Im a musician and a teacher. Im athletic and bookish and I love to laugh. I love languages -- I speak Hebrew and Italian fluently, french non-fluently and Latin not fluently at all. I worship the intellect and Im a slut for the mind. People say I look serious most of the time, and I am serious. Im heavily into seriousity. But Im quite serious about being fun and caring and silly, too.



I love kissing, slow and sexy...really a lot, maybe a little too much. I like teasing and being teased. But fundamentally Im a boy who wants wants to give in and be ..taken. To take pleasure from the pleasure of another, to be aroused by her power and to want to be overtaken by her. That is all.



My life is filled with things I enjoy, but theres a crucial piece missing my subordination to someone greater. Ive engaged in enough kink to know that Im genuinely submissive sexually, but its mostly meaningless and ultimately phony if I cant deliver myself up to a powerful demon-woman who will desire and demand everything I give. She will take what she wants from me and any other man she pleases, but I will be hers alone.



Like everyone else, I have certain kinks and fantasies (some of them hot and slightly embarrassing, others too embarrassing to write about...), but my goal is the relationship I outlined above. A self-sacrificing, spiritual relationship -- my spirit worshiping hers, which is far more important than mine. She will enjoy that power, enjoy teasing and defiling me and letting me make her happy. I will enjoy her company -- making her laugh and smile while I revel in giving her what she wants.



I have a healthy ego. I know I have some worth. Just the same, theres a good part of me that wants to be humiliated and degraded, to feel less than. I want to worship someone who gets a thrill out of bringing me low, bringing me down beneath her where she knows I belong. The proof that she is everything resides in the expression that I am nothing.



The only requirement I have is intelligence -- the smarter the better. A smart-ass would be perfect. Someone who likes talking to me as much as she likes talking down to me.