12/31/2017 5:23:35 PM: My challenges for the new year are to start a business making hand made soaps, and bath bombs and shower bombs.

8/19/2017 3:32:03 PM: Im going to be a Queen on Monday...Rejoice and love yourself today... because Baby you were born this way..Lady Gaga is right. 

7/30/2017 10:55:58 AM: since when does being celibate. qualify me as being a creep?  There was a time that made a woman desirable. It meant she had morals. I think being celibate is not that easy to deal with, and I would think it would make me a woman of high moral fiber. Not a creep.

6/15/2017 4:21:19 PM: It has appeared to me, that alot of people or Dominants approach me quite wrong. I really dont think about sex, Im celibate.  Hell, I dont even date men.  I dont think Im ugly or anything, but I would tend to think men dont find me attractive. Ive stopped worrying about this notion completely. Sex is something other people have.  I guess for the beautiful people. They honestly think Im a slut. well. sluts have to have sex. I dont.  ha ha ha.. /fuck toy???????  oh mi god.. get real.. I havent had any sex in 5 years.  Oh hell a date would even be nice.  I dont even relish or think about sex anymore. Well if I do, there is a vibrating wand,  that reminds me I just might still have libido left. So get real. Dont call me a slut, I dont even qualify.  Fuck toy,  same thing.  I have no qualifications for any of these titles.  When I see this stuff.. I roll my eyes first, and then think. OMIGOD.. THEY HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING........

6/11/2017 6:42:34 PM: Interesting note. Some men have an inflated view of themselves. I read their profiles, and they talk about strong, blah, blah, and more blah about themselves.Then they go to how they actually want just a doormat they can beat, punish and whip. They honestly dont talk about the mental side of all of this. A real man doesnt need to say these things about themselves, just from how they carry on,  it is evident to any that meet them. So... in retrospect, they talk about alot of the abusive side of this lifestyle, its not about abuse, but about the submissive giving up who they are, because of who the Dominate is. Such a submmission is a precious gift, it is not something a Dominate gets JUST BECAUSE the person has a tendency to be submissive.  I tend to see alot of men who honestly, were either trained wrong, or just got some odd perverse sense of what it is about.Using someone for a night, is not a bdsm relationship. Its a one night stand.  Its nothing. Useless and empty.  Just two people satisfying a hormonal need.