The parts that make the whole...
Mother- its always first. Lives are dependant upon me being a Mother always and there is no one else to protect them or fill that role.
Submissive- Its in everything I do, the intense desire to please, and yes controlled. It encompasses my life in a way that without Domination, I struggle to maintain even simple things. I have opinions though, some easily cast aside, others cast in stone. All I ask is someone listen and don't ignore them just because I'm submissive.
Little girl- She's there, always hiding just under the surface. She's in the tears I cry, the fears of monsters lurking in the shadows and worse in my memories. She's in the joy I feel when I let her out to explore this world with inocence only a child can have.
These three things add up to what and who I am. Add to them unique memories, feelings, thoughts, a history and I'm what You get. I'm not a doormat, I'm not a no limits slave, I'm not willing to give up on dreams or hopes for the future. I am just me, take it or leave it. |