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| I am presently in service to my Dom/Master...TheTman. He and I have grown closer and closer over nearly 10 years. I've been further exploring my submission with him and very much enjoy our open relationship.
I have loved black men since I was very young. I've been exclusively fucking black cock only for at least 10 years. I'm new to being a complete slave/submissive, but I have intense fantasies about fully serving my black cock master.
I've been described as thick or a small bbw, I'm 42DD, very oral, very anal, and I love to lick and suck black cock, balls, and ass. I'm not into severe punishments, but I enjoy light punishments and want to be trained to be the best black cock loving slave I can be.
I'm an educated professional. I work in consulting and am often told I have that sexy librarian look that begs to serve black dicks.
What I need most from my master/partner and play partners is someone who understands my kinks/needs and wants to meet them also. I need affection, hugs, kisses, and touches as much as I need bbc every day. I love having my pussy and ass licked and sucked as frequently as possible. I enjoy being fingered in both holes until I cum. I especially enjoy sucking black cock after I've come all over your long, black fingers first. :)
I am becoming more deeply interested in my full-time service to my BBC Master. Learning to be the best sub/slave I can be is my goal now. I am open to feedback or suggestions on how I can better service and serve my love, my BBC Master.
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Submission is important to me. I need to be able to surrender my mind, my spirit and my body to my Love/Dom/Boyfriend/Master and any black man he chooses to use me. I am so grateful for last week and him permitting a kinky friend to come over and eat my asshole deep and suck my clit. I was grateful to take the photos he requested of myself taking BBC for his use and control. There's certainly a lovely feeling of submission that occurs when providing a set of photos to my Master. Obeying him feels wonderful, delicious. Knowing I'm pleasing him is divine and I adore the many, many ways he loves me.
Through loving me, making me feel safe and using me like a good black cock whore, he has become a wonderful boyfriend, Dom and Master. It's so good for us to play and explore together in group settings, as he intends tonight. We will be visiting with our poly friends - a married couple of a Black Dom, Black Domme wife and white submissive whore. Another woman will be there, but I know nothing more than that she must be ready to be dominated by black cock. If there are 2 BBC and 4 cock hungry women - it could get interesting. The lovely phat-assed Domme loves being stretched and I think I'd like to see it. I also know my Master enjoys stretching and fisting, so I hope he has the opportunity to fill, stretch or fist her holes - maybe have me help fist her?!? I have small hands equal to a very large width cock.
Right now I've got the 2nd of 3 plugs in my pussy. I'll be alternating and stretching my pussy and ass all day. I intend to eat light and fast, as well as perform several shower enemas. I want to ensure my asshole is available to take tongues, fingers, black cocks, toys, plugs or anything else my Master wishes to fill it with. He knows I love being a black cock anal whore, so it's really great when he and other black men can use my asshole together in one evening. I've been informed there is a focus on domination planned tonight and I've asked my Master several times to be rougher with me lately, to cum on my face or in my mouth, but I don't believe he enjoys humiliating me for fun as much as I'd like it. But tonight may be a great night for him to have my face get cum on or for me to get verbally humiliated for being such a black cock whore. But I really, really love it when he tells me how much of a black cock whore I am and how I love taking black cum in my ass, pussy or mouth. Or when he teases me about how hungry my whore holes get to take black cock...he knows me deeply. He knows when my body is needing to be used and abused by black men.
His love for me is so clear. I see it everyday and I'm very spoiled on days such as today, because I get to spend the day pampering my body to prepare it to be used by 2 dominant black men, including my Master, and possibly by some ladies. I hope I am a good whore for my Master, TheTMan. Thank you for any and all encouragement for my service to black cock. - Smart Sexy Lady |
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Today, I am stretching my ass with my series of plugs, since Master wants to attempt the Wrecker by Oxballs in my black cock loving asshole. I'm a little intimidated, but desire very much to please my love. |
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Last night I made dinner for my loving Master. We enjoyed wine and he paddled me for fun. I bruised a little and came twice. Thank you sir for using me. I enjoy being a collared BLACK Cock whore. |
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I want to find a talented erotic photographer for photo shoot in Denver. for personal use. |
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As punishment for cumming without permission, I must wear my collar, wrist and ankle cuffs while I train my pussy with plugs. My loving Master plans to share me tonight and stretch other women with massive toys he's unable to fit inside my petite body. We shall both enjoy it, I'm certain. I enjoy serving and watching him use other ladies. |
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Serving TheTMan is the most pleasurable learning experience I've had. Thank you Master for being so good to me. |
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My love did a great job testing my boundaries as a sub. He had me do lengthy anal training, holding in various large butt plugs, and wearing my butt plug in public, while we did errands last night. I enjoyed him making me submit in those ways. |
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Exploring group use with my lovely Dom and his friends this weekend was wonderful. I took hard black cock in my pussy and he rewarded me by using my asshole in public on the way home. I squirted all over the ground! It was awesome. |
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My lovely boyfriend Dom/Master took me on a wonderful, new adventure this weekend. We enjoyed attending a lifestyle party, my first, and I ended up sucking 3 black cocks and eating pussy for the first time. It was most certainly not something I had planned on beforehand, but I feel I'm progressing significantly in becoming a better black cock whore.
My Master's friend, who invited us, has a lovely phat ass and reeled me into playing with other women. But that was later in the evening. First, I enjoyed a drink and introductions, meeting other like-minded people. And as everyone became more comfortable, and the sub for whom we were celebrating her birthday began serving larger groups of black cock in the middle of the party, they enjoyed making rounds to the sofa I sat on and filling my mouth with their cocks. Three in a row.
But it wasn't until my Master's friend took me by the hand to join a "puppy pile," as it was described, did I get bent over and have my ass invaded my girl tongue and was made to eat pussy. I just approached eating pussy the way I would suck black cock, with the same enthusiasm. So I found her clit and just began sucking, tight in my mouth, overstimulating her most sensitive spot. Apparently, I did a good job, as she enjoyed it while being face fucked and was choking on her Master's black cock while I sucked her clit.
For me, I was less focused on being attracted to her or wanting to eat pussy, and instead I enjoyed hearing my Master's name being said from the crowd of black men watching us ladies play, who were complimenting my ass, my pussy and my ability to eat pussy. It made me feel good to know that he was receiving praise and compliments on my performance.
Overall, I was used many times this week. In total, I sucked 5 black cocks, took 2 black cocks in my pussy and ass, took 2 massive dildos in my ass, and ate pussy for the first time. It was a fruitful week. I hope you enjoy the update of my progress. |
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Last night was an adventure. I took a load of cum from my Master and a load from another BBC in my ass, and was punished by taking cum lube from from 2 large dildos in my ass. I won't be cumming without permission anytime soon. |
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I passed my Master's inspection of my recent anal training and he was happy to graduate me 2 sizes, instead of one. :) I then thoroughly enjoyed his BBC inside me, while my ass was filled with the larger butt plug...and I held my vibrator on my clit. I came very quickly on his black cock. It was lovely! |
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Not that it is surprising, but waking to my Dom makes me very happy. Having a companion there, in those moments, provides me a degree of comfort and security I don't otherwise enjoy. I accept that I cannot have him everyday...and maybe that's not even what is in my best interests, but I crave and desire his time more and more. Last night I slept through the entire night with him...he said it's because I'm finally relaxing, which may be true. But I also think it's because I'm really settling into the comfort and care I receive from him and feel when I'm with him. I did not expect to pursue this deeper relationship...but as I told him this evening, as well, I am so very happy I have.
There have been some bumps and challenges along the way, emotionally. It has not been long since I parted ways with my former Master and I have been mourning the loss of him the past few months. It has been strange to be both, sad for the loss of a man I quickly fell in love with, and simultaneously happy with my new Dom/Master and finding myself very much in love.
Neither relationship I've entered lightly and I do not expect that it is all smooth sailing, all the time, just because I am happy in my relationship now. I am neither naive nor deluded. However, it feels right to be happy and comfortable, at this stage of my life. Also, the circumstances surrounding my inability to be compatible with my former Master, including living in different states, were insurmountable.
So for now...I reflect on being very grateful and appreciative of all of the love and care I've received this year. I know that truly finding people you connect with, love and care for is a great challenge. I am fortunate I've found two of those people here. |
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My anal training is going well. I hope that my Dom will enjoy what he sees this evening. I look forward to his inspection of my progress. I hope he approves. I so enjoy spending time with you him, the comfort he brings me. I am excited to see him! |
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I received my gift of the 2 anal training sets of butt plugs in the mail. They are very large...it will take practice indeed. I am not yet ready to begin my physical training, as I'm focused on mental and emotional development, at the moment. I'm easing into my trust and comfort with my Dom, feeling and accepting his love. I feel grateful and blessed by his love, support, and desire to improve me. His words of praise and support have been so helpful and kind to me lately. I need that and appreciate it. He said, "I'm not simply with you because you serve me. I'm with you cause you make me laugh, you make me think, you make me happy and you add to my life, not subtract from it." That's probably one of the nicest things any man has ever told me. It makes me love him and want to serve him even more. I do not know what the future holds, no one does, but I feel confident in being present in this moment now. Not lusting after what's to come, but focusing on the service, love, D/S, and other aspects of intimacy and care we are exploring. It is my hope that I can always openly communicate my feelings to him and continue to learn and grow. I am happy and satisfied. |
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I am now in service to a new Dom. I will discontinue my search and focus on my service to him. I want to take advantage of the opportunity to learn, grow, and develop my skills to take black cock in all of my holes. He said he has ordered me 2 sets of butt plugs. One set of 3, one of 5. That he intends to stretch me over time, until I can take each size for an hour each. This will prepare me to take more black cock in my ass in the future...in BBC gangbangs hopefully, one day. I am very happy and pleased to feel I am no longer searching, lost without an owner. That I can be settled in and comfortable with him. Please send me notes of praise. I welcome feedback about my service to black cock. |
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Today I've spent processing a rather intense session with a potential, new Master. While we've being seeing each other some time now, this was the most intense from a sexual and kinky standpoint. He had me complete a series of enemas to prepare my ass for his big black cock....which I did for 5 hours. However, once he had me face down, ass up, invading my ass, he discovered I had not done a good enough job. I was punished with a large dildo that shot cum in me (I didn't see it, but he told me). Fortunately, later he graced me with his black cock in my ass, which was very passionate and intense while he filled me up and penetrated me deeply. However, he used my mouth, pussy, and ass....collared and led me on a leash, filled me with assorted toys, and spanked my ass. It was a wonderful day. I am so pleased I could please him. |
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Feeling loved and cared for more...finally enjoyed having my pussy and ass eaten for the first time in awhile. It was great cumming on an enthusiastic, black man's tongue. It was all about my pleasure, even though he was the man in charge. I asked him for it weekly from now on. |
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I'm unsure how to continue advertising that I DO NOT SEEK TO HAVE WHITE MEN PURSUE ME! I am for black men only! |
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Feeling lonely. Seeking attention. |
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Today I fought off feelings of anxiety...it's amazing how significant the difference between having a Master or not makes to a submissive woman like myself. I've been overwhelmed with feeling fractured in my attention while continuing the search. I have not wanted to search anymore for a very long time. I had stopped searching while with my former Master and I loved feeling like my search had ended. I'm tired...and I need a Master, who I can fall into his arms and rest. |
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A potential Master has been discussing my flying to Oregon to visit him soon. Today he made me squirt and cum about 5 times in a row. He gives me some of the most intense orgasms I've ever had and I've only been with him in person once, over a year ago. He said I wasn't ready for him to own me...but I may be soon. I hope so. |
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There's been a plethora of white men contacting me lately. I find it interesting that I clearly state my devotion to black cock and yet white men inquire as to my desire for them? Confusing. |
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I woke this morning with intense back pain, caused from taking black cock violently hard last night. He pulled my hair, held my throat and pounded my pussy. I am pleased to have been of service to him. :) |
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I've spent some time decompressing from my former Master. It's been a difficult transition, but one I needed to undergo. I was feeling stifled and true submission equals freedom. I'm focused on feeling free. |
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So happy I was able to spend time with my Master. Although I wish we were together, I feel good that he visited me, and we'll be together again soon. I've felt a certain calm and peacefulness since seeing him. I hope he's been reading my entries. He's been busy this week and it seems I crave a lot of his attention. However, I'm striving to be less needy. But I love receiving his focus, hearing his voice is so powerful and I just want it more and more. I love and adore my Master. |
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Master is taking photos of me after his use. He's blessed me with a load of his black cum. He's instructed me to rest for a moment while I enjoy his cum inside of me. I can feel it dripping...then I'm to clean up, so that my Black Cock Master can use me again for his pleasure. It pleases me greatly to serve him. I truly enjoy it. He appreciates my obedience when I serve him, because it's my purpose and pleasure. |
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Message me praise for serving my BBC Master. |
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I've grown increasingly more calm and serene knowing I'll be with Master in 3 days. Although there's work to do still, I feel so ready to serve his every need exclusively. I'm looking forward to sucking him, cooking for him, and massaging him, as I know he's been working hard lately. He deserves it. I'm so blessed he chose me to serve him. Thank you Master. |
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Master will be here in less than a week. I've been busy with work and friends this week. I need to refocus on preparations for his arrival. I'm just so excited to touch him again, to be in his presence. Wanting to improve and better myself, I've been practicing faith that our time together will refuel me, until we're able to live together everyday. I'm ready to embark on a lifetime of service, together. |
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Preparations continue for my Master to visit. I'm getting so excited to serve and please him. I'm lusting to suck on his black cock each morning. Ready to feel him, touch him, smell him. I love when he sweats on me, it brings me closer to him. Mmm. I'm wet just thinking of him. |
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Taking a break from preparations for my Master to visit. I want everything clean and organized, so that we can focus on me serving him. |
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Since I've been longing to be with my Master lately, I took some sexy pics for him the other night. It made me feel useful to do something to bring him pleasure. I love showing my sexuality through erotic photos. Is there any interest in my posting some here? With Master's permission, of course. |
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Hearing my Master's voice brings me so much pleasure! I thrive on pleasing him. I love him so much! |
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Surrender is much easier discussed than lived. I've been exercising my ability to surrender and it is difficult, at times, for me. I want to give myself 100% to my Master, to my love. But there are pieces of me that I must improve and make more suitable for his acceptance. I am learning and growing. I work diligently to be better and often find myself concerned that I do not improve quickly enough. I want to please my Master and have him be satisfied and happy with me. I want to serve him, but I also want service from him. I want him to use my body and satisfy me sexually. I recognize that is a desire that most subs or slaves aren't able to express. My Master is kind, loving and giving and he allows me to speak my mind and tell him how I feel. But it is up to me to express thoughts and feelings in a way that invites him, always, into further intimacy and pleasure with me. He says that life is not always pleasurable, but I feel confident I can serve and please him in ways he might not have thought possible. But while I wait until my Master and I can be together everyday, I must focus on training and preparation for serving him daily. |
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I am still very actively claimed by my Master. Today, I am feeling some frustrations because he's so far away from me and I don't get to see him as often as I want. I need him, his body, his BBC inside me soon. If not, I may just explode! Please Master, come visit soon. |
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My Master made me cum 3 times before I even got out of bed this morning...and he wasn't even here. That's powerful. I am confident in him....he seems to be the perfect Master. The type that could teach some of these guys on here a few things. LOL. He was very persistent, but patient. That was the key to earning my trust and winning me over. By sharing open communication, earning trust, creating rapport, providing protection, and ensuring I have fun - he has secured and collared me. Upon first meeting him, I felt happiest of all when I was at his feet, nuzzling and suckling his gorgeous, thick, powerful black cock and showing him my submission and admiration. It makes me proud and happy that he's been able to draw out the true submissive in me. I always knew that it would take just the right man/Master to unlock all that was inside of me. |
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I have found him....my black cock Master. He owned me, used all of my holes, as well as cared for me, protected me, and nurtured me. He made me cum more times than I could count, in ways I didn't even know were possible. I nearly squirted for him. He brought pleasure to every inch of my body...my pussy, ass, and breasts were all his and he enjoyed them for his pleasure. He also used my mouth over and over again...something I needed. I intend to improve my ability to worship his beautiful, bulging, thick, dark, amazing black cock, so that I may better serve him and because I so deeply enjoy servicing black dick with my mouth. :) It feels very good to discontinue searching, as I've found the one true BBC Master I was seeking. |
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I believe that I've found the one, true, Black Cock Master that I've been seeking for a very long time. He is kind, loving, caring, intelligent, strong, all the things I NEED in my Master. He also offers the care, guidance, advice, and structure I require as a sub. He makes my pussy drip constantly, at the thought of him taking and using all of my holes for his pleasure. I can't wait for him to arrive in CO soon, if only for a brief visit, so that I may demonstrate my worthiness to serve him and worship him, his mind, spirit, and black cock. We are building a foundation to spend many years bringing one another pleasure, satisfaction, fantasy fulfillment, humor, excitement and much more. I am so thrilled we found each other. :) |
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A potential new Master likes to call me Busty Serving Slut...so he wanted me to inform everyone of my new name. |
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All day long, all I've wanted is to have my ass fucked by BBC, to take a phat load of black cum up my as and enjoy feeling it ooze out. Instead, I've had to masturbate several times to black cocks just to survive the day. |
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I'm ready to take more BBC. Soon, I want a gangbang with at least 3 of them. ;) |
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I may soon have the BBC Master I've been seeking...please wish for it to be so. I'm ready to serve. |
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The responses have been overwhelming lately. I'm a bit shocked by that. But I do appreciate all of the positive comments from potential BBC Masters. :) |
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I've been asked a lot lately, why black men? Maybe a journal entry will help clarify. I've been attracted to dark skin since I was a young girl. I had black boyfriends in Elementary school. I just always thought they were cute. It was as simple as that. Although I dated a variety of guys, white, latino, and black in high school and college...since I've become grown, I only seem to attract black men. White guys don't even notice me. Maybe it's my thickness...I have wide hips, large breasts, and curves. Maybe it's my curly hair. I don't know. Maybe they can detect my love for BBC and can just pick up on the vibe. But, I do know that it's very deeply ingrained in me. It feels natural to desire the strength, dominance, charm, and charisma of the many black men I meet. They seem most attracted to my intellect, and my body and sexual skills are an afterthought to that. Apparently, intelligent women are harder to come by than I realized. So, I hope that provides some insight into my desires. :)
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Serving black cock brings me so much happiness and joy. There's nothing I love more thank sucking big black cock and balls, licking and sucking on black asshole and having my pussy and ass ate and fucked by a big, strong, handsome black man.
I am ready for the right BBC Master to teach me, guide me, and mold me into the perfect slave and slut for black cock. My head skills are phenomenal, but I could be trained to deepthroat better. My ability to take big black cock up my asshole is outstanding, but I never tire of taking more. Will you give me your black dick up my ass please?
Would any of you Black Masters in Denver like me to serve you? |
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