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We are a Dom/Switch Couple.
with a third in our triad who is a rope top!
?? He is dominant and I am submissive to Him and Dominant to others.
?? He is into sexual torture and the more risky side of this adventurous lifestyle.
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Just a girl, in need of direction. I am young and vibrant, love to have a good time, starving for attention. I just wanna have a good time and let my hair down once or twice!!! Be able to be the strong woman I am but not have to prove it all the time and just be myself. I need a shoulder to lean on, a shoulder to cry on, arms to hold me and yet a structure and a life that has some predictability yet predictable spontaneity as well!!
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I am open to a lot and have a heart of gold and faith like a rock and do not budge once you gain my trust, loyalty and friendship it takes a great deal and I mean some major things before I will let go of my care and love for you.
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My friends know me to be the one they can count on and I just need my people I can count on!
Known for my wit and my humor but also my natural desire to serve those who earn my submission and dominate those worthy of my dominant side. My kinks are widespread and my curiosities run wild. I am both bisexual and a nymphomaniac after all. As a friend: You can count on me to always be there as much as in my power to do so. I open my heart to those around me and once you know the real me and are part of my circle I do not let go and I do not walk away. It takes a lot to completely loose me as I continue to love and care about many who have turned their backs on me and it breaks my heart at times. But I cannot turn my love off completely, a fault maybe but also a strength. I share myself and am loyal but some do not appreciate my kindness or take me for granted and then I must love them from a distance. Many from college are this way and I pray I do not have to add to the list as my friends are my family. Friends are there thick and thin and pick you up when feeling down and cheer you on when things are going well. To my friends I love you and consider you my family, good bad ugly and otherwise you are there and you have beauty within as well as on the outside. Shine your light and let the world see how wonderful you truly are day and night everyday!!! As a lover: I am a giver and those I love get my entire spirit and heart and mind forever. Every aspect that is me is given freely for with trust and love my vulnerabilities are laid out there and are not to be abused or mistreated. My body becomes a playground and possibilities for exploring and for fun become endless. The depths of my fantasy life is endless and bringing it to reality is special and shared with those that are or become my lovers. Who I becomes quite clear over time as I am honest about who I am and feel it is good for those I love to know me well and understand me through both sexual and nonsexual aspects and all aspects of who I am and what makes me who I am. I am strong and loyal, loving and caring, without a doubt I am the one that goes out of my way to make those I love know they are loved and cared about because I feel it is necessary and appreciate and value when a lover does that or anything special for me! The little things make the difference over all. As a submissive: I give the gift of myself but I do not give it lightly. It takes a certain spirit and the gift of ones true dominance to receive my submission. Once given it will not be taken away unless it is disrespected or abused. I am submissive with slave tendencies but I am not to be walked all over. I give all of myself and refuse to tolerate being taken for granted or under appreciated as my heart is in my submission. As a Dominant: I respect those I am blessed to have been given dominance over and I require that respect in return. My view is that in receiving the gift of submission I must provide the gift of my dominance and take great care to be stern and firm but also allow time for gentle and soft as appropriate. As such, I am loving and caring but also expect my needs met and when able that extra step to be taken to please me! I crave that loyalty and giving of self in the submissive. From respect and love to service and obedience. It has great value not to be taken for granted or under appreciated. Friend requests: I love getting to know new people but only those I have met and grown close to will be accepted as part of friends list on here. Feel free to message me and be a friend but please don't be offended if you send a message and a request but I only reply to the message and do not add you to my friends list. Legal wise: My profile is my profile and private so any use of any part of my profile for any reason without my prior consent is a violation of both my privacy and consent. Please be respectful of my profile and just enjoy reading it and viewing my fetishes and such but do not copy or use any of my profile as it belongs to me and respect is very important to many of us and is important to me. Give respect to earn respect so respect me and I will return the favor.
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Fetishes Into: "good morning" and "good night" texts, 2 am hand over mouth startled awake fucking, 2 girls making out, 24/7, a comforting hug when feeling down, a cuddle and a kiss on the forehead, a fistful of hair and a long passionate kiss, a good nights sleep, a man that can make me smile, a man who cares when his girl is crying, a man who encourages me to be my best, abduction play, affectionate domination, all bodies are beautiful, amazing sex 'til we collapse from exhaustion, animal rescue, appealing to my brain, as well as my body., ass play, bare handed spanking, bbw bondage, being pushed up against a wall in a passionate kiss, being woke from a deep sleep for amazing sex, belt spanking, blindfolds, bondage!! bondage!! bondage!!, breast/nipple torture, bruises, bstfu, candle wax, caressing, chains, chakra energy play, cling film, clit spanking, clit torture, collar and lead/leash, consensual nonconsent, corporal punishment, corset training, cuddle me to sleep, fuck me awake, cuddles, dildos, discipline, eating her ass while fingering her pussy, electrical play, enemas, erotic photography, exhibitionism, feeling loved, wanted, desired & craved, fingering, fishnets, fisting, foot/feet, genuine and deep submission, the heartfelt kind that comes from trust, respect, lust, and mental and emotional connection, hair pulling, handcuffs, hey i like your panties....on the floor!!, high heels, home is where my heart is and that's with you, i want to be used, abused and then cuddled, ice cubes, if it's purple it's personal, impact play, intelligence, kidnapping roleplay, knowing deep down we complete each other, knowing how we take each other's coffee, lace, lingerie, mummification, oral sex, paddling, pantyhose/stockings, polyamory, purposely making her wet in public, purposely making me wet in public, pursuit, take-down & capture, restraints, riding crops, role play, rope bondage/suspension, scent, sensory deprivation, smile! we see each other naked :), spanking, subspace, talking dirty, teasing all day til we pounce each other, the feeling of bare flesh against bare flesh, the number between 68 and 70, treating you like a princess, and fucking you like a whore., verbal humiliation and degradation, vibrators, violet wand + hitachi = magic, wartenberg pinwheels, when he looks into my eyes as he cums, when i want your opinion,i'll remove the gag, you're evil ... i love it!. Love fire play! Curious about: anal training, armbinders, caging/confinement,humiliation, strap-ons, tearing off clothing, whips. |
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Okay so I want to know what one seeks in a play dungeon and play environment within a kinksters home. What are the focal points that one would most be anxious to see and what toy bag and furniture would one be most excited to see??? |
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I just need to feel like I matter again, like if tomorrow i were gone more than just those that feel an obligation to come would mourn my death. Like I have touched someone so deeply that I mean enough to them that they would not want to see me in this much pain or sorrow. I just feel alone so often, I wish someone could join me where I am and take my hand and lift me up to see the light! I know I sound depressed and well I am, I have so many who say they will be there and then arent and that hurts me to my core, makes me wanna bury myself in a hole and not come out. For those who do understand and do care, I thank you for whatever small glimmer of hope you are able to provide!!! God will always show me the way to come home and to be at peace!!! |
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A lot has been going on in my life and I just wish I understood why I seem to be left feeling so alone so often, I make friends and they disapear, been the same story since grade school, I thought things would be better after college but they are only magnified and more confusing. God please show me the way!!! |
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Alone, tired of the pain, tired of being alone, tired of the tears and no one around to hold me. So if I seem Grimm it's cuz I no longer feel like this world has anything for me, I can't stop crying, I can't get moved in all the way and I just want life to make sense but it doesn't. So if u want to find me in this hole and hold me, please do or I'm likely to give up totally. |
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Still need to move, but so need a cuddle buddy or something, dealing with so much pain and I can't do this alone. |
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John 3:16 2013. My friends this day will live forever in my heart as will 3:11:13
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Another lonely night...... |
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Life is fragile, tell those that you love how much they mean to you before you no longer can. Life shows us how to love and gives us love back, look up and look around. God is with us everywhere!!! |
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So I get asked about limits....
My hard limits are.... Anything illegal, I do not tolerate blackmail as I have a public life too! I also am against blood, beastiality, needles, anything considered extreme. My safety comes first!
Anything else, ask me! |
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I've done lots of impact, done some anal play had edema and soap stick, tried suppositories, had clips and clamps nipples, clit, lips. Restraints, collars, blindfolds, leashes, large dildos, skirts and dresses no panties. Some piss play and oral, rim job, Impact includes bare hand, crop, strap, hairbrush, shoe, belt, paddle, whip, dragon tail, cat o nines Had anal hook, forced orgasm, denied orgasm, breast play, nipple play, spanked rosebud as well as ass and thighs and lower back....... I've tried most things at least once. Oh and I'm not foreign to Abdl either.
Many things I'd love to do over again, I love the hard stuff, I'm inspired by puppy play, I be good puppy, and love humiliation of most any kind.
Want to know more, just ask. |
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Im driving cross county, I keep speed with other cars and see this rest stop ahead so I\'m rushing to get there and see red and blue lights and a trucker on side of road, I assume truck is pulled over so I slow down but keep going. Next thing I know the cop comes up behind me sirens and all I pull off just in front of trucker, as no other space any sooner. The cop parks just back of cab part of truck alongside the truck. I assume, of course he don\'t want either of us to go anywhere. I can see the busy truck stop as we are right at the entrance now. I pull out my info and license. The cop approaches with his big build and deep voice, lisence and registration Mame? I hand it over, trembling as I notice his chiseled features and sexy eyes behind the sunglasses. He see my shaking and the sun has dilated my eyes, he says, have you been drinking? I say no Officer, Sir I\'ve been on the road since daybreak. He says, so you got started early then, huh? I say yes officer I wanted to get my trip started as early as I could to enjoy the liquid sunshine Officer. \"Mame I\'m gonna have to ask you to step out of the vehicle\" Yes Officer! I open the door and step out in my sundress and high heels and out of nerves freeze and then begin to do the assume position thing, him grabs my arm ands says wait! I need to have a convo with the other gentlemen in this truck so I need you to step over here and assume the position on the hood of my car, understood? I\'ll get to you after I hear their side! I\'m thinking gentlemen, plural, their side? I was going with the flow... No more time to think the officer steps back and says Mame, they say they saw you trying to conceal drugs and that you stole from them at the last stop. Can you coraborate any of this? \"No Officer, I don\'t do drugs and I\'d never so much as still a second glance at a trucker!\" at this point I\'m trembling. The officer is standing behind me and he says, \"I am gonna need to pat you down and search you!\" \"Fine but I don\'t have anything!\". \"That isn\'t what I hear, now since they believe you stole from them I am gonna let them help me search you, only fair!\" \"Okay, I just need on the road, do what you have to!\". I had no idea the crowd starting to gather at my car or that it was a 4 person haul in the truck, I thought at most 2, not bad right? Wrong. My hands were pulled up and cuffed behind my head, my legs knocked further apart, then I felt the officer pat me down, okay I got nothing, let me go, then I heard the men, one by one they patted me down, each taking their time over my features and spinning me around, I saw the crowd and heard the snickering, oh shit, that\'s right we are so close to the store fronts. Then thinking its over or soon, I am far from the end, the men circle, me, five including the officer, each pulls a part of my sundress and yanks, ripping it to shreds, I begin to protest and the shreds are stuffed in my mouth and stuffed deep so I can\'t speak or spit them out, then they pat me down again and begin to pull at my bra and thong. Then I hear a grumble and someone says, I seen her take em in the restroom, check her ass and bra and pussy, she needs a body cavity search, check deep too! I begin to gag on the dress and it gets hanged out, what if she swallowed them, better use a real gag and see if anything comes up, my panties are ripped off and then my bra and used to blindfold me. I only have heels now and I can hear the crowd growing and getting closer, this is a simple traffic stop right? Yeah right! I get a cock shoved in all three holes simultaneously well five they had made it so my pussy and ass could be DPed and mouth full as they were sure it was in one of them! I let out a holler and hear, scream bitch, do you think any of those people you saw are calling the cops, oh yeah I am the cop in this dinky old town did you call it back at the last stop, thoughtyoucould get one over on us did you? The assault isn\'t even done, shearing pain and I realize I was lifted up to the hood of the truck in full view and begin to feel hands and cocks all over me. My nipples are hard and getting, pinched, boobs slapped and getting called every name, you whoe, cunt, slut, cocksucker, bet you love getting no prep, just thrust them in there, huh? You are such the bitch, you dirty pig, I still got my hands handcuffed but I feel my hair pulled up and over my hands and yanked like it were a handle to be used to brace yourself with. I am sure there are like twenty or more differ people with a piece of me and then I hear switch and the thrusting lapses and they cum together and pull out. I stop screaming and cursing long enough for a sigh of relief, of course relief comes not at all, they said switch not stop.... And they rotate, a bigger cock in my mouth, another one in pussy, thank god not two, some chick licking my clit and then a woman says, force her ass wide with this and presents the heaviest trucker with a buttplug that is bigger than the DP I got as when it is shoved in I am peeling paint with my yelps, and then the vibe turns on and the guys thrust, I am imploring the. To let me go, but I can feel my body failing me as I am feeling every wave of orgasm with them and my screams become oh fuck me fuck me harder around their cocks. When I don\'t have a cock in my mouth my screams and hollers are piercing. So they make me gag on their cocks, shoving my head down, fist in my hair. Soon I hear, so we gonna let her leave like this,naked and empty? NO Hell NO is all I could make out in the yelling, then I hear the officer, okay she\'s tolerated quite enough y\'all, damn so much for southern hospitality, I forgot I was in the south here. Let\'s send her off with parting gifts and make sure she makes it to the next check point, men, ladies, what do we have? She can keep the plug as long as she keeps it in, okay good, anyone else, here I just got the dragon dual action with clit that is double the power of the hitachi, I can always get another, now that\'s what I mean by southern hospitality she wants it, let\'s give it to her in all it\'s forms... What about the cursing and screeching? And road rage? Well we handcuff her one hand to the wheel, that works, now her mouth, mmmmm think folks, what do we have? I got it, I got a little boy exclaims, \"She has a potty mouth, my mommy washes our potty mouths out with soap and makes me carry an extra to remind me to watch my manners, here officer!\". Perfect little one! Now that hair, gotta pull it back, her thong a girl shrieks, use her dirty, thong she wet waiting for you to approach the car! Splendid idea Mame! Now that we got her covered head to toe, let\'s fix her up and give her the proper escort to her next leg of her journey, I know her next checkpoint and they have the best manners, they may be a bit north of here, but southern, country farm boys know what it means to treat a lady? Before I knew it I was filled, plugged and tapped up to make sure nothing came outta place, soap in my deemed potty mouth by a four year old no less, a hand cuffed to the wheel on each side, right and left, they had second thoughts on letting even one have total freedom, my hair is pulled back to snap with head rest and I got no clothes to even cover my erect nipples and growing wetness, at least I have to wear shoes to drive and have my heels on, till I look and see the kids where scribbling on them, they sent me off with their artwork to cover my feet, even my new pumps are not left unblemished. And then I see it, the names they called me are written all over me in lipstick and sharpies, that\'s why it felt so strange all those hands and fingers and apparently writing implements all over me, I can\'t even see if any on my back? Likely a bullseye on my back for for next leg.... Will this nightmare than fulfills all my darkest fantasies end..... Or will I have others fulfilled between here and cal and back again, I could can only dream and protest until she discovers the true intent.......my innocence is truly lifted, officer and a gentleman lol, good movie, but four truckers, who knows my itinerary? Me my mom and my partner in the plays I act in on stage, he wouldn\'t........ Or is he behind it all??? I have no choice now but to drive according to my route and arrive with my entourage from this no longer dinky town on the east coast.
Someone thought I\'d be good at writing, you tell me I may stay up late and do another installment on her journey to total liberation!
Arriving around 1am at the next planned truck stop to rest I pray those people are as tired as I am and then I think, they didn't have the excitement and abuse I did a couple hours ago, let alone the cool air all through me as the air conditioner stopped working within ten minutes of leaving last stop and have all windows down just to bare the heat. My body is still drenched in sweat and since I can't get out do to the handcuffs and put my head back and close my eyes. Not even a moment later my doors are all flung open and I'm being unhooked and dragged out, "time to shower this stinking whore cunt mess!". Cold showers for her, she thought she could go to sleep on us, didn't you slut, didn't you?" ye ye ye... "answer me, pulls tighter on my hair and forces me to look at his face, "answer me now and answer me right you filthy pice of shit!". Yes, Sir, sorry Ssirr.
I feel the gravel and the pavement as my heels are dragged along straight in the doors and through the store into the trucker showers, no curtain pulled, no stops barred, tossed into the middle of floor and all showers turned on freezing and each guy pulled up on the adjustable heads to aim it at me, cold shivers hitting my most sensitive areas! I startto scream out and it just increases the number of guys and soon girls that are aiding in my torture from hitting to the spraying to the name calling to the insisting on my badges, markings be replaced and increased as to not spare me any embarrassment once allowed to leave the truck stop at daybreak, but we will let her be our free no limit lady of the night for all the truckers as the trucking convention is on a road trip too!!! And she is wet and ready for all, open and exposed. .... Will continue to further the pain with hot wax melting over her ice cold nipples and further humiliate her by tying her to a post in middle of circle of trucks and use her as an outpost. I feel the mood grow increasingly intense and realize I am not gonna get away with anything as I am forced cock in the mouth and instead of cum I get warm piss trickling down my throat and by this time, I know better than to spit or throw up. My body parts are not spared any pain or humiliation and for the next leg I am given no new shower so have piss and cum stench and dried all over me then forced to drink and eat more than I would in two meals, given a laxative and more water to drink. I am taken and layer out as a baby on the ground and a diaper put on me, a bib tied on my neck my hair in pig tails and a pacifier I cannot remove put in my mouth. Then I am shoved into my car and at daybreak allowed to leave, still no air so windows down, hair and bib blowing in wind. My drinks have all been given to me in a bottle and my food pur?. I feel like I've become a baby again and yet excited as I know I will need a public diaper change as the next few legs are short so many diaper changes and spanks for being a bad messy baby. Will the next long leg bring relief? At this point, I hope it doesn't, I'm only as far as rt.66 and need a diaper change again... Each time, it is a side of road pull off or a busy short stop for trucks. The next long haul truck stop is a mile away... I hope I can keep me dry till then and get rid of this pacifier, the one calls it my boppy and another my plug. Did I mention the nipple clips under the bib, yeah those are killer at this point. Well I see the lights, and now I'm holding tight I feel a fart coming, what if it isn't just air, oh no come on traffic... I can't help myself as I release the remains in my bladder into my now very soiled diaper from the wet fart that let out runny and hard poop, once I start I can't stop.... This will make for a very embarrassing diaper change or can I be diaper free, shower??? Oh man do I at least want drug outta this car!
Well I do get dragged out... My diaper begins to leak as its smoothed against the pavement. I struggle against my binds, the pacifier mumbling my moans. I wanna spit it out but I've processed, you do not wanna make things worse. I get yanked up by my hair thrown on the hood or bonnet of car and paddled on my messy diaper, scolded for being a mess. Then my diaper is publicly changed right there and scrubbed clean. Then a paddling and whipping as a reminder not to be difficult, finally pacIfier and bib removed. Clips on nips are flicked and the pulled off. Owww. Oh man do they hurt, I resist the urge to rub but and seen twitching. My arms are cuffed as the party is come to town and I'm entertainment. Time for me to show myself off at the strip joint and make the girls money while they watch and egg on the boys. Making me dance and covering me in any food item they choose. Touching is normally not allowed without 20 buck tip. But tonight a cover of 70 each for me gets them anything they want. And the strippers get all the covers ten per person plus any extra cash added to my g string. I'm collared and leashed attached to center stage and each guy can pay 20 to get a fantasy scene 30 each if a gangbang, again I don't get any of the money the girls get to watch and touch and make me really understand what they go through and get paid whatever I earn them.
Then I'm fully stripped of dignity and tossed in back alley where the cheap guys go for seconds. So a dark alley raped and pushed aside, clothes ripped and tossed at me and I'm sunken in to the depths of my predicament as it begins to drizzle. My tears are lost in the rain and my cries only bring out the lowly guys who take me for what they want and head home outta the dampness and darkness.
I fall into a stupe and awaken to the sun and the garbage man getting the trash, he says what have we here and I realize my pacifier is back in and my hands cuffed again and legs pulled apart exposing my everything. I can't talk and he laughs and says I heard you'd be here, I'll take my fill and send you along the back route, you'll get attention I'm sure and then you can continue your fateful journey across country. He takes me hard and shoves me down a back street and two men grab me o ne on either side and pulling me take me back to my car and then the debate of my status for the trip is decided.... Corset to elevate chest and hair in pig tails. Heels and nothing else. Still no way to fix air conditioner so windows down sunroof open and my derri? on seat and exposed to all my chest and predicament. Drive safely slut and my new entourage of Truckers now lead me out and then I'm on the open road and traffic builds, then a traffic jam is created and I'm instructed to entertain the folks while they wait as this is a known passage for those heading for some kinky fun and families don't use it but during Christmas and it is mid summer so I'm safe! And a lone dog runs up to me and pins me and brutally licks me. Then stunned I stumble to stand when he lets go and I do a dance and go to each car to service all those who are waiting for the back up. I hear hollers and whistles but I stick to attending all cars and trucks and bikers. Soon I am circled and shoved back and forth among the big men who decided to gang up on me, you like it rough, don't you, this what you are begging for isn't it. I am speechless and fall to my knees they pull me up by my pig tails and tear open my corset and I am properly violated for the two hour wait. Turns out it was all a flash mob per planned, no back up, just a means to humiliate me. Back in car unaware of the set I keep driving the next leg being glad this leg is a couple hours, but I'm naked in heels and realize I have slut and pig and whore and cunt written all over me again..... So much for a pure exhibitionist ride, humiliation and nakedness and sweat and tears.....can't wait to stop again, I need to potty but no diaper so have to hold it or wet my seat which is even worse than a wet diaper......
I manage to hold off till I get stopped but the once standing a gusher right there in front of everyone, they were gonna throw me a congrats you made it half way but now it's more fun to humiliate me further and congratulate laters. So I'm called names and made fun of relentlessly. I find myself just wanna outta the spotlight, I wanna cover up, I wanna disappear and then it happens, a gentlemen goes soft on me and I'm relieved until I realize he is being soft on me just until he can strap me up like a horse a chain on either s IDE unable to move away. Then I'm give a royal beating and a few face slaps and then ass fucked till I cry and left there to pass out then jolted awake as I start to doze with a huge bucket of freezing water. My nipples go hard and clover clamps go on tight. I struggle to move and can't, soon I see why they needed me tied as I see the line up that has gathered at the barn raising. Then the music starts and I realize I'm a piece of meat and will be made filthy and treated as a pig for all to enjoy. I won't get sick, that would be too easy an out but I will have to endure. Endure I do and soon I'm on the road alone and as confused as ever since I have no idea what I'm missing...... |
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