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Bisexual Female Switch, 46,  Arizona
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SirDaniel MasterMalice slavemitchell DamienCross MercMan

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Last Online:


 Female Switch


 5' 8"

 260 lbs






Actively Seeking:

Friends Only

 Lives For:




 Fine Dining

 Musical Theater

 Renaissance Faires

 Horseback Riding






 Hair Pulling


 Massage (Getting)

 Massage (Giving)

 No Strings Housework

 Sensory Deprivation


 Wax play

 Comedy Shows

 Horror Movies

 True Crime



 Candle Making









 Country Music

 Heavy Metal Music


 Rock Music

 Auto Racing






 Canes and Crops


 Electrical Play




 Theatrical Scenes

 Historical Shows







 Punk Rock Music

 Seventies Music


 Ice Hockey



 Eye Contact Restrictions


 Curious About:

 Outdoor Bondage


 Sky Diving


 Anal Play

 Knife Play





 Gas Masks






 Hard Limits:


 Needle Play

 Hip Hop Music




 Administrative Professional

 I refuse to be anyone's victim.
I, emphatically, believe that trust and vulnerability are the highest honor given in love and cherish those that love me and trust me. 
 I know, as does everyone, betrayal of trust and abuse of vulnerability leaves a scar even if it's just a tiny scratch.
Every scar builds and strengthens each person differently leaving some broken and unable to share what's left of them.  Others harden and pain is replaced by anger. 
Both extremes accomplish the same goal of protection.
If you're seeking a fuck-buddy or a wife... it won't be me. 
If you're here because your orgasms are fueled by and intimate fire rather than friction we already have something in common.
I don't label myself either a sadist or a masochist.  Trying to make that decision kept me from finding the truth.  Here's the truth...
My first Top experiences were anger-motivated.  I found a willing whipping post and although that sweet masochist loved every thrashing blow, I had used him. 
I left that night knowing my intentions were selfish.   
My submissive experiences, on the other hand, started slow.  Each experience left me craving further intensity. 
An arranged session with a respected Sadist quickly became an embarrassing self-discovery:  
Pain without preparation wakes a demon in me and that first unannounced bite of a single-tail was answered with a hard elbow to his chin and the offending object got a flying lesson.  I apologized and left quickly. 
 Again, with selfish motives I missed the intimacy and left angry again. 
Some lessons are hard learned but well learned. 


I crave an intimacy that surpasses anything I have experienced.  I wish to know lust without sexual context.  I yearn to find love without any expectation or end.  
What I am searching for may just be unattainable... but I look. 

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Journal Entries:
5/30/2013 9:54:49 PM

Have you ever gone back and read your own journal entries after you haven't been on here in awhile?  I've gone though some changes over the years.  

I am currently realizing that I am almost too old to feel sexy.  I haven't had sex in three years and I feel like a woman posessed!!  

I recently took another trip to Texas (pl,ease refer to past Texas trip entry)... what a disappointment!  I put numerous years of energy into someone, who I have realized, is so not right for me!  Live and learn right??  Moving on...


What I really want is a good fuck buddy.  I had a good one about 8 years ago but he moved to Florida and I miss it!! 


I am confident that I am a great friend ... but I'm a really bad girlfriend  I am established and I have raised three children and now I want to get a little wild. 


Please note:  I did not say one-night-stand or that I want to be irresponsible. 


I'll probably read this in a couple of years and delete it :)


3/21/2010 10:18:10 PM
I have just returned from a week-long vacation in Texas.  After 10 long (but really cool) years of telephone conversation I met One that blew cobwebs out of places in my soul I had forgotten about.  It's been a couple of years since my last good bondage session and ... can I just say... WOW.  I'd forgotten what it felt like to be spoiled and treated like a lady.  How sad is that?  What an amazing experience.  I wish the same for all of you.

8/17/2008 4:41:24 PM

After considerable thought... I think I'm ready to look again...

1/18/2008 9:05:13 PM
Man... there are A LOT of cool perverts in Arizona!! Rock on!!!

1/18/2008 9:00:29 PM
crap.... I forgot what I was going to say!

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