3/19/2013 1:31:54 PM: 19 Mar 2013   i am at present enjoying and enforced idle time in my home. The results of a car wreck. While idly considering my future i have learned some rather strange things about myself, about those things that seem erotic! Always learning.

8/21/2008 12:41:42 PM: Why would Someone continue to send messages, expecting a reply presumably, when They have blocked you?

12/27/2007 2:36:49 PM: Another day and task, though i was unsuccessful in my quest today. :( i was also instructed to relate my dream of last night. To the best of my recollection here it is.... i was in an unfamiliar room, working on a computer. Exchanging messages with a Domme. Unsure of how i should act, i was not clear on what if anything i could say, i made a mistake i was unaware of at the time. When Amante found out what i had done, She was quite angry with me! Ordering me off the computer, She had me lay over a sawhorse like contraption with padding on it. When i was bent over it, She bound my wrists and ankles to the legs, lubed and filled my ass and pussy with plugs and secured them in place with some sort of leather belt going between my legs and attached to another around my waist. Locking it securely in place at my back, She released me from the sawhorse and told me i was to serve dinner, dressed as i was and i was not allowed to cum no matter what i felt!!!! It was difficult, She teased me throughout the meal preperation and serving! Each time She thought i was close to coming, a stern look and word of warning was given! Once, i was so close i thought i could not stop but was brought up short by Amante slapping my breasts and commanding me not to disobey  Her again. It was this that brought me awake, bathed in sweat and as horny as i have ever been in my life!

12/24/2007 1:37:47 PM: Another day, another embarrassing task. Today i was sent window shopping, at a pet store. While i was not to purchase anything i was to 'TRY ON' several dog collars. To check for fit but more importantly to gauge my response to any salesperson that might help me. On locating what i thought would be pretty collars, i was contemplating them when approached by a salesperson, a Woman that appeared to be in Her early 40's, who asked if i needed assistance. Stumbling on my words, i mumbled yes. Which only prompted the Lady to ask again. Feeling the heat emanating from my loins surely coloring my face, i looked in Her eyes as directed and said yes. She then asked what type of dog i had, to which i unsteadily replied that it was for me. Barely hesitating, the Woman asked if i had made a mistake. When i had assured Her i had not, She looked me over closely and pursed Her lips before saying i might have better luck at another store She knew of. i thanked Her but stated i was to look here and try any that caught my eye on for fit. After assisting me with trying on several, the Woman asked if i had made a choice, stating also that She would never allow such a purchase to made by one belonging to Her! i politely stated i was only to view and try some on, not make a purchase. Smiling broadly, She attached a leather leash to the collar i had on at that moment and stated' I am sure your One would enjoy this!' i thanked Her and quickly asked to have the collar removed and said my goodbyes. Red faced but soaked, i hurried out of the store and made my way home. Thank You Amante, for another WONDERFUL lesson.

12/22/2007 8:09:46 AM: Amante, as You know so well and now all will know, i DO NOT seek contact from men. i seek only guidance from Women. You are foremost in my thoughts and desires now and will be always.