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Wow, looking at the dates it has been a long time since writing. Welcome to 2017. What is going to be different, not sure yet. What i do know about the new year is that i hope it is one where my partner is found. |
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Here's to putting 2015 in the rear view mirror and starting 2016 fresh and clean. Let's do this thing... |
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I'm looking for someone to hug me and somebody who wants me to hug them. |
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Not sure what it is but I am really feeling the desire to be in a collar and leash for somebody today or soon. Must be the sexy dream I had last night. |
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With warmer temps last week it almost felt like spring & this man's fancy was finally turning to thoughts of love, and maybe some boot worship... now, again, snow, my thoughts are turning to swearing. |
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So Collarme Drama.. i am still lookig for a Domme Woman for a long term relationship... Any one looking to collar sombody? |
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i would love to find a New Years party or gathering or something more one-on-one to attend. i could be Your date, submissive, companion or otherwise. On a leash, at Your side or at Your feet. Dressed atYour discrection. i would appreciate being able to kiss kiss someone at minight. And yes, the location or object of that kiss would be up to You too. Happy New Year! |
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It's been a funny, bad, great, "whatever" sort of week. Maybe the weekend will be the same - or different... |
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i enjoy providing servie in many ways to a Dominant. Things in the past like doing dishes dressed as She desired to toing outside yard work knowing there may be a special surprise awaiting inside when my duties were complete. |
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In trying to meet somebody new, does the kink come first or the more vanilla parts of an attempted relationship? |
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i am looking for some new experiences and hoping to find somebody here to having them with. Recently, a couple is somebody/something i am very excited about. Either both Dominant or a mix of both would be a great find.
i am an experienced submissive and have a lot to offer both in play and vanilla times. i like serving in many capacities. |
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i have a profile too where i have said the same thing... Unfortunately though i do not have a right now. Hoping to change that though. |
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i love you. i miss you. i want you. insert big giant sigh here... |
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i was lucky enough to have met a wonderful Domme. Her modus operandi included this chair in her apt. On it were the items of clothing, implements of play or other items intended for use while there. Upon arrival one was expected to strip in preparation and don the attire set out. It was fun.
This is less a walk down memory lane (even though it is a very recent memory) but more an insight into parts of the feelings i enjoy in my submissiveness. i realized they are, in some ways, tied to the experience above.
Clearly seeing what was expected of me upon entering was enjoyable to me. A task or an expectation that is clearly communicated. Something i can strive to achieve is comforting to me. Add to the mix the uncertainty of where we go from there, and knowing it is my duty or responsibility to figure out the best route to achieving that goal is what makes it whole for me.
To please, entertain, hopefully amaze and connect to One who enjoys having one such as me for a friend, playmate, partner or more is a goal i will continue towards. |
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=24vOiMiWHlo
hmmm |
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Wow, so much snow. i recently came to New England from another state without it. Anybody up for some outside, in the snow, fun? Short stints of course. This boy has a low cold tolerance (i think)
Is anybody here looking for play time? Pamper time? Worship time? Help time? My recent pictures are of some dress up time. i am interested in so much more too. |
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I desire to be the loyal property of another or others. To wear their collar with pride and do my best to remain worthy of it every single day. To be their slave, their pet, their slut, their whore, their boy, their girl, their friend, and their partner all at the same time. In short, I aspire to be everything they want me to be. |
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August heat. August humidity. August longing. Seems the same. i would love to find relief in a Domme's need for me. |
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new fun pictures posted. i luv my boots. now to find someone to luv them too. |
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Flea Market Day... it was fun and i spent a little dough. A present for my far away friend and love and something for me...
i will try to post a picture of what i bought for me - on me. Of course i wish they could be used for Your amusement and enjoyment... until then, i will put them on from time to time and relish the feeling of the what is and the possibility of the what may become... |
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looking, looking, looking... That seems to be a thing for me nowadays... looking both ways before crossing, looking for a good bargain, looking for opportunities, looking at my rear view mirror before changing lanes, looking things up, not looking down, looking out, looking around, looking for a partner for some playtime, looking for a partner for more too... |
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The words "i want" are of course in my vocabulary. They exist there for reasons like "i want a drink of water" or "i want some nice relaxing time in the hot tub."
The words "i want" though do not come into play when i think of meeting someone and being a plaything or sub for them. That said i do have scenes that make me hot, play ideas that turn me on. Those things exist for me. But what i am looking for is to exist for another. So if someday my expectations match another's that would be great.
Until then maybe i will list a few of them here to see if by some chance somebody will think they match there own idea of "fun" and we can play together. Now to try and put some to words... check back. |
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It seems strange posting things i want in this journal so i will say it this way. This describes a situation i would hope You like to experience. It is posted as an example of play i like. But what You like is what is important in all of this. i just hope to be there for You to enjoy.
A ball gag is presented. It is shown to me as i stand before You. You have just walked into my presence. After being told to strip for Your inspection and having my hands bound behind me You begin to taunt me with whispers of activities You enjoy and how they may be coming into play tonight.
i know Your desires. i know Your favorites. i know Your style. All of it excites me and somewhat terrifies me at the same time. i was told that Your toys would be used on me today so i am not surprised by the appearance of the ball gag. What surprises me is the gusto with which You stuff it in my mouth. It surprises me the apparent loving affection You show (not that that side hasn't sometime showed itself with the aftercare shown me) as you kiss me through the gag. Kissing my cheeks and licking my lips as they stretch around the gag.
Tonight it seems the gag is meant to keep my protestations to a minimum as You show me the next toy to come into the picture. Your favorite strap-on... |
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i was at a thrift store today looking for a furniture thing i need and couldn't resist looking at the dresses and skirts...
i have some boots i love and have been wondering about dressing more to go with them. Crossdressing i guess it would be called.
Although my thoughts run more towards exposure scenes in lingerie or underwear, feminization play, exposure/humiliation stuff, submissive play of sorts more than the dressing to pass sort of crossdressing (not that there's anything wrong with that, as the saying goes)
Lately i have been hoping to experience this sort of fun. Of course i wish for things i want when i know full well it is first and foremost what You want, with hopefully matching "wants" from time to time. So, more appropriately put...
To be able to please somebody by being able to provide them with the pleasure / amusement / usage they seek in this particular manner.
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looking through profiles i always wonder about the importance of the big lists of likes and dislikes, loves, "lives fors" and tolerates...
What i wonder is how important each entry is if it stood alone, so to speak. Are the dislikes hard limits? There are things i would like to try and/or be a part of that i would list as a loves but on a list of another it might be a tolerates... Of the folks out there with a big list - and i am one of them sort of with mine - does a "tolerates" disappointed mean deal breaker? Does a "lives for" mixed with a "likes" mean somebody always will be disappointed, ha ha.
How much weight is behind each selection do you think???
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Would admitting to seeking a kinky brainiac be a negative thing? |
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new pictures awaiting approval. i like to dress up from time to time. i love boots so much it turns me on to wear them as well as worship them when worn by a Domme.
Do You like a man who is turned on by being put in outfits that amuse and please You and possibly embarrass him? |
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Well, found an apartment... so far so good. |
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looking for an apt. looking for new play friends. looking for a Mistress to connect with, serve, and form a relationship with all at once is hard.
Hopefully this week i will find an apt. The rest i hope will fall into place too...
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