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| " I know what I want"
I'm 36 years old and recently divorced after nearly 20 years. I'm not really experienced in the Master/slave relationship, I briefly explored B,D,S&M when I was very young, then I entered into a long term vanilla relationship and so buried those feelings. That's over now and I'm interested in learning more about myself and the feelings I've always had. I've often had dark fantasies, thoughts and feelings I suppressed. I always thought my desires were wrong somehow, that I was damaged, evil if you will. The feelings I had, the desire to cause pain, to control, to own, both scared and excited me. Eventually I began to learn more about my dark side, that I wasn't a freak or a psychopath. Now that I am single again it's time continue my exploration, and I hope to find the right someone to explore this with me.
I'm seeking someone who's not expecting me to be their last master, or to act the way their last dominant acted. I am my own person and I know what i want, if you want to come along for the ride then welcome, if not..
Since I do have a lack of experience in this lifestyle I'd prefer someone as new to it as I but won't limit myself in that way so I would gladly be with someone who's had more experience as long as they understand I will explore my way, at my own pace. I truly hope to find someone whose genuinely into the lifestyle, not in it for other reasons. One of the things that truly turns me on is having my partner turned on, excited to be bound to my bed, legs spread open, to be used at my whim, for my needs; or kneeling before me eager for my approving smile or touch. And at the same time understanding of the punishment I may be required to give, whimpering when I grow displeased, ready to accept what is deserved.
At the moment I am seeking the right woman to explore my fantasies, along with hers. I hope eventually to have a permanent, long term relationship but right now I want to learn about myself, my limits, my secrets. The things inside me need come out, need to be unleashed. Before I explode.
One thing I don't need is drama or the run around so if you're not serious don't bother me. Now that doesn't mean I expect you to jump right in bed with me, that would be foolish, but I don't want to play e-mail tag for months. If after a few exchanged emails things feel right with both of us than we should move on to talking on the phone (TALKING, I'm not looking for free phone sex). E-mail is impersonal and distant and I don't believe you can really get to know someone that way.
So if you like what you read and are interested in learning more about me or getting to know me better than drop me a line and lets see what happens from there. |
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