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Owner, decorator and evil bitch Domme of HerPaperDoll.

He/She's my favorite toy and my only playmate except when I bring in someone to play with him/her for my pleasure. So beautiful, inside and out...time to heat the wax and make him/her new stockings.

Those interested in applying to be playtoys will find instructions in my journal.

Be respectful . Non pre-approved groveling is as unwelcome as entitled demands for attention.

There's just no thrill quite like that of shaving a man, handing him a lace teddy, and painting his face before trussing him up like a fatted calf for a long torture session. They make such interesting noises when you are hotrolling their hair.

I occasionally offer crossdressing image consulting, to those few that prove themselves worth my time and effort, to teach men how to crossdress properly. ( I detest seeing these pictures of men in cheap blonde wigs, wobbly red lipstick and a smear of blue eyeshadow. )

It's expensive, paid in advance, and will absolutely entail a lot of work on your part. Attitude or argument will get you dropped, blocked and forgotten. I am not nice, tolerant, or forgiving.

No, it won't include spanking you, talking to you outside of this advice, touching you or dominating you in any way, unless Doll finds you interesting.

No, I don't want to watch you whack off on webcam.

4/8/2016 12:24:57 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8CrOL-ydFMI

Something to help anyone with the patience to listen all the way through, and something that will impress me to know if you actually GET this.
8/29/2011 9:53:42 PM

Life gets so busy... there's been almost no time for kink. And hot wax is such a sticky pain in the ass! There was SO much hair!  Doll is a big gurl, so there was a lot of space to cover, but now there is smooth skin in all these nice places. We'll get the next section tomorrow or the next day, and by the weekend, she will be naked all over on a wholly different level.

Time to find some silk pajamas, or maybe some harem pants. Something loose and light and soft to drape all over. Maybe do a henna tattoo on her back. Bind her up in goth bellydance gear, load her down with antique jewelry, teach her to dance for me.

 

I think we need to find a better, washable hair remover. Waxing stays much smoother than shaving or Nair, but it gets everywhere. When we get to the places that are harder to pull, there may be some spots we can't get the first time, and we don't want to end up with unremovable wax anywhere.

 

My new ostrich feather will be so pretty against her skin. Maybe I need a red one. She looks so good in red.

10/6/2010 11:41:06 PM
It's amazing how suddenly the 'please feminize me' emails  stopped when I put up an actual offer to feminize someone for our pleasure, complete with requirements and the work that would be involved. I think it's safe to say that having been called on the bluff, all the sad selfish little pieces of shit that used to waste my time and energy writing me such sad emails begging for help with their feminization ran off to waste someone else's time and energy that won't actually expect them to live up to their begging. Thank you for proving my point, guys. 
8/15/2010 10:06:56 PM

Doll wants a playtoy.

I enjoy watching her play with others. 

 

She and I have been discussing accepting one of the constant offers we receive to duplicate the work I've done on him for another sissy. Here's the most basic list of what we require of anyone who wants us to consider them for play, or who wants my help feminizing.

 

***All applicants for play must provide results of a recent STD screening.***

 

 Said gurl would need to be within a certain driving range, willing to do a goodly amount of homework beforehand to make themselves attractive to her, and willing/able to purchase the things necessary for their feminization. 

 

(Yes, this means you will have to spend your own money and time. You're asking for our time, and goodly amount of my effort on your behalf. Either you want this, and look forward to doing the work to get what you want, or you're just jerking us around, wasting our time, and we won't bother talking to you.)

 

I will send the candidate links to makeup tutorials and auctions for the required items. This would require chats and possibly phone conversation with both of us. I am willing to webcam with an applicant to assist with their education once they have shown a baseline amount of effort on their own part. Pictures of their progress would be expected at regularly requested intervals. Any resistance, argument  or excuses would be cause for immediate cessation of all efforts on our parts. We are NOT drama tolerant.

 

When the applicant is in OUR view ready, we three would meet in a location we choose, possibly for dinner, with the applicant. Pleasant conversation would occur, tasteful flirting and attention to Doll's interests being important. If all goes well and Doll is pleased, we would go to an agreed upon place for dressing and scening where the applicant will serve us and service Doll and possibly myself.

 

I will take pictures of the applicant in their new look with a digital camera and provide the applicant with a disk of copies. (We will also keep copies for our own enjoyment and as documentation of my work- my possible use of them for advertisement of feminization consulting services will be negotiated and agreed to before any public use. I also just like looking at boys in lashes and fishnets.)

 

Yes, this will mean spending money, doing work and wearing potentially uncomfortable clothing. I very much like sexy shoes and corsets. Yes, we are discrete and safe.

1/25/2010 2:28:20 AM
Just got some more lovely pics of my Doll, and I swear she's just the loveliest thing in fake lashes. It's hard to focus on a proper flogging when I want to kiss those pretty red lips.
12/27/2009 2:28:11 PM
And this idiot just sent me the same exact email that he sent me yesterday, and that he sent my buddy. Word for word.

Yeah...  HE'S gonna work hard to serve his future Domme.
Because he's so motivated, and they'll have such a connection. Yeah.... uh huh.

Point proven.
12/26/2009 10:29:25 AM

So so I'm clear, here - this was my response to an email about how "mean" I was "to suggest crossressers are pathetic."

Please get your facts straight before you pitch your hissy fit. 1) I didn't say "crossdressers are pathetic." I said "a large section of the crossdressing population aren't interested in actual feminization, just the kink of being "forced" to wear makeup and panties, so long as it gets them attention." There's a big difference between viewing a kink as pathetic and viewing a group of men who fake interest in a person to get their kink and to get attention as pathetic.

I view ANYone as a leech who writes me begging for my time and my energy and my hard work  if they are unwilling to give something in return, and out of the mass of emails I recive, only a couple actually want assistance with improving their look - the rest all want a session of Domination, to be made into a "slut" and abused, and then go home to their lives. They aren't wanting a relationship, they don't want to pay for a pro, and they don't want to do any kind of work in exchange for my work - they want a handout. A freebie. They want to get what they want, they don't really care who gives it to them, they don't care that I'm in a relationship, and they have no problem telling me I'm a total bitch if I don't comply.
How submissive of them to make demands like that, eh?

I love my Doll. I spend hours doing his hair and makeup and picking out clothes that will flatter him because it makes him feel beautiful and I love him enough to want to make him feel that way. It turns me on to see him get turned on. It makes me smile to make him smile. I also spend hours and days and my life with him doing perfectly normal things, living a real life with him, because I love him. I give to him, he gives to me, and we share a life and love.

The guys who write me don't want love. They want to get serviced. And they don't care about giving- just getting. THAT is absolutely pathetic. And selfish, and mean.
Try reading the WHOLE post, and understanding the intent before you pop off to a total stranger with your objection to one misunderstood line. If you took the time to understand what was actually being said, you might relate.

12/26/2009 7:50:38 AM
Well, I think we've now established that a large section of the crossdressing population aren't interested in actual feminization, just the kink of being "forced" to wear makeup and panties, so long as it gets them attention. They are unable to grasp that a Dominant might be in a real relationship with their submissive, which means they view all this as a kinky sex shopping mall, and Dommes as fetish vendors. Or kink vending machines, since we're not real people to them and just here to service them.

Then again, a vending machine gets paid, and these males who are spending so much time trying to get this immediate  attention from a total stranger are wanting "livestyle" and "real connection" and "no pros" at the same time that they are seeking their "session" or weekend of kinky sex. They want it now, they want it the way they want it, and they want it without having to give anything for it.

I am with PaperDoll. I am not "actively seeking" anything. I will, if the price is right, sell my advice on makeup, clothing, hair, etc to men wanting to be feminized. I will NOT touch you or engage in any D/s activities with anyone other than PaperDoll.

You guys are pathetic and moronic and lazy and greedy. YOU are the reason some Dommes go pro - it's the only way to get anything out of interacting with you, because you don't have anything else to give. Stop writing me asking for handouts.
patienceee
 
 Age: 59
 Harlow essex, United Kingdom