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CuriousOne1970
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**WARNING*** DEVIANT HIKER THAT GETS INTO ALL SORTS OF MISCHIEF WHEN LEFT TO HER OWN DEVICESIm goin to be hiking HADRIANS WALL next summer.. it would be awful fun to make that a BDSM holiday. Just think of the possibilities.. One night wide open spaces to run around naked....no one to hear me scream...the next camped next to a family where i have to try and be quiet while being spanked and xxxx with a crop...
** UPDATE*** UNfortunately, Hadrians wall has to be postponed. i was unable to take my trip to Ireland this month, and i was actually looking forward to that one much, much more... soo.... it will be Ireland this summer... but hey.. if Your a rural Irish Dom with plenty of open spaces, or semi-private lil pubs that You can play in.... You know where to find me.....
i noticed someone had read through my profile again, and i was curious as to why they would re-read it after all this time. So, i too went back and re-read it.
i found, that it no-longer seemed to fit me anymore. i have grown and changed in ways in this journey, that i could not have ever imagined.
So.. a new one.
Who AM i?
i am someone who wants someone to honour what i offer.
i am mischievous, deviant, and probably.. ok.. definitely need someone to control me. When left to my own devices, this lil subby can get downright dangerous.
i am someone, who not only wishes to serve.. i have darker, more basic, my physical desires that need to be met as well. While i DO wantneed to be trained to respond to my Master, these desires are part of me. i do not want those urges trained away, to be hidden away in the back of my mind.. never to come out. i would rather have someone to explore them with, to see how far it goes.
Who am i?
i am a tease, a flirt, someone who laughs and jokes all the time. i am creative i am someone who does not stay stagnant, i am someone who will need a Master who can keep up with me.
Who am i?
i am someone who wants cared for. i have been independent all my life, yet it would be nice to be able to sit back.. and just enjoy without the constant plans, priorities, scenerios playing in my head.
Who am i?
A simple gal, i am not a model, i am not a trophy. More often than not, you will find me in jeans and tac boots while im at work, or jeans and hiking boots on the weekend.
Get me talking about old furniture, or woodworking, or ancient civilization or tools.. and You will not be able to shut me up. i am like a kid in a candy store.
Show me an atlatl, or crossbow.. and ill get wet.
Make me wear a skirt for You without panties and take me to a range to practice the crossbow while You guide me? You had better be prepared for juices to be sliding down my leg, for everyone to see.
Who am i?
i am just me
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12/17/2014 7:37:08 PM: Just found out this was back up
p n running. I've missed my friends.
4/9/2013 6:07:44 PM: been sick.
back
kinda
1/10/2013 5:01:59 PM: Birthdays have a way of getting one thinking, don't they? i was wondering what my life would have been like if i had found out i was a sub in my teens, or early 20's... rather than only a few years ago.
Got married on my 20th Birthday.. and found out he was cheating 6 mos later...
Got married again a 2nd time 11 years later..... and it was much worse, but all and all we were together for almost 15 years...
i look back now... and i can see the mistakes. i am a sub.. yet with these 2.. i was never...ever... willingly their sub.. NEVER.
Though i may not have ruled, submission to them was never something that i voluntarily gave.
Would it have helped... if they knew how to be Dominant, and inspire the submission that i found later in life? Would it have helped, if i had found out about my submissive side prior to meeting them.. so the D/s relationship could have developed?
Its an interesting thing to ponder, isnt it?
Then.. i turn around, and i see these 18 and 20' year olds on here.. claiming to be Dominant, or submissive.. and it just boggles my mind. They are so young... i remember myself back then.. and think.. how could they possiibly KNOW what they are.. they are just confusing Dominant/submissive or Top/bottom..
1/6/2013 12:21:45 PM: Days like this make me wish i was a Domme.... sure could use a house boy.
1/2/2013 6:08:13 PM: imagine a world without subs... that's almost as bad as a world without bacon
Why even have a world then?
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