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***It has come to My attention that My profile might be a little TOO harsh of a "scare them off" filter. As a result, I have toned it down to be more reflective of what I am ACTUALLY looking for, and not just My fantasies and such ;) ***
I am a svelte and attractive intellectual Master (been in the Lifestyle since I was 18) looking for a girl to train into as a loyal and sensual slave. What ELSE am I going to do while working on becoming a super-villain? lol. Fair warnign though, when sex comes into it I can have a VERY large amount of raw passion! I adore bondage and heavy Dominance, and can spend hours at a time having sex. Just wired that way. And since it is hard to find EITHER bdsm-loving girls OR girls with the endurance I need, imagine trying to find BOTH! While I *AM* listed as "poly", it is just to denote that I have no jealous issues, and would welcome a multi-partner life as much as a single-partner one.
I am currently slave-less, and am desirous of a cute, sexy, passionate, and devoted slave to be My partner and pet. Hopefully a girl that is interested in MORE than just a fling, and is twisted enough to stay at My side as I reshape the world, mwa-ha-ha...HA-HA! ;)
So now I just need a girl to take My collar, and does any task I assigned with eagerness and desire to please. Who can spend hours tied up as I fuck and flog her, screaming and begging for more as the passion overwhelms her. Who will entertain Me both sexualy as well as being at My feet while we watch something and I pet her hair. Who will assist Me any way she can, and is not afraid of being gagged or blindfolded. Somebody I can totally Dominate and share My life with completely...y'know, the aforementioned pet ;) |
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Well, I am still here...tough finding the right girl. Every now and then I find a POTENTIAL girl, but something always seems to come in the way...age difference, distance, too late and already claimed, whatever (although the oddest was a complaint about My hair color, since I am BALD, hello!).
Recently updated My profile. I use it as a filter for potential slaves, since if they cannot accept THAT then they cannot accept ME. But somebody recently pointed out that it was too harsh compared with how I ACTUALLY feel, which led Me to change it to be more reflective of My actual wishes.
Warning: it gets sappy sometimes ;) |
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Doing good these days, by and large. Still looking for a good slave to train to My service. Maybe I should lower My standards, and just take what I can get?
Naw ;)
I figure it is better to WAIT for the sensual, cute, sexy, curious, devoted, and twisted girl I *want* to be Mine. She is out there somewhere, and when I find her the world will tremble... |
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Ugggg....today was barely tolerable. I had hoped to meet up with some people to hang out and make new friends, soothe the heartache, but it was a looong shot at best. One that did not pay off. But at least I have tomorrow's geekfest-with-friends/movie-night to look forward to, so there's that.
Today was just a "Murphy's Law" day overall - everything that COULD go wrong, DID. I could really have used some company to talk to and distract Me from it :/ |
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Today is the day. My now-former pet is coming over this morning to get her things, and leave Mine...as well as the collar. I feel like I am going to be mourning the loss of her for a long time, even though I am poly (mostly by necessity) I fell for her HARD. I hope she feels better, has a good life, and treasures her memories of Me as much as I do of her.
So now My search for a girl to take in for when she is not around has become a search for a new primary (and maybe ONLY) slavegirl. But I want to make sure she is the right KIND of girl, no jumping into the sack or anything, fyi. Just some friendly company, and see if it grows from there.
After all, I am going to be in pain from the loss of My little sprite for quite a while :( |
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Looks like it is official: My pet and I are "broken up"-broken up, and not just on a temp split. It sucks hardcore since I though she was the one I would want to keep forever :(
So now I am not only in "the market" for a 24/7 live-in sex and domestic slave, but ALSO a long-term loving pet/companion. All I have left is My part-time sub assistant :/ |
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Had to put My relationship with My petgirl on hold recently, for reasons I will not get into since they would upset her. We were not seeing much of one another given the distance in any case, but I still ache over the loss...no matter how temporary. |
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Yeah...and they both did not work out. As usual, lots of promises and enticements, with the reality being fakes and flakes. |
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I have a part-time pet (who hopefully will be becoming more-or-less full-time in a few months), a part-time painslut, and I am looking for a full-time 24/7 house slave to add. Currently I have a couple potentials, each with their own limitations that I am trying to overcome, and if I luck out then I would gladly take BOTH. |
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Does a little dance, makes a lot of love, gets down and dirty with an awesome little sprite ;) |
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Some might wonder why I have not been on here in a while...well the reason is because I might have found somebody. She is creepily wonderful, My little sprite, and I want to give every chance possible to getting "us" to work out. Which means I am not splitting My attention between building our relationship, and looking for somebody else. Which is NOT to say that I am uninterested in somebody else (poly after all), but that I want US to be on firm relationship grounds BEFORE looking for somebody else to bring into My household. So, if you are interested in being that somebody else, keep all of this in mind...and that sprite will be my #1 (and probably #2 as well, lol). I have never felt this way about somebody before, and it is great. If you read this sprite, know that I care deeply for you and the thought that "we" might not work out scares Me just as much as it does you...but the idea that "we" won't give it a chance scares Me even more :) |
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Still looking, just not very hard. To be perfectly honest I'm not even TRYING unless there is something special about a girl I message. Which essentially means I message damn few girls, and since it is so hard to make a connection this is just drawing the process out longer and longer. But at least when I DO make a connection, it will most likely be with somebody me and my sweetie can be happy with, and who will be happy with us.
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I find myself actually LOOKING for a second sub/slave girl these days... Unfortunately one person just can't be everything to me that I need :( So I find myself wanting a second sub/slave, to fill those last couple spots in my life. I'm primarily looking for a perverted and twisted girl who is interested in exploring the darker side of sensuality. She must have similar non-BDSM tastes, and not be a rabid right-winger. I am more than willing to teach somebody who is new to the Lifestyle ;)
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Its amazing, you FINALLY find a nice sub girl to mentor, who promises she isn't going to flake or freak out...then she breaks two dates and stops returning your messages. She even seems to enjoy hanging out not only with you, but with your slave as well. Doesn't even offer an explenation or reason, just totally disrespects you like you aren't even there. No "I guess I'm not into BDSM after all", or "you scared me", or even "I'm too busy for a relationship". Pretty much pisses a Dom off, doesn't it?
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I just recently broke up with a very nice sub/student...because while so much of our interrests likes/dislikes where perfectly compatible it turned out that our personalities were toxic to one another. I tried to work past that, since she was REALLY nice and caring, but the drama and outbursts just got to the point where it was obviously doing only harm to us both. So little one, wherever you end up, I hope that you find the peace I could not give you. I got to try and mend my heart now...what I wouldn't give for a drink :(
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05/02/07: Well, after some ups and down-in-the-dumps, it looks like ownedlilsweetie and I are now a permanent "item". Still some things to iron out, but I have a table and big hot iron, and it will doubtlessly get the...wrinkles...out.
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11-22-06: Well, I have found a slave, ownedlilsweetie. Nice girl, funny, and loves to serve. She is very sweet, and tries her best to please me. Now I just need ANOTHER bisexual slave, and I'll have a matched set (not to mention great sunday entertainment ;) )
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10-25-2006: One would THINK that a college town in California, near a major liberal city, would be lifestyle nirvana. The truth is - its not. I can count on the fingers of one hand the number of people here in Davis who are into bdsm, and end up only pointing at myself :( Don't get me wrong, there are a LOT of "want to be sub"-types in the area, but so far not a one has been anything but a poser just looking for a dirty fuck to brag about at thier sorority/fraternity...fucking pathetic. Not much in the way of luck here on collarme either, made some friends but still looking for even a POTENTIAL "miss screams right". At this rate, when I find her, she is going to have an increadible amount of sexual frustration and anger to help me get rid of...
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