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Bisexual Female Switch, 46,  Arizona
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 poeticsurrender

 Female Switch

 Arizona

 5' 8"

 260 lbs

 46

 Bisexual

 Caucasian

 11/18/03

 05/20/14

Actively Seeking:

Friends Only

 Lives For:

 Bondage

 Vibrators

 Loves:

 Fine Dining

 Musical Theater

 Renaissance Faires

 Horseback Riding

 Sailing

 Tai-Chi

 Walking

 Blindfolds

 Collars

 Hair Pulling

 Leashes

 Massage (Getting)

 Massage (Giving)

 No Strings Housework

 Sensory Deprivation

 Stockings

 Wax play

 Comedy Shows

 Horror Movies

 True Crime

 Aromatherapy

 Astrology

 Candle Making

 Gardening

 Meditation

 Photography

 Tattoos

 Archaeology

 Paranormal

 Writing

 Blues

 Country Music

 Heavy Metal Music

 R&B

 Rock Music

 Auto Racing

 Likes:

 Museums

 Travel

 Volunteerism

 Hiking

 Canes and Crops

 Corsets

 Electrical Play

 Shibari

 Spanking

 Suspension

 Theatrical Scenes

 Historical Shows

 Cooking

 Pottery

 Singing

 Astronomy

 Biology

 History

 Punk Rock Music

 Seventies Music

 Darts

 Ice Hockey

 Swimming

 Tolerates:

 Eye Contact Restrictions

 Whips

 Curious About:

 Outdoor Bondage

 Strap-Ons/Packers

 Sky Diving

 Dislikes:

 Anal Play

 Knife Play

 Hates:

 Dilation

 Enemas

 Gags

 Gas Masks

 Hoods

 Humiliation

 Tickling

 Watersports

 Mathematics

 Hard Limits:

 Hunting

 Needle Play

 Hip Hop Music

 Rap

 Wrestling

 Skills:

 Administrative Professional

 I refuse to be anyone's victim.
I, emphatically, believe that trust and vulnerability are the highest honor given in love and cherish those that love me and trust me. 
 I know, as does everyone, betrayal of trust and abuse of vulnerability leaves a scar even if it's just a tiny scratch.
Every scar builds and strengthens each person differently leaving some broken and unable to share what's left of them.  Others harden and pain is replaced by anger. 
Both extremes accomplish the same goal of protection.
If you're seeking a fuck-buddy or a wife... it won't be me. 
If you're here because your orgasms are fueled by and intimate fire rather than friction we already have something in common.
I don't label myself either a sadist or a masochist.  Trying to make that decision kept me from finding the truth.  Here's the truth...
My first Top experiences were anger-motivated.  I found a willing whipping post and although that sweet masochist loved every thrashing blow, I had used him. 
I left that night knowing my intentions were selfish.   
My submissive experiences, on the other hand, started slow.  Each experience left me craving further intensity. 
An arranged session with a respected Sadist quickly became an embarrassing self-discovery:  
Pain without preparation wakes a demon in me and that first unannounced bite of a single-tail was answered with a hard elbow to his chin and the offending object got a flying lesson.  I apologized and left quickly. 
 Again, with selfish motives I missed the intimacy and left angry again. 
Some lessons are hard learned but well learned. 

 

I crave an intimacy that surpasses anything I have experienced.  I wish to know lust without sexual context.  I yearn to find love without any expectation or end.  
What I am searching for may just be unattainable... but I look. 

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Journal Entries:
5/30/2013 9:54:49 PM

Have you ever gone back and read your own journal entries after you haven't been on here in awhile?  I've gone though some changes over the years.  

I am currently realizing that I am almost too old to feel sexy.  I haven't had sex in three years and I feel like a woman posessed!!  

I recently took another trip to Texas (pl,ease refer to past Texas trip entry)... what a disappointment!  I put numerous years of energy into someone, who I have realized, is so not right for me!  Live and learn right??  Moving on...

 

What I really want is a good fuck buddy.  I had a good one about 8 years ago but he moved to Florida and I miss it!! 

 

I am confident that I am a great friend ... but I'm a really bad girlfriend  I am established and I have raised three children and now I want to get a little wild. 

 

Please note:  I did not say one-night-stand or that I want to be irresponsible. 

 

I'll probably read this in a couple of years and delete it :)

 


3/21/2010 10:18:10 PM
I have just returned from a week-long vacation in Texas.  After 10 long (but really cool) years of telephone conversation I met One that blew cobwebs out of places in my soul I had forgotten about.  It's been a couple of years since my last good bondage session and ... can I just say... WOW.  I'd forgotten what it felt like to be spoiled and treated like a lady.  How sad is that?  What an amazing experience.  I wish the same for all of you.

8/17/2008 4:41:24 PM

After considerable thought... I think I'm ready to look again...


1/18/2008 9:05:13 PM
Man... there are A LOT of cool perverts in Arizona!! Rock on!!!

1/18/2008 9:00:29 PM
crap.... I forgot what I was going to say!

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