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| iam 59single and sober over 15years iam new to this so iam looking for some help iam a sex abuse survivor iwas 7it was a man i have gotten better in the last 5years i remained silent and sickfor over 40years iam grateful for my life i am involved with many 12 step recovery groups iam dealing and healing from the pain from my past i forgave my father for the many violent beatings he gave me as a youth i forgave the man who stole my innocence when iwas 7 he raped me on the railroad tracks he got behind me and hurt me very bad i have gotten alot of help for thisGOD has set me free i tell my story to help others and iwas on fox 5 google bronx street kid i bless all with peace and love. i have read this book called beyond the darkness 12 step recovery for sex abuse survivors i went from a 7year old victim to a survivor who is now on the road to becomeing a thriver i am hopeful to meet a loveing partneri carry my hope for the future i have had many problems with sustaining a intimate relationship because the darkness of being raped has haunted me and hurt me so i would not trust people i felt so alone i must learn to take positive risks i also take a stand against violence and abuse i have joined a group of survivors who speak up i dont want another human being to experience what i did i have lived my life alone and afraid i didnt want to be hurt like that no more i only had 4 girlfriends i will be55 in june i am also going to be sober 11years in june i have read many books on recovery i pray and meditate i need to be restored in my mind that is my big problem i wont keep what i have if i dont share with others iam comeing out of the darkness |
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