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If i sudden disappear its because of the update profile system.


Let me be clear I only date get together with, females. Age does matter to me (35 and under.)

RESPECT MY HARDLIMIT
-MALES-
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My desire has been less submissive more Dominant as of lately. So in a sense, the current list of My interests include but are not limited to is more for what as a Dominant id like to explore.

*chastity for females.*

*Medical play of all types *

*commands and orders*

*Ass play of all types*

*latex wear*

*rubber clothing*

*PVC*

(currently learning better rope tying techniques.)

*Strapon fucked by YOU*

I like certain things and they need to be noted

*Pictures and videos**daily chats and updates.*

*attention, a lot of it*






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4/21/2018 8:41:23 AM
Anyone else no longer able to edit their accounts? Is this the whole sesta thing so they can review others accounts?

4/18/2018 1:29:12 PM
any female play partners coming Domcon. Maybe before to get a bit of feel for each other? I'm looking to meet people at events :3 

4/17/2018 4:06:12 AM
I can't sleep.. :/ I tried. 

4/16/2018 7:49:13 AM
You wanna meet me? Get ready for Domcon LA 2018. I'll be there with my other friends. (very hot females) I will be there all four days. You can get pics with us and get spanked or maybe you'd rather spank me (they are dommes) :3

4/8/2018 12:20:51 PM
Nurse Chynna Dolls very willing patient:

As You lay there on my bed in your cute little onesies with the words baby girl on the front in sparkles, you wonder, could it be another eventful night or are you just planning on ignoring me all the whole night, like you did last night and the nights before that. It hasn't been too long but for me its been far too long. You look at me longingly. Like we had not played in forever. Your eyes focused on mine. I wore a cute little nurse outfit with a bra holding my chest just barely. A long red cross lay on the left side of the nurse outfit. A little nurse hat and stockings to make the ensemble complete. I give a subtle smirk and lean in close. You give a soft whimper as you feel my breath grace your neck. I lean back and laugh lightly. You ask me why I laughed. I keep the smirk on my face and put my hand on your knee.

"My dear, we have a great and fun night ahead of us," I say as I lay out some toys and lube. I place them down in front of you and you get slightly giddier. In your head you're thinking, oh my yes, we're going to get to play tonight! I teasingly run my hands along a few of the toys on a metal tray, a butt plug, one that looks like it might be a bit tough to fit into your tiny bottom. A small speculum possibly for your vagina. It was shiny and looked like it had either never been used or washed quite well. A needle was next to that it had a sharp tip and a clear liquid. It was rather a viscus looking liquid. Next to the needle was a pair of medical gloves. A towel was neatly folded next to the tray of interesting toys...

(do I keep going or should I just let you use your imagination? hahaha)(also yes..please real life lets do it!)



3/30/2018 5:27:58 PM
So If I put myself up as a transgender..and straight..will I get males or females. What if I put lesbian transgender? Is that only transgenders? 

3/27/2018 7:49:56 AM
The more closely we get to Domcon the more excited I am for it. All four days roaming and taking pics with people and being myself. I need to get this kinda job more often hehe. 

3/25/2018 9:12:24 AM
I am a switch because I like to keep my options open.

3/25/2018 8:17:26 AM
I want, Desire, Need. A beautiful female play partner.  One whose not attached to other people. 

3/19/2018 10:06:01 PM
Oh and I'll have a custom paddle to use on victims >:3

3/16/2018 7:20:57 PM
update on Domcon: Not only will I have a booth but we'll have two sexy other models and we'll be wearing some really sexy tshirts :3 

3/14/2018 7:53:04 PM
I get offended when females look at my profile but don't message me. *just kidding* >.> 

3/6/2018 11:29:51 AM
Being Sponsored for Domcon LA this may. I'll have my own booth sponsored by FetRealm.com ^^ Catch me at Domcon LA. Ill be dressed fancy and fun :3 I'll even be at the bdsm parties.  :3

3/5/2018 1:50:33 PM
is it wrong of me to think I'll find someone on here? I keep thinking it'll happen. (among other sites too...) 

2/15/2018 2:29:52 PM
I'm a sadomasochistic Poptart. :3

2/12/2018 12:16:19 PM
I wish I had found her by now.

2/11/2018 8:35:44 AM
Males seriously need to take a deep breath before they message me. Like Oh lordness..Noo. Just no. Even IF you had a decent dick and we're a cute chick. Just no. 

2/10/2018 2:37:25 AM
She does exist, I know she does. I won't give up. One day I'll be complete and we will be happy Together.

2/9/2018 12:59:42 PM
Never mind I might just buy this one instead. libidex.com/womens-clothing/catsuits/princess-catsuit.html If not that..probably find another nurse outfit loL! Happy Chinese New Year to me Wink :3

2/9/2018 10:39:06 AM
I think this is my next latex outfit :3 www.westwardbound.com/celestina-deluxe-latex-rubber-catsuit-p1020 I dunno what color however... 

2/1/2018 10:22:53 AM
Chinese New Year is coming up. Time to get a new latex outfit :3 

1/31/2018 12:42:48 PM
It makes no difference till you can actually show proof and evidence. Stop telling me and start showing me. 

1/21/2018 8:20:56 PM
valentines day.. Never goes well for me.. 

1/1/2018 2:58:00 AM
Happy new year, I slept in at 10 woke up at 3. Meh. I don't really celebrate, no one around. This Year Will Change That.

12/23/2017 9:22:05 AM
I really hate when people use other peoples pictures, especially Dommes I personally know. It's like who you kidding..you're not even the right name.. ffs. Get outta here with that crap. 

12/14/2017 10:02:27 AM
and now he's no longer a fin slave. We'll that was short lived lol. 

12/13/2017 6:07:34 AM
Curious what I'm up to? Decentlyexposedjay.Tumblr.Com

12/10/2017 1:54:28 PM
Acquired my first fin slave. So far he's gifted me the I <3 Mommy Outfit. I'm working on getting new outfits from him. 

11/30/2017 5:27:33 PM
Female Chastity under some tight latex..now that sounds hot.. who'd like to be my victim..i mean patient.. XD

11/9/2017 1:08:06 PM
Man, with the right female partner. I think I could and we could start some seriously sexy stuff..but no ones willing to step up.. :/

11/6/2017 12:58:23 PM
can't figure out how to answer a message at the moment? I've learned that if you do quick note on the persons page. It works. For now. It's the best alternative.

11/5/2017 10:01:00 PM
Looking for my own female submissive. I have lots of fun toys and plenty of great fun ideas. You really don't know what you're missing. I stand out from the crowd. I take care, respect, and admire my pet. It's sad I get sidelined for a guy who you know you'll end up not being happy with.

11/5/2017 11:11:17 AM
Ffs collar space get it together.

9/2/2017 2:03:10 PM
There is something about a latex glove wearing female and a medical mask that turns me on sooo much. I don't know why. I think I just like medical in general..but mmm I could fap to that :O 

8/28/2017 10:08:38 AM
I like how guys are always like, why are you a lesbian and female. Because..you just answered that question. Why are you guys looking at "lesbians" in the first place? 

7/31/2017 1:11:55 PM
Is there such thing is a lesbian couple who like to be cuckolded by a femme? Can that be a thing? ;3

7/10/2017 5:53:25 PM
Being out and about all last couple of weeks and actually getting out there..sure it cost me a small fortune, but so worth it,but now im bored..and back home.

6/21/2017 10:01:43 AM
Where can I find my own Teen looking to make videos and is down for something more.. Damn..

6/19/2017 2:36:13 PM
i wanna be that young couple everyone always envies.

6/5/2017 9:06:23 AM
The only reason I'd take a male/femme boy as mine is to either punish him as I see fit or use him for whatever reason I wish. Otherwise, I have no interest. So please stop asking me to be your Domme or Mistress. 

5/24/2017 8:07:24 PM
I swear, SWEAR I'm cursed. I have the worst luck. Like seriously. I have great luck in places I don't feel I need it, but when it comes to girls... I have the worst luck. 

5/20/2017 2:25:27 PM
Long Beach Pride tomorrow. I'm guna be all rainbowy :3

5/19/2017 11:17:08 PM
I got back from Domcon..and All I saw were couples everywhere.. almost no single females.. and I was like damn I'm missing out hard.. watching everyone with their sub/slaves 

5/19/2017 9:07:03 PM
I wish I was more popular with the ladies sometimes..(all the time)

5/9/2017 9:46:21 AM
Who all is going to DOMCON!? I am friday. Going to be dressed up in my latex nunurse outfit why do I call it that? Because its a mix between a Nun-and a nurse lol. Seriously..If I had a cross it would totally be. XD

3/25/2017 12:50:31 PM
sure, I'm a "man" in your eyes, but I'm more man than "you". I also am more woman than you can handle. Deal with it or Don't. Whatever. I don't care for males anyway.

2/10/2017 11:53:50 PM
Be Naughty, but be exclusive.. That's all I ask :/ 

2/1/2017 4:24:49 PM
Just bought a matching set of clear vinyl collarankle and wrist cuffs :)

2/1/2017 8:41:49 AM
Do young sugar mommas exist? :P 

1/28/2017 11:37:36 AM
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. This is when it officially starts for me..this last year..was horrible..and now to start fresh! 

1/26/2017 11:40:26 PM
I want to be appreciated not tossed aside and pretty much told I'm a side piece..something you use after you're bored with someone else :/ 

1/25/2017 10:06:25 PM
Don't be disrespectful. Respect and ask those what they prefer to be called don't just assume. 

1/18/2017 10:10:29 PM
I hate nights..they're boring..and lonely :/ 

1/14/2017 11:25:23 AM
Quick learner. Great hair, talented with flexibility Transgender/genderfluid. Love dressing up in latex and rubber, and all forms of clothing. very versatile. (I can do either role, Dominant or submissive or vanilla even.)
 
I have been on Dr Susan Block Show Numerous times (I'd like to start getting paid for things I do) 
 
 Insearch of getting more involved in modeling skills. 5'7, 29 years old. A cup chest size. 
 
 Check out or follow my Instagram:jaytoriko 

12/16/2016 6:24:20 PM
I like being one of the girls. I like that girls often see me as a sister or someone they can play around with. I know I'm one of the girls. I don't have to tell myself that. Just lately I've been feeling it a lot. I think the ladies can pick up on that.. lol. Friends with no benefits..and lots of attention.. :/ XD

12/12/2016 11:09:44 AM
One random "female" which im 100 certain was a male who posed as females. Nothing about their profile was real called me a horrible transvestite and i wasn't worth anyones time. Like.. really..you the fake who clearly has no real photos or a general idea of what english is..is telling me in BOLD LETTERS that i'm not finding anyone because i'm not lesbian. Fuck. for fuck sake. Mondays AmIRight :/

12/11/2016 6:39:08 PM
I just want a beautiful perfect plaything. Why is this such a struggle for me :/

12/4/2016 10:22:55 AM

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
97% Switch
94% Rope bunny
93% Masochist
91% Experimentalist
91% Rigger
90% Degradee
90% Degrader
90% Sadist
87% Brat tamer
86% Daddy/Mommy
85% Brat
85% Submissive
84% Girl/Boy
82% Owner
81% Pet
79% Dominant
79% Master/Mistress
76% Ageplayer
71% Slave
71% Exhibitionist
45% Primal (Hunter)
39% Vanilla
35% Primal (Prey)
34% Voyeur
6% Non-monogamist


11/21/2016 11:27:53 AM
check it out, me in my gas mask :3 http://drsusanblock.com/gasmaskgirl-trumpocalypse 

10/31/2016 8:45:10 AM
Insearch of a female switch/submissive/Dominant looking to have fun on camera. Making vids for profit and going on show with me at Dr Susan Block. Must have vanilla chemistry too. You get free drinks..and more and if you have a site you can promote that too! 

8/22/2016 8:48:37 AM
The ONLY way I'd do anything with a male, is not. That being said. Unless you want to give me things. Toys/clothing etc. I have no use or interest in you. I have no interest in turning you into a cuckold or my slave. If you were my slave you'd never get to touch me. EVER. You'd be supplying me with toys/clothing and money. 

8/16/2016 10:21:14 AM

I want to do medical kink so badly.

Everyones always talking about wanting to do stuff with me but no one actually owns up. I'm ready to put some cash into this and find my own small place to deck out into a dungeon/playspace/medical scene room. I want to make this happen. I wish I was better at video. I need to get some other things of course. Like the large light used in photography. I've got a few sites I'm eyeing for medical attire and such. I just keep hoping that when i go to events and things that someone is interested in getting more involved,but everyones always taken and it makes me wonder where everyone keeps finding people. It's more and more apparent though that If I want to find someone I have to be willing to be Polyamorous and or okay with just fooling around. It's uggh so tough. I'm sick and tired of the run around I get.


7/20/2016 12:13:35 PM
If there are any females between 18 and 30 please step forward and say hi. :P 

I'm tired of searching for you. 

3/22/2016 11:25:44 PM
People think the label switch means you have to play both in order to be happy. With me It's I can take being A submissive or a Dominant either way. I'm comfortable with either side of the line. I mean I can be just as happy sitting there taking orders as much as doing the ordering. People who are question switches always tell me and assume by being a switch I need both to be happy. For some sure but for me, not the case. I'm fine with sticking with one role. I don't have urges to jump into bed as a Dominant when I'm supposed to be the submissive. I'm not bothered by sticking to one role possibly for a whole relationship. I just leave the option open for those who feel the need. I hate how people see it so one sided. So many people are turned off by switches for such a reason. They're afraid i'll want to be the Dominant when they're Dominant or submissive when they're submissive. I'm trying to say it doesn't matter to me. I'm not going to get butt hurt.

3/21/2016 12:08:17 PM
Real time only. I just can't stress it enough. I need a physical connection. Doesn't matter who you are or think you are. Physical or not at all. 

3/6/2016 11:00:00 AM
I wish there was a filter that doesn't show if you have specifics. Like say..when a person puts Lesbian..and they get a crap ton of looks from dudes..like why are you even remotely looking at lesbian profiles??? 

2/28/2016 3:01:39 PM
http://xhamster.com/movies/5746643/cam_collection_stroking_girls_girls_part_54.html sums up what I want. :3

2/23/2016 5:03:37 PM
Making Chili. Be jealous. It's amazing. Especially when I make it. 

2/23/2016 11:37:46 AM
Why do people hit me up for a whole day then out of no where stop talking to me?? :/ 

2/20/2016 2:42:00 PM

"Androlesbian? And you just
Play with yourself and eat pussy and your a virgin?" <--accurately depicts me.


2/17/2016 9:41:20 AM
http://www.xtube.com/profile/subbypuppyjay-6958306 Yes..for those who don't believe me. Believe me. 

2/16/2016 10:58:26 PM
I wonder if any females have done strapon sex sitting up while the male sucks themselves off. =D

2/15/2016 4:01:24 PM
Hoping to score some decent candy deals.. :P

If not oh well.. 

2/14/2016 10:45:33 AM
Happy Singles Awareness Day Oh and tomorrow is Happy Discount on chocolates day lol. 

2/8/2016 11:52:42 PM
I get such a high when famous pornstars like my pictures and talk about me in a good way :P 

2/1/2016 4:45:14 PM
I'ma cry. I lost my Magic Wand :( Whaaa $80 down the drain!

2/1/2016 2:14:48 PM
I want to be a princess and be with a princess. 

1/31/2016 1:34:18 PM
Days like today, I wish I had someone I could cuddle Dominant or submissive..

1/14/2016 5:05:04 PM
How do I go about finding a petite mistress or petite submissive? :3

1/5/2016 10:02:30 AM
Rainy week weather.  If I wasn't so damn annoyed with water I'd totally try taking fun pictures in it..but my backyard is far to much like a jungle..and Im scared of 90% of whats back there.. lol 

1/2/2016 12:24:05 PM
I'd like a submissive for my own pleasure now, please and thank you :3 

1/1/2016 11:28:46 AM

Find a Nurse potentially become girlfriend,
Find a switch Nurse to potentially become girlfriend.
Find a Dominant Nurse to potentially become girlfriend.

Clean up room better, no period.
Work on organization skills

Get my license for driving.
Get a car.

More toys or a toychest for less clutter.
Get some more medical attire.
Get more medical toys.

Learn how to better rope tie.
Get more involved in the scene.

More professional photograph pictures (model)

More than likely will be added and revisited over.


12/31/2015 10:22:03 PM
If there is one thing I could get better at for this coming year...it's online people skills..

12/31/2015 12:41:17 PM
I just keep hoping this next girl who messages me will be the right one for me. Though usually it ends up I'm not the right one for her.. One day. I will find her.  Either here or FLife. 

12/29/2015 9:00:03 PM
Vegas was awesome. Not really kinky..but it was tons of fun. I got to hug and get a number from a girl who works at Heart Attack Grill.

12/27/2015 4:19:12 AM
No I'm not interested in guys. Why do people keep asking me that question. My whole profile pretty much highlights the gender females only.

12/26/2015 7:56:48 PM
Vegas Here I come!

12/26/2015 7:10:50 AM
I want to make money doing what I love and I know if make tons selling decent fetish clips and experiences. I just need a partner and a space to do it in. Also I'm looking for local workshops willing to teach latex working.

12/6/2015 2:48:49 PM
What have you got to lose but an amazing opportunity and experience.

11/19/2015 9:50:47 AM
My favorite latex/rubber clothing website is having a 15% black friday sale. http://www.twistmyrubberarm.com/ :3

11/17/2015 3:50:43 PM
On the search for and will always be on the search for: 
My Other half. The female who gets me. Who has fun with me. The one I can fool around with with just as much vim and vigor. (that sounded tacky..)

11/17/2015 9:41:17 AM
I'm always on the search for someone to film with but no one sided deals( don't tell me you want to work with me and you are the only one who gets paid) that's kinda fucked up...

11/15/2015 12:35:00 PM
Why do people insist on telling me their storys about their other partners. It's like I get it you're not interested in me..but thanks for rubbing it in.. THANKS..

11/7/2015 9:30:37 PM
You can be the Dominant or the submissive I don't care as long as were happy. That's what I seek. 

11/4/2015 9:58:17 PM
A real-ationship. I want that. One of those. Please.

11/2/2015 9:05:03 AM
I want a female partner who will charge head on into scenes with me. Who has a desire to either direct or be a directed. I want someone whose not going to say no or maybe all the time. Obviously as the Dominant.

As the eyes through the submissive I want a female whose really going to be there for me. Who I can give a semi challenge to and work from that. To an extent :3

11/1/2015 2:01:07 PM
Wish I knew the secret to getting a cute petite submissive "slutty" female partner... Forgot to mention SINGLE. 

10/3/2015 10:46:58 PM
Real female submissive wanted, In my area or can drive.?Please be real. I get so much bull and I like speedy and attentive responses. Is it so much to message me a hey or hi or keep making me feel like you're interested instead of in the dark? Is that too much to ask?

8/29/2015 10:45:10 PM
It's sad how so many people lie.
It's sad how so many people forget others.
It's sad how our society has to play games. 
It's sad that we put ourselves through so much bullshit. 


8/7/2015 10:18:59 PM
I get tons of support but I also get tons of negative vibs. I'm not quite sure why people ask me if I'm male or female..one my gender is fluid. I'm both genders. two. My profile states exactly what I am. If anything. I have a penis..you can see it in a few of my pics on here.. 

7/23/2015 8:26:26 AM
Im officially a TS pornstar :P http://www.tgirls.com/pornstars/jay-toriko-290.html

7/22/2015 12:33:15 AM
I want to live with someone I can be free and open with. Someone I can fool around with on camera. In front of tons of people making money just be FUN. You know like the many girls who have girlfriends or others who fool around with each other. That kind of scene. I want to be pleased as well as to please. I'm tired of seeing everyone else in these live cams enjoying each other to the full while I just get absolutely no where no matter how hard I try and get out there. I just want to find someone. I hear about people finding each other on website after website and how they're like to have found their one or what not. I keep asking myself in my head and online. When will it be my turn. When will I have that experience and dream I so desperately desire and need. My friend always say I put my heart on my sleeve and it causes me trouble. I'm too forgiving. I am too sweet for my own good. I just wish it was easier to find someone I'd match with well.

5/21/2015 7:28:16 PM
I want a female submissive who will follow my orders even when were not together. That would be just awesome.

5/6/2015 9:02:23 AM
If you're going to compliment me and such and then get all pissy when YOU don't have a picture to prove you're real Don't block me. The only bitch/rude asshole is you. 

2/5/2015 2:49:23 PM
I really wish it was easier to find someone to play with. Someone who clicks with me and understands me. 

1/21/2015 3:36:26 PM
I'm not picky..I'm selective." :P

1/1/2015 11:18:01 AM
Don't call people "transgendered" Those who are transgender are currently transgender not past tense. They're currently transgenders. I've seen it so often now. It's a disgrace by calling people "transgendered". Collarme needs to get that changed. 

12/30/2014 8:58:37 PM
My sweet friend girlinrope artistically redid my pics :3



12/29/2014 7:32:47 PM
Anyone else notice "family" trending on CM. The "sisters" scene. 

12/17/2014 12:59:58 PM
It doesn't matter if you're fake or real. You can claim to be real and still be fake. The fake part is you trying to get money for doing nothing. The Findom thing is a "fake" thing. You will be reported. Sick and tired of seeing findom everywhere.  

12/14/2014 12:39:29 AM

12/11/2014 8:09:40 PM
Damnit..i wish they'd have a better bot spotting system. I keep getting "admired" by the same fake(s) lol. 

10/23/2014 6:30:35 AM
Pictures on my profile are bring reviewed or something. You can always find them on tumblr (decentlyexposedjay) or my FL which is MedFet-BoiToy

10/22/2014 5:12:52 PM

I'm losing my mind to animalistic desires right now.

 

You have no fucking idea how bad I want my own girl to own and fuck right now. After having talked with someone for a few days and what does and goes through I want to be that Domme. The one she devotes herself to. I'm just absolutely in heat and it's so strong right now.


10/20/2014 11:55:39 PM
10 years (yeah that makes me 17 when I started looking) and I haven't even remotely come close to finding "her"

10/19/2014 9:03:00 PM
I've decided to give Collarspace another chance. Not that it's bring me much luck..but whatever. So Hi. Looking for someone to be happy with. 

4/12/2014 6:16:28 PM

I just don't understand why people have to be so..much the way they are. Like the cheaters..the players..the toyers. The whole thing. Be true to ones self be true to others..but there are so many people out there that just aren't true to themselves or others. One of lifes biggest mysteries I guess..


3/31/2014 5:15:48 PM

People who break promises are NOT good people to be around. If someone breaks off a promise you know they're not going to be there for you in the future.

 


3/28/2014 7:52:39 PM

A female whose just as much as switch as I am. Someone who knows when to take control.


3/27/2014 12:22:35 PM

I want a sexy female asian in my life. I desire it. I crave it. I demand it.


3/27/2014 1:30:29 AM

Trust takes forever to BUILD, seconds to DESTROY, and forever to REPAIR


3/27/2014 12:32:16 AM

Uggh why do people fuck around with me. Don't waste my time.  So many liars and players out there. Why do you have to hurt me so much? 


3/26/2014 11:42:03 AM

I wish I was someones priority sometimes.. 


3/25/2014 9:43:36 PM

You'd think after running a few groups on I'd of figured out the best S&M club/event to go to or see.. Anywhere but  Sanctuary/whatever the hell they call those other groups in the same area...


3/17/2014 3:27:12 PM

Remember Dom/Dommes Pet comes first, but you cum first :P 


2/11/2014 2:54:41 PM

I wish I could understand why people talk me up..then tell me they'll talk to me again..only to not..and it's like have the guts to at least say I'm not interested..or something instead of disappearing :/


1/26/2014 7:51:58 AM
If you are going to call me any names I will not hesitate to block you. No ands ifs or buts. If you can't add a period here and there how am I suppose to know what you've said to me. Ask me a question in complete sentences or use the return key and not add periods. Dont call me names, I really dont deserve it.

1/25/2014 11:54:02 PM
Monogamous means single relationship. Not more than one partner. Not a swinger. Not someone who jumps in bed with a person involved with another. Why is it lately people think id be okay with that. Seriously.

11/27/2013 7:26:01 AM

No thanksgiving for me. Grandma will still be in the nursing home rehab place till muuch after this week. Shes not allowed to leave and all. So we arent really having a special dinner. Its my first time not having dinner with family..


11/24/2013 6:07:32 PM

I'm like a cup of tea. Your first sip is hot and welcoming the end is the bitter part..unless you refill the cup. :P


11/24/2013 6:04:15 PM

 I'm like an odd cup of Tea. You shake your head in disgust but it grows on you :P 


11/24/2013 11:38:07 AM

Slave Cafe = Bots fakes etc. NOT FREE EITHER.


11/23/2013 8:04:01 PM

PICTURE THIS:

A cold night but not alone. You both decide to sit by a warm fire. The wood crackling in the background. You turn to each other and look into each others eyes. You both smile and look back down at your books or tablets and read for a bit. You gaze up at each other ever so softly taking turns. You scoot closer and whisper into their ear. You both smile and whistle for the dog to come close. He obediently sits down infront. You scrubble him up and down then shout. LETS GO FOR A WALK! You both hold the leash hand in hand bundled up in warm blankets and walk along the sidewalk seeing all the lit up houses with Christmas trees and Christmas Lights. You hope the dog walks in a straight line as you two hold to each other in those blankets. You notice a specific house with a lot of Christmas Lights and lit up scenery. You turn and look into the window. You both kiss each other and look at the elderly couple as they sit drinking something hot. You see the steam roll off the ceramic cups. You watch as they then argue about some random something on tv. You decide to head on out and walk some more. You finish your walk and talk. You end up in bed together for a little bit more than just cuddling. They tie you up and kiss you all over. You give them the okay nod and they start to use the whips and toys. You lay there as you do as you're told. You both end up in a sweaty scene and lay on the bed together. You turn to each other and smile to each other. The only words in your head at that moment are "complete" because this is exactly what it feels like to be happy that very moment. Complete.


11/23/2013 7:13:47 PM

Walked my dog in this brisk weather.. people have already started putting up their Christmas Crap..it reminds me..I'm alone.. Great.. 


11/14/2013 6:45:30 PM

Grandma took a spill and she fell on her bad hip again. I might not be around as much as I usual am on any of the stuff. I have to be there at grandmas place more now than before. She has no internet at all. 


11/10/2013 2:41:42 PM

...another person who totally clicks with me then out of no where..decides shes not into me..I was polite and curious...what do I do wrong :/  I hate when people don't give reasons to their actions. It's like jeeze thanks how can I get better at not pissing someone off if no one says anything. 


11/7/2013 10:23:12 PM

Each and every night. I hope that someone else out there is looking at the same moment in time as me. Everyone wants to find their perfect match. That one that must be looking up thinking the same thing. I've been around for years. I've searched for years. I've given lots of time to people who probably didn't deserve my attention..but I give it anyway. My eyes now saturated with salt from staring up for a good forty-five minutes without looking away. I gaze to my side eventually and roll over hug my two pillows one on each side. I hug the one in front tightly and eventually drift off to sleep.

This weekend is going to be even worse I'm going to be alone friday into sunday. I was planning on making vids and taking plenty of pics but its just not worth the effort. Alone. I'll be alone. I'm so tired of these empty nights hoping and dream of someone to hold tightly to..to be held tightly to.


11/4/2013 6:20:50 PM

My Longing my Desires.. there just is no way to explain it in words. I've tried so many times. Why is it so hard for me to just put it out there and have it caught..


10/17/2013 12:30:06 PM

As much as I love compliments from people. I appreciate it if you're going to call me something nice I'm going assume you'll want to talk some more. So Don't just say one thing to me then not answer me back. (that's just rude)



10/17/2013 11:41:35 AM

My list of autolookers keeps growing..stop it damnit! :/ 


9/28/2013 8:59:55 PM

What is it about Asian Dommes that turns me on soo much. It's right up there with Medical kinks and nurses. :P 


9/28/2013 1:34:43 PM
My mom confirmed it..
  • mom: you know that Orange is the New black series.
  • Me: Yeah mom
  • Mom: that one with the transgender
  • Me: Yes mom..
  • Mom: Anyway you know that's a real transgender?
  • Me: Yes mom..
  • Me: I'd look good as a trans wouldn't I..
  • Mom: yes you would dear. lol.

9/27/2013 6:47:53 PM

I keep telling myself. She'll return soon.. ill hear from her soon.. 


9/24/2013 10:02:54 AM

And now I'm officially 26.. yay... another year.. Thought by now I'd have someone firm in my grasp..you know in person and happy.. 


9/17/2013 12:46:32 AM

Got my copy of GTA V  :3 


9/10/2013 1:30:55 PM

The beach as always was quite nice. I really love going to the dog beach and seeing all sorts of dogs :3 And the owners too! :3


9/9/2013 8:50:29 AM

I gotta walk my dog this morning. Getting meh exermasize :3 


8/30/2013 2:59:27 PM

This website needs to add Findom to the list of sub/domme/dom/slave list and a block "if" set up. I'm tired of seeing 80% of my "users list" being Findoms and having to weed them out and hit "hide" 


8/26/2013 8:27:02 PM

I might be buying some fun clothing next sunday we'll see. I've got like 120 just for next sunday shopping :3 Going to Ipso Facto :3 

 

Birthday party on the 21st super excited to see how many and who shows up :3 


8/16/2013 1:32:51 PM

Believing in happiness is the key to happiness. I believe in believing.


8/11/2013 9:40:37 PM

I want a hot girlfriend who looks hot holding a large fake cock.. Why..because its hot lol.


8/9/2013 1:06:44 PM

*I WAIT* -by Unknown

I wait and wait like a good little puppy.

I hope and hope that she does hear me.

I hope she does answer me.

I try not to give up hope.

I wait..


8/6/2013 1:19:26 PM

I ache to be held.. cuddled. Loved, desired.. Spanked..


7/24/2013 6:47:55 PM

There is something about the words Sweetie and Doll coming from a cute girls mouth that makes me so happy and excited. I just love hearing it! Like "awwe sweetie" or "What a Doll"


7/22/2013 11:30:56 PM

I tried.. I just can't stay up past 1am anymore. The bed looks soo comfy.. :/


7/20/2013 5:40:51 PM

I had hoped by 26 I'd be a bit more famous..you know done dozens of photoshoots joined in some BDSM scenes etc. I'll be 26 in 2 months.. I've only done ONE photoshoot and seen a few BDSM scenes. *sigh* I wanted to be on some cover..or making money doing what I'd enjoy.


7/13/2013 9:50:46 PM

I just want to be a FIRST want and not a middle or last resort want :(


7/10/2013 5:25:10 PM

Was supposed to go to SD pride with a girl. Well there goes that. My outfit was a total waste. I was supposed to go to OC pride too would have worked well with the outfit but once again.. If I want to go I have to go alone. First girl claimed she really wanted to go with me and that she was all ready for a fun time..a few days later she doesnt answer me at all. Totally ignores me after I asked if were still on. No change and its been about 5 days now.

 

I was going to go to OC pride with my lesbian friend but she has to work. (shes a lawyer) She just got called in to settle some case. Sadly. So Yeah..Great few months these have been..


7/4/2013 12:20:31 PM

Don't call me your slut. Don't call me your submissive. Don't call me your slave. Don't call me your Master or Mistress. Don't call me anything but my name. I'm not yours and I most likely wont ever be "yours"  If you're going to assume as much then we really REALLY arent meant for each other. 


6/23/2013 7:38:39 AM

In my ideal desire:

She's in her mid 20's with a very pretty complexion skinny/fit. living on her own. Takes care of herself quite nicely. Is single or with me. Has a decent amount of friends. Active in the community.  We take care of each other. Very open and always up to try something new either as a Dominant or submissive, and bisexual.

 


5/20/2013 2:19:13 AM
As much fun as pride was...its made me even more lonely. Seeing so much love out there...and how much I'd give to be as happy as those around me were

5/12/2013 5:17:54 PM

My first photoshoot with A TS company was amazing. I had a lot of fun :3


5/8/2013 3:52:24 PM

Sweet doing some Ts Modeling saturday. Excited and very anxious. I hope it comes out well!


4/25/2013 10:39:00 AM
One thing I totally wish for in a Domme;

She enjoys taking the time to dress me up as female as possible. To enjoy her work as she fucks me roughly. To take in every inch of my body and soul as if she wishes to worship me but still clearly knows shes in charge. Like a lesbian scene. :P


4/24/2013 10:34:51 PM

Connection Connection Connection. I need it. I desire it. I crave it. I need to feel it before we even THINK about anything like camming..being this name or that.


4/20/2013 6:11:36 PM

This is the future ID LOVE TO HAVE


I see myself living with a significant other. She would be very fit and knows how to maintain herself but also splurges on herself too. Who has the money to support the two of us(in my dreams) We host successful BDSM scenes in a dungeon we run and or own. Would be awesome to own a inexpensive BDSM hotel type place (another super dream haha) Where she's either my Dominant or we switch with each other. We are also very nature friendly and we go on hikes and do all sorts of fun activities when we have the time. I would love if we traveled every so often too. Id have some trustworthy friends who would take care of the dungeon from time to time. We'd both keep maintenance between each other and equally. We may or may not own a female slave. With the money we make on our dungeon we'd have a nice sized house with a dungeon in itself where we film some of our best work. (hehe) Where I generally play her submissive.


4/9/2013 11:44:32 PM
My bed... always welcoming

4/3/2013 6:34:45 PM

 I want someone who will take me to my limits and just slowly ease me into something more but I also want someone whose going to be there in the vanilla sense too.. Do you get me?


3/20/2013 7:10:59 AM

I wish more females on here weren't looking for money but an actual relationship that doesn't involve money.. a man can dream...that and latex gloves.. must have latex gloves scene :P


3/12/2013 2:29:03 PM

You're a hotter chick than a lot of the girls on here. LOL! Hope you don't find offence to that.-Fl comment :P


2/28/2013 6:55:22 PM

Scratch that..might be longer than I thought.. It will be up "eventually" lol


2/26/2013 3:58:12 PM

My first 10 clips4sale clips are going up as we speak ^^


2/25/2013 11:09:33 AM

I would love to find a female interested in going shopping to like Tjmax or any of those outlet stores (no this doesn't mean i'm buying you stuff) I'm asking as in someone to who likes going to places like that and help me look for female clothing that would suit me maybe window shopping is the best term.


2/21/2013 2:53:26 PM

My name is Alex and I am a twenty five year old who owns a candy shop some of which was stale candy. A candy shop at the age of twenty five. I was given loads of money and I decided hey what the hell. I like candy and so do other people. So this story starts out with a simple day of closing shop except a young girl with pretty blonde hair and blue eyes with a nice sized B cup breast size simple skirt and a t-shirt with a print of a a teddy bear with his mouth bloody and razor sharp teeth, walks in. She must have been around twenty years of age about 5’10 or so. I look at her as she sifts around looking at all the candy. She SEEMED quite innocent. Little did I know what the night was about to be quite a unique time.

 

 

“Alex’s the name and welcome to my candy shop hon”. She looks directly into my eyes and gives me a sort of interesting look almost like a grin with a glare. She speaks and it was the most wonderful and erotic voice. She asks me to grab a “special” candy from the back and I do just that I go to back. I have a screen back there I doubt she’d try to steal anything. I get to the back to look for the specific candy. The back room was pretty simple it had plenty of other candy that I change from time to time. It had a desk in the middle as well. I look at the screen and shes not anywhere to be found. I turn my back to look for the candy when a hand reaches out and holds my mouth shut. I go black…

 

 

I wake up tied to my table in the middle of my candy shop the lights dimmed  directly on me and the shop rather closed now. I wiggle about and realize I’m completely tied down. She leans over me and smiles innocently a candy necklace some redvines and some other miscellaneous candy adorned her body. I couldn’t do very much in this position. I thrust-ed forward to get free but  clearly I wasn’t going anywhere. She takes a pair of scissors and cuts my clothing off. I watch as she stands tall in front of me.  She stood tall enough so I could see she wasn’t wearing any underwear under her skirt. She pulled on one of the candy necklaces and spit half of it out. She pulled the other piece back and let it fly with a very hard thud to my chest. I yelped as it left a red mark. “oww that hurts!”she glares at me and opens her mouth “SHUT UP.” was all she said. She takes a bunch of marsh mellows and stuffs my mouth with them. She leans over me and tapes my mouth shut. I mumble a little. She slaps my chest with a very old red vines. I cry out and whine. She speaks up her words very sharp as she tells me what a bad owner I was. She apparently had been in a couple of times and wasn’t pleased at all with what I was selling. Now that I think about it I remember a young girl with a man servant? Yes that’s right a man servant. He was around my age too. I feel her soft hands run along my chest with a candy paint brush. The whole time her face had a very innocent look on it. She wrote on my chest “WHORE, BITCH, CUNT, MINE” over and over my body. She leaned down every once in a while to lick up the mistakes of how she wrote on my body. Clearly she was very meticulous and for some reason it turned me on. She noticed this immediately and pulled out one of those long sour straw candys, a blue one in fact. I shuddered wondering where that would be going. I soon found out where that was going and I did not like it one bit.

 

 

I screamed through the marsh mellow gag. I screamed as she roughly and not easily shoved it down my urethral tube. I whined and cried but she didn’t stop. It was soon all the way down there. I saw just a tiny tip of it poking out. She grabbed tweezers and grabbed the little bit of tip and pulled it out and then put it back in. My cock hard as a rock and now sore as all get up. I writhed about and screamed as much as I could. She pulled a lever and the table shot my into a up right position. I felt the candy in my urethra twist a little and I cried some more. She produced a modified rock candy flail. I saw in her eyes she was here on business as well as some pleasure for herself of course. She swooshed it above her head and right into my crotch. I cried out yet again and she let it crack against my thighs. I passed out…


2/21/2013 2:49:23 PM

*One idea with the whole medical scene.*

Dragged into a white medical room with stirrups in the middle of the room cabinets and what you generally see in a gynecologist office.


You cuff me to the table hands above my head..or at the sides. You put my feet in the stirrups. You snap on a pair of latex gloves (insert black/purple/white/clear gloves)
You look over some paper work on a clip board assess what I need. Telling me you believe I need punishment and or treatment. You might have on a nurse outfit or scrubs
(though scrubs looks better when a operating table is in play) Another fun kinda idea the japanese did where you separate the body from the face having a camera on the
face and on the crotch area. You fiddle and play with my penis and assess what needs to be done.(either suck me off at that point..or stick something down it.)


I always see the enema part as involved in it too Where you sling the enema bag over a IV thingy. You tell me to relax(of course) and don't struggle. Though you do tease my tummy


a bit by pressing down from time to time as you fill me up. (some of these ideas are a bit pricey..but that's a future idea really)


2/19/2013 5:16:34 PM

Fact: I have NEVER cum for a girl before. No ones been able to get me to cum. Not sure if that's a good thing..or a bad thing lol. 


2/19/2013 4:55:40 PM

I want to become a busy body in the adult industry as a Model, either submissive or a swITch and my "interest/perfect mate" involved in it as well.


2/18/2013 10:25:40 PM

I don't feel at one or in place with this world until I'm with someone, so you should know exactly where I stand at the moment. 


2/17/2013 9:49:19 AM

A GOOD/Decent Domme is hard to find. I haven't had the best of luck and when someone does come along..they abandon me. 


9/9/2012 12:50:19 PM

A good submissive is not stupid and not expendable


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 Age: 28
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