2/7/2017 8:24:55 PM: I really love this journal, Its pretty much exactly how I would love to live my life.https://www.bondagelife.com/life/

5/12/2016 9:06:02 AM: I am not long up in Scotland looking after a sick family member, but it was hard time and nice to be back to normal. I just want to be open here and say that I am Transgender, I have lived full time for over 15 years now, and just consider myself a girl and if you have a problem with that, maybe its time to move on. I am not going to be around for the next week or so, I wish you all the best of luck. 

3/22/2016 9:46:41 AM: Hello,I am currently testing some software I wrote, that allows me to fetch my messages on collarspace and forward them to my email address for later reading. this means I might be showing as online often but does not mean I am actually reading the messages. I will respond to all message sent to me as soon as I have the time. Please do not get upset if show as being online and do not respond, as its more likely to be my sever fetching my messages rather than me being online. I hope this clears things up. kittenxox

3/16/2016 4:13:19 AM: A little note about me being Transgender.Please do not ask how long I have been living as woman, I have been woman all my life, I was born female, my body was just not in alinement's with that. I was never asked how I felt about this and I am woman who was forced live as boy for 21 years. I have lived my correct gender for over 15 years. So asking me if live full time or do I dress full time is just insulting. even if I was wearing men' clothing I would still be a woman, not that I do, 'These are not woman's cloths, these are my cloths'Asking about Surgery, I have not had surgery as of time of writing, but If you more concerned about what I have below and me as person, then its going be difficult for me want to go further with you. please do not ask about my surgery or plans to have surgery as it's a very person medical question and something I prepared to talk about but not on the second message.Are my breasts real? yes they are real, I have been on HRT for a very long time now and No I have not had surgery on them. So they are Natural and real. So please don't ask. thank you for reading this :) 

2/12/2016 4:21:20 AM: What happened to the good old Dom/Domme, who knew their craft so well, they could call themselves Master or Mistress because they worked hard in learning all about this world. I read on profiles all time, 20 years Experience and then you speak with them and don't even understand what sub space is, or feel that after-care is topping from bottom.I find myself pining for that feeling of being totally powerless with someone, does not have be with Bondage, but that feeling of being next to someone else and just feeling that you would do anything they ask and they know you totally are submitting. I miss that feeling with another that brings me so much peace and I miss those Dom/Domme who can bring out those feeling in me. It takes a skilled person to be able to strip someone down to be purely submissive and I really miss that.It seems nowadays its all about look how good I am at ropes or how many pretty girls I have played with, or look at all Munches I go too and look how many friends I have on my profile. Couple that see Trans people are less than human being only their to do Domestic duties and forget they actually have feelings too. It sad that Transgender community has take this place in the world of BDSM, a second class group who is seen as stand by or someone you can use to do you house work without any of the emotion investment you need to make if you take on a 'REAL girl' it still amazes me that people use that term 'Real, Biological and GG' its like saying well your not real, your just a fake to all Transgeneder people. Who also grew up as girl or boy without the choice of being able to be themselves. I hope that in time the 50 Shades of dipping their toe in water crowd will leave and what will be left is those with genuine love of this lifestyle/world and those dishonest players who will lie, cheat and tell you what ever they think you want to hear will slowly dispensate and the people are left are those who work hard to become great Mistress/Masters and those subs who are honest, real and actually want to meet others and not just sit and play with themselves while someone opens up and pours out there deepest and darkest desires and are given utter disrespect in return.I hope that there are still those out there who really live this lifestyle and want to share it :)kittenx