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WE HAD A WILDFIRE DESTROY ALL OUR DREAMS. SOMEHOW WILL TRY TO PUSH FORWARD, BUT TODAY SEEMS BLEAK.

The change made to become more is symbolic yet reinforced by physical transformation.

Often, people ask about the meaning of life, it's origins, and what happens to us when we pass on? The important thing to understand is our view of time is incorrect. Time and everything even energy, is eternal, what is temporary is the particular arrangement that forms life. One needs to understand that this arrangement is not accidental or random, it is very specific. The energies of the higher frequencies which are the eternal components of all mass effect the arrangement of matter and yet defy detection. That is the real you, and the real me...

The thing that achieves no allowance in the world of knowledge of men, is the belief in structure having limits. No energy or matter is ever destroyed only the arrangement of it changes, modifies or is absorbed into a "stationary" system. We men of earth believe in charge as an abstract without understanding the temporal nature of it, nor do we allow for the particle as a wave. One has really no reason to insist that frequencies would reach some terminus, in wavelength or duration, there are levels of transformation into other considerations that quickly inhabit the "occult" world of thought. I am never forgiven for making this intellectual jump, and thus those considering themselves educated would rapidly dismiss the arguments as a tryst of some ranting hippie, yet if you knew me well, you would know that one day in my past I was one who would have also dismissed these notions. So, perhaps one should bear with the rants, long enough to reconsider knowledge on fundamental levels. Parts of these clues fail the westerner in his considerations of the knowable, as he sees a world with lineal time. He sees a solid mass in each particle of an atom and separate particles with charge relations. None of these views allow for other considerations in matter and life. They are part of an inconclusive and incomplete view which barely corresponds with occurrences that exceed the grid. So, as an alternative, imagine a different point of view, particles made of impossibly small points of eternity, locked into the now, the absolute moment of !NOW! is never realized, but instead all matter and energy is trying to obey a "new" law of physical properties, which is:

Temporal Dynamics Law One: Everything in the whole of existence is in motion, nothing every occupies the same space again. Thus the the knowledge of all possibilities can occur. This is a mechanism which brought about all creation. Nothing simply can never exist, as part of paradox, if, all the world was nothing, then, there would still be one nothing. Thus one is making a small leap to the obviousness of seek by saying, all possibilities exist, and God searches for the simple quest, what am I?

Temporal Dynamics Law Two: Everything in all of existence is attempting to be at the center of !NOW!

This is the reason we find gravity so impossible to fathom. Once again, using the wrong model for time, is like trying to see what is wrong with the windshield wipers by looking at the tire tracks. The dualism of future and past seem obvious, we do not consider now in a fashion which reveals the force with in it. Consider now as raindrop landing on a hot greased frying pan, think of it as the funnel or air when you drain the tub. Realize it has a scope of activity. Know that force is an effect of time. There are 3 forces one the future unfolding destiny, one the past revealing the effects of events occurring, and now the pathway to eternity.

Temporal Dynamics Law Three: "NO MATTER OR ENERGY CAN INHABIT !NOW!."

all structure arrangements are in juxtaposition between these 2 factors of time, future and past, the only thing that ever passes into the center of now is our soul. The living force comes to, and leaves from our world in the now. As we move slowly and forever approaching !NOW! one learns the avenue is infinite, yet beyond the point of nexus there is another side, The Other Side 0f Now. This is the source of creation, in that here is the realm of eternity. Master holds the stone between His fingers, seemingly peering beyond it, then tosses it to the ground. "That is how a stone can be billions of years old."

Temporal Dynamics Law Four: "INFINITE HARMONIC POSSIBILITIES CAN OCCUR WITH A CORRESPONDING SCALE OF EVENTS, WITH EACH VECTOR OF SCALE BEING ETERNAL, INFINITELY LONG, INFINITELY SHORT." Mega galaxies to ethereal neutrons, there is correspondence. Massive scale events move large quantities of micro particles, extreme quantitative particle events effect massive scales.

The distance and nature of displacement from the center of the moment determines the charge of energy wave forms. These factors have confounded every great thinker, and it should not cause shame, it is beyond human sight, yet we may see the light coming from the source. The great project within the act of magic in the ancient times of this art was the determination of how structures could be rearranged to evoke a new start of the life process within an existing organism. All organic life forms have a limited experience with time, the lack of ability to sustain this process is due to not understanding the true nature of time and how matter functions via harmonics of vibrations. The spark of life occurs with the nearly perfect alignment of the internal particles within the water involved. The harmonics within them are in alignment, as this process proceeds in duration the alignment becomes increasing random. All we consume as food and drink is also misaligned. All tissues are made from molecular structures involving complex ion formation and the associated ligan fields of water molecules. The Van Der Waals force from the nucleus of oxygen atoms is a harmonically strong situation as the geometry of 16 particles is 4 within 4.

Water molecules are conflicted to an extreme, while the chemical valance of Oxygen is 2 the electrons inhabit the Hydrogen atoms is ways that leave the fields from the Oxygen atom exposed. This fact is the power forming life. I stir another spoon of sugar into my coffee, watching it dissolve, knowing that this force is at work as the polar forces in the water break apart the crystals. Many crystals themselves are considered ionic, meaning they are in complex with associated water. Sugar and water meet an Iron atom and form a complex ion with it known as hemoglobin. In the fictional accounts of vampires this complex is supposed to sustain life. How close to true is that notion? It would not be the blood, but rather the water with in the blood that would cause this effect. The project is based on a perfect geometry that is deeply complex, yet we see that time is effected in harmonic correspondence. What would happen if one could create water with perfect harmonic alignment like the coherence of light from a laser? My thinking on this, is that, this was done by those of us once in a distant past, how I could know this is like explaining how I am alive, I do not know except to say I feel it and dream about it. Sound in the form of a perfect pitch was produced and refined by the process of experiment. As this work progressed the project drew upon the people of the world at that time, to create the Halls of Amenty. In this time we speculate how this devise worked, yet no one considered for a moment the physics of such a devise and the possibility of vibrations within a huge pile of stones as massive as the ones used. The name of god contains the perfect pitch of the royal "A". This tone evokes a dissonance in the halls, the vibrations cause the stones to react producing an energy within them which is collected and focused upon water vapor. The stones themselves containing chemical water of formation. The resulting waves bring the water mist droplets into perfect temporal alignment as every molecule become aligned in unison within. the mist collected and rains below into a vat. The god king would bathe and drink of this perfect water becoming renewed, defying the laws of life. So, why would people build huge structures all over the world piling huge stones? Some may simply have been sponed from vague traditions of a rumor that once, in a distant past, men found a way to survive death.... I, Mage Amen Ra lived in those days and worked to make this machine a reality.

The great seal depicts an all knowing eye at the apex of the pyramid, this is representative of the other side of now, where eternity is looking into our moment, our little bubble of time, the oddity sizzling along on the bottom of the frying pan of forever.

"NO AMOUNT OF MONEY, OR ANY SUBSTANCE YOU MAY CONSUME, IN ANY MANNER, CAN EFFECT YOUR BEING IN A FASHION TO EVOKE CLARITY OF MIND. BEING ABLE TO THINK CLEARLY, LIVE IN PURITY, AND HOLD KNOWLEDGE OF VALUE, IS ONLY ACHIEVED BY WORK ON THE SELF"

I would like to invite anyone who wishes to come to my room at IMVU and enjoy 3d chat to feel free to do so. In public rooms go to the access pass room called EvilTopia.

I am so enjoying the true power one finds from being completely alone. I have recently felt overwhelmed by how utterly stupid the entire society seems to be, no wonder it is a dark planet.

If I would be quoted for anything as some famous people are, then it would be this line..."The one thing money can never buy and drugs can never give you is a clear mind."

In reality I would like to find someone to help me get the studio going, with an interest in pottery, or greenhouse care. Kitty and I are opening a restaurant (BAKERY) and store. A common interest is worth more than all the fashion or makeup, money or cars, or big homes in the world, it forms a bond that will last.

I am extremely complex, maybe you would find that you are simply not able to comprehend my path. I think of the classical composition "The Artist's Life" and it fills me with the meaning of mystery in the woods, one finds life happens on so many levels the task is to compile one's personalities into oneness of being and purpose. If one is filled with games, they find them reversed upon them and often see this as a game played by the mirror. IT IS THEIR OWN GAME IN THE MIRROR!

I think slaves need to read this better, or maybe for the 1st time? As the whip lands for each blow they need to recite this creed one line per blow until it is complete each time punished.

1) *I will surrender myself to my MASTER and to his love for I am a slave. * My thoughts will be only to love and to serve my MASTER and to make him proud of me, for I am a slave.

2) * I will always respect my MASTER, for I am a slave.

3) * I will always serve and obey my MASTER’S commands fully, for I am a slave.

4) * I will always serve and obey my MASTER’S commands immediately, for I am a slave.

5) * I will always serve and obey my MASTER’S commands silently, except for Yes Sir, for I am a slave.

6) * I will always address my MASTER as Sir or Master or by whatever title he chooses to specify, for I am a slave.

7) * I will never question the reasons behind my MASTER’S commands, for they are none of my concern, for I am a slave.

8) * I will speak only when my MASTER gives me permission to speak, and any Question I may have regarding His commands, or the specifications of my assigned duties are to be private and never in front of people, for I am a slave.

9) * I will always be nude in the presence of my MASTER unless told otherwise, for I am a slave.

10) * I will always wear my MASTER’S collar, unless I am told otherwise, for I am a slave.

11) * I will only wear the clothing that my MASTER permits me to wear, or go naked if HE so requires, for I am a slave.

12) * If I am permitted to work, I shall work only for my MASTER and surrender to HIM all proceeds from my labors, for I am a slave.

13) * I will always stand in the presence of my MASTER, with my head bowed in my hands behind me, but not resting on my ass, for I am a slave.

14) * I will kneel in the presence of my MASTER, when he allows me to, with my head bowed and my hands behind me, but not resting on my ass, for I am a slave.

15) * I will sit only at my MASTER’S feet, unless he tells me otherwise, for I am a slave.

16) * I will at no time presume to sit on a piece of furniture without my MASTER’S express permission, for I am a slave.

17) * I will always keep my body clean and ready for my MASTER’S use and pleasure, for I am a slave.

18) * My bodily functions are to be completely controlled by my MASTER; even the times I may be allowed to go to the bathroom are to be specified by him, for I am a slave.

19) * I will always be available for my MASTER’S use and pleasure, or for the use an pleasure of whomever HE shall command me to serve, for I am a slave.

20) * I will never smoke, drink alcohol, or take drugs without my MASTER’S express permission, for I am a slave.

21) * I will eat only those foods provided by my MASTER, when and where he specifies I may eat them, for I am a slave.

22) * I will never get into my MASTER’S bed unless I have asked permission and that permission has been granted, for I am a slave. I will keep my body free from hair below the eyes, particularly my crotch, ass, and armpits, for I am a slave.

23) * I will never harbor feelings of anger or resentment towards my MASTER, and if such feelings should involuntarily cross my consciousness, I shall immediately confess these feelings to Him and submit to whatever punishment He deems appropriate, for I am a slave.

24) * I will do my best to never be an encumbrance to my MASTER or make Him uncomfortable by my presence, for I am a slave.

25) * I will submit willingly to whatever additional rules my MASTER may wish to impose, either now or at a later date, for I am a slave.

26) * Because my body is now my MASTER’S property, it is no longer my right to protest any use HE chooses to make of it. Rather it is an honor if he chooses to touch me at all, for I am a slave.

Thanks Froggie;)

1/15/2024 7:51:08 AM: There have been some attempts to create my envisioned devise for oral bondage. Basically the submissive wears a hood that has a locking collar, the the Dominant wears a harness that connaspects with various tubes depending on the sex. This is a long term connection seeking more than orgasm

1/3/2024 6:34:14 AM: ExxonMobil Corp has set into motion a suggestion I made to them in an email to the corporate offices. I rather laid into them for not embracing the use of hydrogen as a fuel to replace oil. Here's the response, In Baytown, Texas, they are building a chemical reactor which uses 2 componets, water and methane. There is pressure and heat applied but I can surely trust its less than the yield. The reaction produces all 8 hydrogen atoms involved. Leaving CO² which can be made solid by liquefied air. That would br dry ice as it commonly called. What this means is unlike as are told by politicians there is no power source for cars and trucks. There now is many. Composting manure will be one of those sourced, human waste both sewer and garbage. All agro byproducts even wood chips, as well as coal and other natural sources for Methane. There's a secondary win here because Methane that currently goes into the atmosphere is a serious greenhouse gas. Hydrogen is also able to combine with Oxygen to make water and electrons. One electron per atom. This is more efficient than a battery using far less chemicals with a longer life, faster charging, and less weight allowing electric aircraft. Let not vote our way into a Putin wet dream and kill this opportunity to have an utopia.

4/2/2023 3:38:42 PM: For a long period the Journal could not be edited. Revisions: A wall, and irons pulled to limits cuffs and collars. The gag is not the least bit comfortable. Violated to the limits in a hood with sensory depriving AI. Sounds may occur harmonics with the body that sent one into space. STARSHIP vibrations that resonate into the bones. The sensitive zones weighted and may swing if you wiggle enough. Electro stimulation but how hopeless long since spent but still edging, waiting for permission.

4/2/2018 8:59:05 PM: A new thought has come about recently, which is that there might be a previously undefined atomic particle in relationship to the Alpha particle which is widely distributed in the universe or at least our solar system. The trivalent gas known as Nitrogen, just might be a building block of atoms. I have noticed the number 14 from the Nitrogen mass of 7 protons and an equal 7 neutrons actually comes very close in the combination of very common elements like Silicon, Iron, Cerium and Gold. All these elements have a common property of electromagnetic and conductive uses. There is a possibility that sub groupings of clustered neutrons and protons interact around a central supercharged neutron or smaller particle. Since all atoms are a waveform, these particles would represent orientation of nodes as all are distanced from absolute !NOW! I will elaborate on this later....

1/7/2018 9:18:38 AM: Consider two massive parts in collision, such as a comet and a planet. Comets are normally constituted of CO2 and Water H2O. In a smaller event the matter undergoes normal kinetic events, but when the mass is greater, the matter collides with itself, the pressure of mass compression is equal to the force of implosion used to set off a chain reaction in nuclear weapons, the result is the same, fusion. Now departing from mainstream science, we look at yields or results for a clue as what occurs. Carbon 12 particles, Oxygen 16 so in CO2 the total is 16+16+12=44 so, at energy levels of a fusion event, we get some form of radiation in this case high energy Alpha particles. We find this also true in drilling for gas. We find helium or depleted Alpha particles. The yield is limestone. Ca2(CO3) likely the extra Oxygen provided by water in the mix. While science will not agree, the evidence is strong, when you consider yields. Science has tendencies worse than blindness, they are politically related, our lessons are tainted by those who declare they are so. Yet logically, to a few or perhaps only this one, there is some mechanism materials come to exist. Since I was a child I asked the question, 'Where did the matter in this rock come from?' What this would mean is that Mass and Velocity are part of the equation which would derive from the base formula of E=Mc2. M would be fed into this formula by a factor of 10^23 which takes a chomp out of 300,000 meters per second x 300,000 meters per second. Inverting this formula should show the energy yields, however the evolution of matter to a higher form is not included in this occasion where Matter is upgrading to a higher form. Yet there very well could be a fusion technology possible where transmutation can occur if we collide enough mass with enough velocity together, like sending two cannonballs of metal into collision to get gold as a yield. I suspect of we examine nature we soon see gold occurs with SiO2 nearby very often. Si is 28 and gold 197 might be possible for 28 x 7 = 196 perhaps somewhere grabbing a hydrogen or more likely a neutron to become 187 but it is startlingly close to call coincidence.. also considering the possibility of a hot spot in fusion during the moment of intense energy considering that 2 Oxygen could fuse into silicon with the action involving the release of a Alpha particle, a hydrogen might be the very seed at the core of a cluster of 7 silicons newly forming during collisions. Other possibilities could include the formation of other structures which then yield down to gold. I have long believed the entire formation occurs from water as a source, due to the fact all silicon dioxides are formulated with large amount of chemically combined water. Possibly one could consider there being a single neutron at the core of a gold atom surrounded by 7 silicone nuclei, this could help with understanding the properties of gold, like the extreme malleability, and conducting qualities. Now i am trying to picture 14 sub-particles arranged in the spacial form of a torrid with a polar energy field running through a super-neutron at the core. This explains the power of gold. It is a focus of nuclear energy. Making it the ultimate conduit. In the times of the very ancient past when a different technology built power structures in the Giza desert, The outer casing was polished alabaster and the top 1/3 was covered in gold, the suppression is that the covering and geometry along with specific resonance vibrations causing piezoelectric effect, opened a portal into eternity, possibly even into continuum. To add explanation both realms are present with us constantly as they all share the moment of !NOW! but now develops new meaning which frankly is why we do not perceive these realms. Eternity is the infinity of our time and space, while Continuum is the summation of all possible times and spaces. While we really can't perceive these places in rational means, they are of importance to us in many ways, especially if one wants to cause effect with Dominion over our situation as beings on Earth. Either over events affecting masses or things far more personal. The devices in Giza could have brought about rejuvenation of individuals to live prolonged life cycles by providing needed new genetic information on the spiritual level or esoteric level which caused the real world matter to enjoin. Time travel is another possibility, travel in time automatically involves crossing space as well, so many sci fi shows show years of travel in time never considering that the planet and even solar system have moved astronomical distances over a period of years. One would have to fly to some coordinates in the distance then travel in time, or step into a portal that crosses through both time and space. Likewise any trip through space is also a time travel as well, especially at near light speed. Light speed is 2 G's of force for 2.2 years. That is going to be one heck of a rocket. The thought of Gold having a super-nuetron at the core might explain the stabitity of the electron orbitals. Of course the valence of orbital nodes mostly effects chemical interaction of the nebulas electron field which lingers in the past from the protons in the neuclas, however, this super-neutron would be solidly centered to !NOW! Thus all charged particles would display the solidity. This explains the property of malitbility the atoms are slippery toward each other, yet strongly in affinity as the center is a strong attractor drawing in the neighboring electrons somewhat randomly. This fluid aspect allows conductivity. The action of electrical flow is a curious one, those electrons of a static nature must be even further removed from the moment. There is much to consider on the temporal effect of electricity. There have been rumors of fields generating time portals. Indeed the pyrimids could be the greatest generator of electrical potential ever built, once you consider vibration via specific disonsnce and the accumulation of piezoelectric effect on that scale.