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jengurl
| Pan Transgender, 65, Murrieta, California
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Hi! I am an inexperienced submissive CD, very interested in exploring feminization and sissification. Want to meet someone in my area---Inland Empire (Temecula area). Would love tohave someone to take control over me and also looking for a friend. I need and want a DOM, DOMME, Master or Mistress or just a friend.
I have never sucked cock or been penetrated in my rear hole, but am fascinated with those things, and I think I am ready and need to be pushed to sucking cock and being fucked. I am ready to become someones sissy. I think I am very suggestible and can be trained. I think I do need to be pushed to go down this path, though. I am ready to be brainwashed and molded into a completely feminized sissy gurl. I fantasize about sucking cock and receiving one in my rear pussy hole. I am going to need tohave a cock in me soon. I need to suck a cock and to be fucked. Will obey anyone wanting to do that to me. I am addicted to wearing silky, satiny, frilly feminine things. Not a smoker, but have tried cigarettes a few times because they put me in a sissy trance and I feel so femme and sexy while dressed and smoking. Resisting developing a dressingsmoking fetish, but someone wanting to could probably push me into becoming a smoking sissy. I would love to chat with anyone here, and I also have Yahoo email. It would be fabulous to meet someone in the TemeculaInland Empire (Riverside area, and I also visit Orange County and San Diego areas. Maybe LA.
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3/8/2017 4:23:09 PM: Hoping to meet someone to play with or to take control over me tomorrow, or late Friday. Especially someone to push me into becoming a smoking sissy.
12/7/2016 7:56:06 AM: Just had a morning cigarette---feel so girly and sissy
6/20/2016 7:25:13 AM: I have always been a non-smoker my life, but recently got interested when I found a site which talked about feminization and sissification by forced/seduced smoking. I have tried long girly cigarettes a few times, and the feelings of being submissive and gurly and sexy are overwhelming! I was dressed femme, and I have only smoked when I am dressed femme. I tried Virginia Slim 120 Menthols. So intoxicating. But I am weak willed, and don't want to become addicted to a smoking/dressing fetish, so I have resisted smoking more. But, I do get strong urges to smoke when I dress now. The thought of giving a smokey blowjob while smoking a long cigarette are thrilling. Not sure if I should try any more lighting up of those sweet ciggies.8/16/2016I still only occasionally smoke, but the feelings of wanting to smoke when I'm dressed have not gone away, but gotten stronger. I sometimes see myself dressed and smoking, and want to put on something silky and femmy and light up a cigarette. I worry that I will soon become addicted if I don't resist these feelings. I have even started to smoke a stronger cigarette, Marlboro 100 Menthols, that put me into an even deeper sissy daze! I even start thinking of being dressed, smoking and sucking on a cock, or having my rear hole penetrated---ooooo! I am probably very ready to become sissified and taken over by someone, but maybe if I can resist for a while longer these feelings of wanting to become a gay sissy gurl, I can put them behind me!8/20/16Looking forward to some free time in a week. Will be able to be a sissy gurl 24/7 I think.9/17/16I worry because I think at this point I am so willing to be taken over by a Dom and transformed and transitioned into a completely feminized, smoking addicted, sissified gurl or shemale. I have desires to be collared and completely owned. Perhaps these desires will pass, but I'm not sure. My will seems so weak right now.I feel so much like a sissy now. I just need a dom to get me to accept cock to fully convert me.
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