"i have always felt submissive to Women, ever since i've been a child. this has not played out well in my adult vanilla relationships. i have always seemed to get involved with women that did not have the desire or need to dominate. these relationships have all failed. i have been told that i have a slaves heart, and this is not an easy thing to reconcile with. i know that i cannot be happy without the skill and loving guidance of a strong Woman. i wish to give myself completely, body and soul. it is so lonely. i am able to attract Women but most aren't interested in what i have to offer."