sex, then congratulations...you earn the title of beggar. I use those terms lightly, as I much more respect a prostitute or beggar on the street because they at least get off their asses and go out there and do something to earn it.
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