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Ever since i was a kid ive always imagined that i would treat my future gf like a princess, or a queen, and just worship her and honor her, and that girls would surely like that and i thought that would give me an edge over most guys, but as i grew up, it turned out that it was exactly the opposite. girls didnt like that, they liked dominant macho men. they still do, i have yet to find a dominant girl in my country, its like literally every girl in my country is submissive.

I dont like hitting on girls, the pure thought of it repulses me. All of my fantasies involves girls hitting on me and slowly escalating things, until i eventually become their pet. Im just the cute shy guy that just sits there in the corner being sad and quiet.

Its actually so awful because literally all the girls expect me to make the first move which is such a bs concept .

So over the years i discovered myself and realised i like to be basically a pet, and the more controlling and dominant she is, the happier i am. But not to the point of being hurt or abused. Basically becoming just some cute toy, her accessory.

Yes i have an insane foot fetish, i know, its boring at this point, every sub has it, oh well, whatever. , to me its still like heaven, being under her feet, its like finding nirvana, its hard to explain. theres are so many things happening at the same time, the position, the control, the humiliation, the touch, the smell, the domination, the objectification, its like 7 fetishes at the same time. maybe its cause im pisces , shrug,

Anyway, my personality has a strong duality, i think, in that part of me wants to submit completely and become a pet forever to her, but then i wake up and realise i actually want to take over the world. , its a constant conflict which seems impossible to merge, so theres that too

As interests, im into all that metal, dnb , anime, video games nerd shit, its possible one day ill be a rockstar, its a dream of mine, but also into martial arts and extreme sports, when i was young i wanted to be a proffessional skateboarder but my ankles were too weak so fck my genes i guess

Lastly i have to mention that i have anger issues, that i constantly try to deal with and find a solution to, i think its partly because im very sensitive emotionaly and also very impatient, and partly maybe because ive never found a girl that matches me and that i can be with, and that none of my friends family or society around me understands me and just think im some weirdo..

So theres this mess, what can i say sometimes i wish i was never born sometimes i think the world is heaven.

Also i have a stable job and my own home so in that sense im ok

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uSpanked
 
 Age: 23
 New york city, New York