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i'm currently under consideration and being protected by LordnMasterGary - if You are Dominant and wish to know me, please do so through Him and any sub is welcome to contact me but i am by no means a Mistress and if you talk BS i will know it. LordnMasterGary knows of all messages sent to me on this profile. i hide nothing from Him.
Was exposed to a similar sort of lifestyle at a very early age, at my own doing, starting with a really taboo experience. Have been subjected to many years of "that is wrong", "you’re a freak for thinking like that", "it's perverted" and blah de fucking blah. So I pushed myself into being vanilla, being “normal” and trying to be happy, but it brought me more hurt and abuse than I bargained for. Started believing it was how it was meant to be. That I was not worth more, that there wasn’t more to life than just “this is how it is!” After a few fiascos in the vanilla aspect, I picked myself up and dusted my arse off and tried again. But since my self discovery I have found that I cannot live a life without some sort of BDSM involved, I need it, I crave it and I desire it. I have not the training to be that well behaved and I admit I get bored sitting there doing nothing when i can be of more use and productive at the same time. I get fidgety if I’m not keeping busy and need to keep my mind active and i absolutely fear spiders and silence. I enjoy exploring limits, pushing boundaries and seeing how far one can be pushed. Certain vanilla aspects still appeal to me but my horizons have been broadened and wish to learn more about myself and where my heart truly lies. I also on occasion have a sadistic side to me that I enjoy inflicting on another. But nothing beats a good cuddle and movies at the end of a rough day. I have a lot of personality and generally am one to put my foot wrong and get up to a lot of mischief and some may see it as bratty but others enjoy it and it's who I am... people either enjoys it or don't. I, personally, do not see my as a brat, but a babygirl, i know what i like and i don't see why i should settle for anything less. If it’s not something you like, steer clear. i am intelligent, i speak my mind and i do not have the time for those that seek a quick fuck, wants a doormat, or a girl that may not speak until spoken to or is nothing more than just a way to empty your nutsack. If you are a fake, wanna be Dom(me), looking for NSA, casual sex or the likes... close this profile without a word. we can talk, but the second i get a hint of you are claiming to be something you aren't, my fingers get itchy for the ignore buttons.
If you want something casual or a one night fuck experience then don’t even bother contacting me as I will swear you and let you know exactly what my thoughts are on that.
Just because I’m here does not mean I’m going to call you Sir/Ma'am from the get go or listen to any demands you make just because you claim to be a DOM(ME)! I have a brain, I AM intelligent, I speak my mind and I think for myself. So bear that in mind if you choose to contact me. I tend to work long hours, so delays in replies may be happening (I am generally +6 to USA), I chat on bondage.com when i have time, i dj for #Rendezvous_Radio [http://rendezvousradio.ca/] on weekends and am a geekette by nature. i play games when i get the time, otherwise i'm elbow deep in work or getting up to something. "Jus so u knw, spkin lke dis in eml or txt" irks the living daylights out of me so please don't do it as you will be ignored.
Other than that, if you wish to know something, ask... i am an open book, really open minded to most things and don't bite (hard), unless asked to. I've been told i''m submissive and slavelike by nature but that does NOT mean i am your doormat.. i don't react well to threats and i cannot stand those that claim to be sweet and virginlike when, if found on sites like these, clearly aren't and the manipulating mind games are a major turn off. i also do not deal well with being ignored for various time periods.