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is it possible that a person can become too jaded by their life experiences? I wish I could meet someone that will take my mind on such a journey that i'll forget all the b.s. i've dealt with before. |
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Thinking about rewriting my profile soon. Yes I meant what I said when relocation is not an option for me anytime in the foreseeable future. My commitment to reality makes this necessary for me. |
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Feeling reassured in the idea of karma today. Sometimes when it rains it REALLY pours! I'm going through some things on one hand, but I'm also feeling blessed on another. Starting to see what looks like the pay-off to my months of patience. None of this is related to "lifestyle" activity but I just felt like sharing. Its a beautiful day! |
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hey cm. its been awhile. major life changes are happening for me right now. things are looking brighter by the day |
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96, 97, 99% on the grades that are in.. two more a's are on the way... how should i reward myself??
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3.6 GPA for the summer semester! I'm so proud of myself!
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I got my hair chopped off today! I feel lighter. Working on a new pic.........
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Another thing that I sometimes think about... the age dilemma. I've dated a few males close to me in age. Those relationships have failed miserably from the start. The reason the same in all cases, because the level of maturity that I desire was not there. As far as people older than me, I've found eight years or more works the best, but where is the cut off point? About 20 years older is the oldest person I've made connections with....at a certain point I think your intrests and life goals become too different to mesh well. I realize that all people are individuals though; so I try to keep an open mind with the new people I meet. You are never too young or old to be someone's friend... What do you think?
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I just have a question... an inquiring minds want to know type of thing you could say. I definately do not believe that this "lifestyle" thing is only about sex. A very large part of it is a mental thing. Can you truly arrive at a real connection, either as a dom or sub, sight unseen? Anyone can be whoever they want through the phone and over the computer. I know a few people in personal experience who definately are a totally different person in real life than the persona that is out on the net. One thing for sure, at least to me, it doesn't seem to wise to make those kind of commitments to someone you who truly do not know.
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Wow, isn't amazing the things that can happen in a years time? So many things have happened in my life in the past year that I couldn't begin to write about all of them. Some are experiences that I'd rather forget sooner as opposed to later, and some are great memoires that will be with me for the rest of my days. It's almost my birthday again, and this year I might have somebody to give me my spankings... but all the votes haven't been counted. LOL yeah right who am I kidding... anyway hope everyone who is serious with their search finds what they are looking for in 2008!
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So, what we have learned from the previous entry? Men or woman (who define themselves as such) are not dominate---THAT IS A VERB!! They are dominant.
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- Main Entry:
- 1dom·i·nant
- Pronunciation:
-
\-nənt\
- Function:
- adjective
- Etymology:
- Middle French or Latin; Middle French, from Latin dominant-, dominans, present participle of dominari
- Date:
- circa 1532
1 a: commanding, controlling, or prevailing over all others <the dominant culture> b: very important, powerful, or successful <a dominant theme> <a dominant industry>
2: overlooking and commanding from a superior position <a dominant hill>
3: of, relating to, or exerting ecological or genetic dominance
4: being the one of a pair of bodily structures that is the more effective or predominant in action <dominant eye>
- Main Entry:
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2dominant
- Function:
- noun
- Date:
- 1819
1: the fifth tone of a major or minor scale2 a: a dominant genetic character or factor b: any
of one or more kinds of organism (as a species) in an ecological
community that exerts a controlling influence on the environment and
thereby largely determines what other kinds of organisms are present
c: a dominant individual in a social hierarchy
- Main Entry:
- dom·i·nate
- Pronunciation:
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\ˈdä-mə-ˌnāt\
- Function:
- verb
- Inflected Form(s):
- dom·i·nat·ed; dom·i·nat·ing
- Etymology:
- Latin dominatus, past participle of dominari, from dominus master; akin to Latin domus house — more at dome
- Date:
- 1611
transitive verb1: rule
, control
<an empire that dominated the world>
2: to exert the supreme determining or guiding influence on <the ambition that has dominated his life>
3: to overlook from a superior elevation or command because of superior height or position <a hill that dominates the town>
4 a: to be predominant in <sugar maples dominate the forest> b: to have a commanding or preeminent place or position in <name brands dominate the market>
intransitive verb
1: to have or exert mastery, control, or preeminence
2: to occupy a more elevated or superior position
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I'm very excited! Monday (8-20) i'm going back to school. It is time for me to challege myself more, and do something to better my child's, as well as my own, life. Time to get out the plaid skirts, and make me some pigtails. He he
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Ok, I got this from someone on myspace, and thought i'd put my thoughts here:
Class 1:
A pain slut. This woman is not a submissive at all, but simply enjoys sensation play.
Class 2:
The abused woman. This woman associates pain (emotional or physical) with those closest to her. Thus, when a dom hurts her, she feels loved and secure.
Class 3:
The deprived woman. This woman is one who was raised without the love and support she deserved. She wishes to regress back to childhood and relive it positively. Discipline, punishment, structure and heaps of love are what this woman is looking for.
Class 4:
The desperate woman. This is a woman who is desperately needy of a stable relationship. For one reason or another she has not managed to create such a relationship. She then believes, that if she will give a man her all, she will find the relationship she craves. This woman is not a submissive at all. She is simply doing the math. If the relationship works out, she will be happy. However, if the relationship collapses, she will be furious at what her dom did to her. Not only was she hurt in all sorts of ways, but she also did not get her just returns. She may claim that she was manipulated into the relationship, and from her point of view, that will indeed be the truth.
Class 5:
The overwhelmed woman. This is a woman who finds that life's demands are too much for her and is looking for someone she can rely on. Frequently, women who are in demanding jobs in the corporate world seek to be submissive at home. They find it extremely difficult to be constantly on the go and long to come home to an environment where someone else is responsible for their happiness and success.
Class 6:
The troublemaker: This is a woman who finds that she cannot control her life. Whether, it is trouble with her diet, her job, her friends or anything else, she finds that she frequently acts in a manner that brings her grief. Thus, she desires a dom who will keep her in place, discipline her when he has to, punish her when she deserves, and reward her when she has been good. Sometimes, she needs a dom in order to be able to safely express her rebellious streak, as she knows that if noone is watching her, she may take things too far. This sort of woman, has a tendency to test her limits just to see how much it is she can get away with and still be safe.
Class 7:
The giver: This is a woman who finds that her truest expression of self is by giving to others. She finds pleasure
I'm mostly a class 7 being totally honest. It gets mistaken for being class 2. It's just hard for me to distinguish the right situations to be submissive in, and when is a good time to say no. |
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I imagine that i'm close enough to feel your breath on my neck-- I wait
Can almost feel the gentle touch of your fingertips on my shoulders-- I wait
My eyes close tighter when I fell you grab a fist full of hair-- I wait
I open my mouth as I anticipate what happens next-- I wait
A tear falls down my cheek and the heat/sting from your slap across my face resonates-- I wait
I feel the moisture building between my legs but still--- I wait
I want to please you in every way so-- I wait
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his yearning I feel for you it calls from deep within me--- I wait
I long to be closer to you each day-- I wait
To hear you voice speak to me again fills me with such glee-- I wait
I wait for you |
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This never seems to end. People say everywhere that this lifestlye is about respect. You got mine untill you stop respecting me. It's plain and simple I won't ever ask anything from you that I don't allready give. I'm the type to just stay quiet not saying mutch but I do notice little things, and I'm working on being able to say something. If you want a person with an open mind realize you are gonna hear sum shit that ain't all kosher to your beliefs as well. Just got a lot of thoughts runnin together in my head today. |
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Same stuff another day. People are still the same. It's so strange how everbody says they want real people, and then don't want to be real themselves. |
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My b-day is five days away now, looks like i'll be administering my own b-day spankings this year, again! I'll keep my head up though, something good is coming my way very soon I'm sure. |
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