12/30/2017 11:52:59 PM: So I've always known this to be the case but I never fully understood the scope until talking with a sub the other day. They really are far FAR too many men on this site. The sub, who will remain nameless, told me that she receives literally 5+ pages of messages every day. She said it makes her feel like a supermodel here, while only feeling average at best in real life. If you were inundated with that number of potential suitors day in and day out, I can understand why you'd end up with some very unrealistic expectations of what you can expect to pull. Why even above average potentials would be tossed aside in favor of holding out for an exceptional one because after all, you have 100's per day pouring in, why would you settle for good when you can have perfect, I mean he'll have to be somewhere in that crowd right?Honestly, I believe the truth is anything but that. In my opinion, most men here think that kinky women are somehow easier than women they would meet elsewhere so they put the check by the 'dominant' box and hope that telling random women to get on their knees in an opening e mail will lead to her packing up and flying across the world to live in his moms basement with him. So you end up with a minority who live and breathe this title, the lifestyle, and a horde of those thinking about the easiest way to get their next orgasm. I've not been exactly hopeful about my chances of finding anything of substance from this site, but that revelation just took that hope down a few more notches.

9/19/2013 6:12:11 AM: It was over, I sat there in silence, sweat dripping off my body. It was my routine, every week the same as the last. The only change is the numbers, Numbers on the weights, numbers on the scales, numbers of the day. It's been over 3 years since I've began this. Three years of blood and sweat. Three years of sculpting my body. Three years of being alone in my self crafted dungeon. I hated the loneliness, still do. But I do it because I needed to, I needed to change. I needed the pain of sculpting. When will I reveal it to you all? Perhaps never. Perhaps I'll change my mind before I finish this entry. The odds are somewhere in the middle. Will you see what's inside pandora's box? Or will you continue to just stare at the packaging I have put on it? Only time will tell...Only time will tell...

11/22/2012 11:56:05 PM: Every submissive I've been around...ever 'http://oglaf.com/submission/'

9/3/2011 7:56:27 PM: So I read this profile and it claims to of been in the lifestyle since they were 13, Little gal also has photo's of her sucking some faceless dude's dick as well as her getting plowed by some other faceless dude, finally has a 'normal' photo of her flipping the bird and I can't help but think to myself    'Damn, This is one classy broad.'

8/15/2011 5:23:05 AM: I like when I work out and I push myself so hard I nearly black out during the set.