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Congrats to the Beavers, way to go! With my Masters permission Im pretty sure Id let Abel do nearly ANYTHING he wanted to me!

FYI to all the Doms out there. If you only have pictures youve downloaded from tumblr or somewhere else on the internet and none of yourself or the people youve scened with in your profile, that signals that you have no actual experience. Pictures are a great way to show of your rope skills or the types of scenes you like to do, upload something worthwhile not just another black and white pseudo bdsm picture from the internet.


YAY, were married now!!!



The wedding was fantastic and I looked amazing. Thanks so much to our family and friends that came to spend our special day with us. And thank you to my Master for making me the happiest girl in all the land. Im so lucky to have met you and Ill try to spend every day serving your desires and being the best sub I can for you. Also, thanks so much to Leonidas104 for giving me some advice on how to look my best, it certainly paid off!



That doesnt mean I still cant play with other people, be shared or be used in some other way - but it does mean that I need his permission to do so.



My porn doppleganger may be Kylie Page, were pretty close looking to each other. I just wish she did harder shoots.



FYI, my mail filters are set so that over 50 and out of the country go to Bulk. That doesnt mean I wont read it, but it will probably take longer than normal.



For those too lazy to read my profile, let me spell it out for you. Im a masochist. I enjoy rough play, rape play, consensual non-consent (cnc), total power exchange (tpe), stretchinglarge insertion, face fucking, forced orgasms, orgasm denial or long periods with an orgasm so the energy builds up inside of you until it feels like every cell in your body is electrified. Those are a few of the things I enjoy.



Update I think Jessie Rogers is currently one of my favorite porn stars along with Annette Schwartz and Marilyn Moore, though its hard to find things of hers. Plus I like it that I think I look a little like Jessie. It makes me feel like Im the one in the shoot.



Cant forget Roxy Raye though, I dont usually go for the dark haired girls, but she is so sexy!





Due to some confusion, Im going to be copying my journal into the body of my profile



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My current porn obsession - Amber Rayne, she is so damn sexy and seems to love the bdsm side of things too.



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Wow, looking back a few things jump out at me. 1) I havent been keeping up with my journal lately. 2) I havent been playing as much as I used to. 3) Time goes really fast. 4) Ive grown up a lot in the last few years.



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Now in Portland...



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schools done, yay. but also eep, this is kinda scary. Im weighing two job offers, one local and the other in OR. so again, yay, I have opportunities.I find myself evolving. Im not the same person I was 4 years ago. I wonder what Ill be like in another 4 years.



121209

My amazing meet up with Mistressmollysf



She gave me permission to journal about our meeting, so here is my recap of my get together with Mistressmollysf and her cute boy (slavetomollysf)We met for drinks and got along well. After some talking and flirting we decided to take things back to their place. Right before we opened the door she gave me my safewords and told me that once we step in side shes in charge and then she gave me a chance to back out. I told her I still wanted to go in. Once in side she quickly had both me and her boy strip and led us into the bedroom. She had me tease him a little, licking his cock, sucking on it etc until he was hard, then she tied me face up on the bed with my head at the edge and had him stand so his cock was right at my mouth. Then she appeared with a gorgeous strap on, probably 7 inches long and 3 inches around and started oo fuck me hard with it. Very hard. Her thrusts caused me to lurch forward onto his cock so that his cock was thrust into my mouth, soon enough he was face fucking me while I was getting fucked. It really felt like I was getting my brains fucked out. Then she stopped fucking me and moved to the front of me and began to fuck him with the strap on, again driving his cock into my mouth with each of her thrusts - his cock fit perfectly in my throat, I loved it. She stopped when he was getting close to cumming though. She had him pull out and then took her strap on off, deciding that she wanted to use my mouth and tongue for her pleasure. So she essentially rode my face and had him move around me and lick me while I was licking her. I made her cum but she didnt give me permission to cum. Every time I got close, she would reach down, grab a hold of my nipples and pinch and pull them so hard I would scream into her pussy, which not only caused her extra pleasure from the vibrations, it quickly took away my desire to cum (for a few minutes anyway). After I made her cum, she put a plug in her boy and had him fuck my ass while she went back to riding my face again. And again, every time I got close to cumming, my nipples got it but this time she also gave my clit and pussy five or ten hard slaps. With my hands tied, her boy holding my legs up and her sitting on my face, there wasnt much I could do to stop her either. The fucking felt so good and with my body betraying me, this cycle repeated over and over. My poor nipples were getting so sore lol.Eventually I made her cum again, and she released me from this torment. She had her boy lay on his back, she hopped on his cock and had me ride his face. This time she gave me permission to cum but not her boy, and with me as turned on as I was it didnt take long at all. I quickly came all over his face, I loved the feel of his tongue and I loved watching her ride him. After cumming, I was gently rocking back and forth on his mouth letting myself warm up for the next go around when I noticed that he was bucking his hips pretty hard, obviously getting close to cumming. with a wink, she stopped moving and behind her. She must have been squeezing his balls because he was soon moaning and then crying out into my pussy and then I new why she winked and why she liked it when I moaned earlier - the vibrations from his moans and groans were amazing. Fuck that shit felt good. I was instantly turned on again and riding his face hard. We each came again, with him receiving two more rounds of ball squeezings (much to my delight).After we came, she decided that it was his turn. She had him get on his hands and knees and then had me finger his ass and told me to keep adding fingers until I couldnt put any more in - little did I know what that meant. I dutifully added finger after finger until finally my whole hand was in his ass and I was fisting him. Then, as I was fist fucking his ass, she started to jerk him off. You could tell he was very turned on from not cumming yet and it only took him a minute or two before he was cumming into her hand. Then she held her hand up to him and he drank and licked his cum from her hand. I wanted a sample too so I kissed him, savoring his taste.We had a few more leisurely fucks during the night as we got our energy back but I think its safe to say that we were all satisfied by the end of the night...Thank you Mistress!



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My new favorite thing to watch is definitely face fucking - wow that is supper hot. All the spit, gagging, forced down her throat...sighsI also love it when Im the one that is being face fucked... being held down, feeling the cock slick with my spit ram its way down my throat as I gag around it, finishing with a cum facial...

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3/4/2018 11:25:15 AM
In real life is SOOOOOO much better than online. Get out from behind your screens and have actual conversations, physical interactions and real scenes. Stop being a keyboard jockey and go out into the real world. It really is nice out here and there are loads of potential partners who will talk with you, scene with you, have relationships with you. 

11/6/2017 10:45:34 AM
I finally squirted!!

I've been known to get wet, and to get creamy when I orgasm, but I've never squirted before. I didn't think I could, that it was just something my body didn't do. Turns out, I do!

Here's how it happened. 

We started with a little role play, which isn't something we usually do. I was a naughty cock tease cheerleader and for the first part of the scene I was teasing him, getting him hard, rubbing my clit in front of him but not letting him touch me, stroking him, sucking on him, rubbing my pussy against his cock but not putting it in me. I even did a little face sitting and came twice that way. 

Then he took control. 

He flipped me over and immediately started to fuck me while pulling on my sensitive nipples. But he only did that for a few seconds. Then he rolled me over put me over his lap and gave me a sound spanking. I'm not sure how many times he slapped me, 50-75 or so I would guess, but my ass was beat red and radiating heat.

Then he pushed me up to all fours, knelled next to me and wrapped one arm around my waist so I couldn't move and any time I would start to slouch done toward the bed he would lift me back up. With his other arm he reached between my legs and began to rapidly, roughly, aggressively rub my clit. I was quickly begging to orgasm and when he permitted it, I came hard and it just happened. I squirted and filled his hand with my fluids (and covered the sheets). And he kept going and I quickly came again and again squirted, though much less came out of me the second time. 

He had my lick my squirt from his hand and it was weird. Unlike my thicker orgasm cream, my squirt was much more watery but it had a very pleasant sweet/tart flavor. It definitely wasn't overly salty or bitter the way urine is, so I can dispel the myth that squirt is urine, it isn't.  

After that, he threw me down and fucked me in a few positions before he had me get in cowgirl to finish. 

By the end of it, I could barely move and it took my a few minutes before I could stand again. 

So, I don't know if it was because of being extra excited from the role play or maybe it was the position I was in (usually I'm on my back or stomach when I orgasm, not forced to kneel), but either way, it's official - I've joined the squirter club!

10/18/2017 4:14:57 PM
I did one of the porn doppelganger AI searches and it came back with my best matches being Brittney Skye, Alicia Rhodes, Mary Queen and Stesha Nubiles. I'll take those matches!!!

10/15/2017 1:31:49 PM
I'm now Married! The wedding was fantastic and I looked amazing. Thanks so much to Leonidas104  for giving me some advice on how to look my best, it certainly paid off!

8/2/2017 3:36:56 PM
This site is becoming intolerable with it constantly being slow or out of service. 

1/3/2017 10:33:33 PM
Does anyone know how to go to the profile page of the video journal clips that are show on the left hand side of the screen when you log out?

11/5/2016 3:09:34 PM
Funny story. I was laying on my bed giving myself some self love and my cat jumps up and starts licking my fingers clean. My cat likes how I taste lol

9/25/2016 3:53:56 PM
I had a dream the other night. I was walking down an alley and was attacked from behind by thee men. I was forced against a wall, my pants were quickly pulled down and I was taken from behind. Then I was spun onto my hands and kneed and the second guy pushed himself into my mouth while the third guy went behind me and forced himself first into my pussy and then my ass.

I woke up soaking wet and urgently brought myself to a hard orgasm and then a second more leisurely one as I remembered the dream.

8/25/2016 5:59:38 PM
Hi CS,

Big news - I'm engaged!

4/4/2016 11:51:56 AM
Just saw Amber Rayne passed away, I'm so sad. She was physically and mentally strong, not only able to take whatever the scene called for but in real life, having overcome cancer. I hope she's at peace.

3/2/2016 6:26:55 PM
http://www.asstr.org/~Kristen/01/barnone.txt

such a secret fantasy for so many girls!

1/21/2016 3:59:54 PM
A dominant should be someone you look up to, who inspires you and pushes you to be better. Not someone who just hits you with pieces of leather or ties you up. Be inspiring and you'll have all the subs you want. Be mundane and you'll struggle to have even one.

1/21/2016 3:59:25 PM
A dominant should be someone you look up to, who inspires you and pushes you to be better. Not someone who just hits you with pieces of leather or ties you up.

11/4/2015 4:06:33 PM
Love this so much, I know exactly how she feels when she talks about being dirty

http://fr.xhamster.com/movies/2906111/my_fav_star_being_herself.html

2/24/2015 7:42:34 PM
A friend of mine is looking for something, do any of you know where she might be able to find it? If you tell me the story so I can send it to her, I'll send you a picture of me of your request. Here is what she's looking for:

ok boys and girls, I have something that perhaps one of you can help me with.

I am looking for the the article that first got me interested in bdsm. I remember reading it in the summer of 1994, so assume it's publish date was no latter than Aug, but it could have been anytime before then. I remember that it was in one of those reader letter write in type of magazine - I think it was penthouse letters but not 100% sure. On to the good stuff: the letter was female domme/male sub, the boy went to her house and was tied up to a pole in her basement and over the course of a weekend she uses him in various ways: forced oral, shaved him, sex etc the letter ends with him leaving and looking forward to doing it again.



If anyone can figure out what issue it was in, I'd greatly appreciate it and so would she. I don't know what your reward will be (maybe custom pics taken just for you? maybe a pair of my panties clean or worn?)  but I'm sure I'll find something appropriate for whomever can find the story.

12/25/2014 11:10:44 AM
Merry Christmas everyone. Hope you all get a kinky present or two and have someone to use it with.

12/16/2014 11:08:11 PM
It was the middle of the night and I was sleeping. He pulled the covers off me, rolled me over, pushed my legs back and entered my pussy in one deep thrust, waking me instantly. He fucked me like that, hard and deep, in the dark until he came. We washed up and went back to sleep. I was used solely for his pleasure and I loved it. I told him he could do that anytime he wanted, as if he needed my permission.

11/1/2014 2:56:40 PM
The night started like many others, with us laying together in bed. Me naked, him mostly so. Soon I found myself over his lap and getting spanked until my ass was bright pink and each slap brought a sigh out of me. Then he moved on to the paddle, bringing it down on my ass until it was no doubt a dark red and each strike was causing me to let out little grunts. However, he would reach down and run his finger along my wet slit, or rub my clit, increasing my arousal and making the pain easier to handle.

Once my ass was a shade of red that was to his liking, I heard the click of the lube bottle and felt it being dribbled over my ass. I didn't have to wait long and I soon felt him put one and then quickly a second finger in my ass. He worked them in and out of my ass, opening me up before sliding in a third finger. Three fingers is usually our transition point to him fucking me, but not this time.

This time, when he withdrew his fingers, I felt the cold steel of my large jeweled plug. It's even larger than my glass plug and I had never taken it before. He started sliding it in and out, going a little deeper with each stroke. I yelped when it got to the widest part and he backed it out for a second, before resuming the gradual assault on my ass. This time, when it got to the widest part he didn't stop and kept pushing until it was past the widest part and all the way in, which only took about half a second.

Once inside me, he would rock it back and forth, tap on it with his fingers, and nudge it with his knuckles as he played with my pussy.

Finally, he eased the plug out and started fucking my ass. With my ass nicely loosened up, he simply hold me down and fucked me as hard as he could. Soon I was asking permission to cum. He made me hold it for a minute, but once granted he grabbed my nipple and pinched hard, amplifying my orgasm. The huge orgasm caused my ass to clamp down on his cock. With my ass super tight around him, he fucked me hard through my orgasm, before cumming deep in my ass.

10/25/2014 5:40:09 PM
So many Dommes don't have pictures in their profile. Wonder why that is...

10/25/2014 3:44:45 PM
Hooray for lazy mornings, sleeping in and morning sex. Just what weekends are for!


Anyone want to guess my Halloween costume?

9/22/2014 10:03:15 PM
Sorry about the long delay, I just learned last week that this was the new url for the site. Journal updates will resume shortly.

4/20/2014 2:57:37 PM

So fucking horny and I'm not allowed to cum for another week - fml

 

update: it only lasted a week, don't get overexcited boys


4/5/2014 4:01:31 PM

What I did last weekend:

 

I met up with this guy I've been seeing and we went out for drinks. After we went back to his place and got down to it. He had my strip and then tied a chest harness on me, and then tied my hands behind my back before forcing me to my knees where he had my suck on him for a while, then he tossed me on the bed where he fucked me for a while. Then he pulled out and inserted a speculum in me and opened me up that way and then he inserted a hitachi inside of my pussy, which had me cumming like crazy. After keeping it in me for a few minutes, he took it out (which hurt a bit) and then started fucking me again, before pulling out and cumming all over my stomach, tits and almost hit me in the face. It was  fun night!


3/21/2014 1:09:50 PM

FYI, I'm not into age play, if you're over 50 you go to bulk, which I rarely check and even more rarely respond to.


9/16/2012 1:43:50 PM

Met up with a friend last night, had some drinks. At the bar I spilled a little of my drink on his shoe, he simply looked at me and said that I just cost myself the right to orgasm. We then made our way to a local park where we got frisky under the cover of some trees. It wasn't anything very elaborate or well thought out, he simply pushed me up against a tree, pulled my dress up around my waist and took my from behind. He pinched my nipples and played with my breasts a little to get me more turned on and then plunged into my dripping pussy. After a few minutes of thrusting he used a combination of my juices and his spit to enter my ass. A few more minutes of thrusting and then he pulled out, spun me around, shoved his cock in my mouth and came down my throat.

 

He didn't let me cum, but it was still a fun night. Unfortunately now I'm frustrated and still on orgasm restriction.


5/19/2012 10:40:18 PM

I know I haven't been on or responding to people much lately. I've been dealing with the loss of someone very important to me. I've been quite sad lately, to put it mildly.


1/20/2012 7:03:35 PM

Guys (and girls), think of this as a PSA.

 

I've recently been chatting with a couple on here, and while they live on the other coast and we'll likely never meet each other, we started chatting around out mutual interest in tease and denial. This led to some hot play scenes where they give me an assignment and I do it along with photographic proof and send them a write up of what I did, how I was feeling etc as well as the picture as proof. So why have I been doing these things with them while barely replying to a lot of emails I get from others?

 

First, obviously there is a base level of attraction that has to be there, but after that they engaged me in things that I was interested in and they were as well but did so in a respectful manner (for example, tease and denial, being used like a toy etc).

 

Second, they have fully respected my desire to be anonymous and not go on cam or call them or text them or meet them right away, which leads me to trust them and feel comfortable in sending them the exact pictures they have requested (legs restrained a certain way, fingers positioned a certain way etc, likely done as a way to confirm that not only am I doing what they want but also that I am who I say I am while allowing me to remain anonymous). I've had a stalker before, and don't want to repeat that again.

 

So, in summary, be attractive, connect to a girl through your shared interests and respect her boundaries and you too can have a someone willing to engage in some fun play with you.

 

Or if you all want to try and step up your game, you can try with me but be forewarned you face stiff competition for my limited time and attention.

 

 


4/2/2011 6:31:10 PM

Wow, looking back a few things jump out at me. 1) I haven't been keeping up with my journal lately. 2) I haven't been playing as much as I used to. 3) Time goes really fast. 4) I've grown up a lot in the last few years.


1/10/2011 9:52:54 PM

Noooo, so sorry to see the ducks lose. At least I didn't bet on the game, so I didn't lose anything.


7/1/2010 12:28:07 AM
Now in Portland...

6/26/2010 11:36:56 PM
Thank you all for asking. I have taken the position that is in OR, and will be moving there shortly. 

6/14/2010 6:55:15 PM
schools done, yay. but also eep, this is kinda scary.

I'm weighing two job offers, one local and the other in OR. so again, yay, I have opportunities.

I find myself evolving. I'm not the same person I was 4 years ago. I wonder what I'll be like in another 4 years. 

5/30/2010 12:23:58 AM
I played for the first time in a long time (too long) last night, and I was really surprised. I wasn't able to take nearly as much as I used to. Apparently my tolerance has gone down, I guess it's true what they say, use it or lose it. Hm, I think I'll have to start trying to get some of my former pain levels back again!
 

4/18/2010 1:23:04 PM
I've been thinking a lot about different styles of play and was wondering when it comes to the Top talking, other then the occasional direction being given, what do most people prefer?

Tops, do you like to talk a lot during your scene to try and enhance the experience and bottoms, do you like your Top to be talking or do you just want to feel what happens?

12/12/2009 1:05:50 AM
She gave me permission to journal about our meeting, so here is my recap of my get together with Mistressmollysf and her cute boy (slavetomollysf):

We met for drinks and got along well. After some talking and flirting we decided to take things back to their place. Right before we opened the door she gave me my safewords and told me that once we step in side she's in charge and then she gave me a chance to back out. I told her I still wanted to go in.

Once in side she quickly had both me and her boy strip and led us into the bedroom. She had me tease him a little, licking his cock, sucking on it etc until he was hard, then she tied me face up on the bed with my head at the edge and had him stand so his cock was right at my mouth. Then she appeared with a gorgeous strap on, probably 7 inches long and 3 inches around and started oo fuck me hard with it. Very hard. Her thrusts caused me to lurch forward onto his cock so that his cock was thrust into my mouth, soon enough he was face fucking me while I was getting fucked. It really felt like I was getting my brains fucked out. Then she stopped fucking me and moved to the front of me and began to fuck him with the strap on, again driving his cock into my mouth with each of her thrusts - his cock fit perfectly in my throat, I loved it.

She stopped when he was getting close to cumming though. She had him pull out and then took her strap on off, deciding that she wanted to use my mouth and tongue for her pleasure. So she essentially rode my face and had him move around me and lick me while I was licking her. I made her cum but she didn't give me permission to cum. Every time I got close, she would reach down, grab a hold of my nipples and pinch and pull them so hard I would scream into her pussy, which not only caused her extra pleasure from the vibrations, it quickly took away my desire to cum (for a few minutes anyway).

After I made her cum, she put a plug in her boy and had him fuck my ass while she went back to riding my face again. And again, every time I got close to cumming, my nipples got it but this time she also gave my clit and pussy five or ten hard slaps. With my hands tied, her boy holding my legs up and her sitting on my face, there wasn't much I could do to stop her either. The fucking felt so good and with my body betraying me, this cycle repeated over and over. My poor nipples were getting so sore lol.

Eventually I made her cum again, and she released me from this torment. She had her boy lay on his back, she hopped on his cock and had me ride his face. This time she gave me permission to cum but not her boy, and with me as turned on as I was it didn't take long at all. I quickly came all over his face, I loved the feel of his tongue and I loved watching her ride him.

After cumming, I was gently rocking back and forth on his mouth letting myself warm up for the next go around when I noticed that he was bucking his hips pretty hard, obviously getting close to cumming. with a wink, she stopped moving and behind her. She must have been squeezing his balls because he was soon moaning and then crying out into my pussy and then I new why she winked and why she liked it when I moaned earlier - the vibrations from his moans and groans were amazing. Fuck that shit felt good. I was instantly turned on again and riding his face hard. We each came again, with him receiving two more rounds of ball squeezings (much to my delight).

After we came, she decided that it was his turn. She had him get on his hands and knees and then had me finger his ass and told me to keep adding fingers until I couldn't put any more in - little did I know what that meant. I dutifully added finger after finger until finally my whole hand was in his ass and I was fisting him. Then, as I was fist fucking his ass, she started to jerk him off. You could tell he was very turned on from not cumming yet and it only took him a minute or two before he was cumming into her hand. Then she held her hand up to him and he drank and licked his cum from her hand. I wanted a sample too so I kissed him, savoring his taste.

We had a few more leisurely fucks during the night as we got our energy back but I think its safe to say that we were all satisfied by the end of the night...

Thank you Mistress!

9/13/2009 1:37:46 PM
back in the bay area...

6/29/2009 10:46:57 PM
After all sorts of craziness, I'm now in Portland for my summer internship. I'll be here for about 2 months before coming back to SF to finish school in the fall.

6/14/2009 1:11:20 AM
a lot of people have asked, but I haven't written about my tahoe trip because there wasn't a lot of bdsm activity. There was a lot of fucking, and I spent a lot of time in the hot tub and on the bed but there wasn't any bdsm activity to speak of. So, sorry but it was plain old vanilla sex that weekend...

5/30/2009 12:48:01 AM
yes, I'm finished with finals everyone, thanks for your concern and well wishing.

Right now I'm busy trying to find an internship, and no that doesn't mean I want 100 people on here to tell me of this great opportunity they could get me.

5/20/2009 11:05:31 PM
two finals down, three to go...

5/19/2009 11:01:13 PM
Just got back from Tahoe and had an amazing time. It's so pretty there! Anyway, I had a few experiences that I'll be sharing over the next few days so stay tuned.

5/15/2009 1:38:09 PM
Packing for Tahoe. A little fun in the sun is what I need to clear my head for finals.

5/3/2009 7:26:01 PM
why is it, when I want to play with someone there isn't any one around? Not even when I went into the extreme use, rape,  humiliation or auction chat rooms here did anyone message me - how boring. What does a girl have to do to get some attention around here...


As an update, I have been having much more luck lately. Thank you for the tips on how to use the chat rooms. I don't use them that often, but I'm glad I know how to do it now when I get that craving.

4/20/2009 6:13:14 PM
why can't it be 80 here all the time.....

4/7/2009 12:23:10 AM
Does anyone know where to get those rubber things that dentists use to keep your mouth open? I think they would be very hot to play with...ok, to clarify, I want the small rubber things the dentist puts on or by your molars so you can't bite down...

3/25/2009 6:41:02 PM
My new favorite thing to watch is definitely face fucking - wow that is supper hot. All the spit, gagging, forced down her throat...sighs

I also love it when I'm the one that is being face fucked... being held down, feeling the cock slick with my spit ram its way down my throat as I gag around it, finishing with a cum facial...hot hot hot

3/16/2009 5:19:07 PM
My bulk mail is set up so that anyone over 50 goes there. As I said I'm not interested in anyone old enough to be my dad.

3/3/2009 11:17:40 PM
My mom is doing ok, thanks everyone for asking. I'll be making a lot of trips back east on weekends, so I'm not sure how much I'll be on here. I guess you'll see me when you see me...

2/1/2009 12:54:31 AM
Going to the home tomorrow, not sure when I'll be back or able to get on-line again. Hope everyone understands...

1/25/2009 1:49:09 PM
hey "Dom's" I am not here to teach you, if you don't know what you're doing find someone to be your mentor...

1/7/2009 12:39:15 AM
I'm back from FL, I had an amazing time. Thanks to all the guys and girls that made it so much fun for me!

12/18/2008 12:14:03 AM
I'm done with finals after this week and will be taking a trip after that, see you all in the new year.

12/12/2008 4:45:39 PM
In today's age of google and instant searches, why would anyone say that they wrote something when they didn't. That's called plagiarism...If you want to send me a hot story, that's awesome but don't claim you wrote it if you didn't. It's still a hot story and can be an enjoyable read and will more than likely gets me off, there's no need to lie about who wrote it... My current mood is sad and disappointed.

12/5/2008 5:49:00 PM
I want to clarify for everyone why I can't give myself to anyone at this time.  Right now I need to make sure that I am devoting enough time to school so that I pass all my classes this semester. School is an important stepping stone for whatever my future may hold and I need to make sure I do well. I may be a slut, and a whore or a cunt, but I want to be those things out of choice not because I'm broke or jobless or homeless, with no education and that is my only option left in life. Education equals opportunity and in this economic environment I think we all need as much help getting and keeping a job as we can get. Unless you're in the top 1% with multimillions of dollars so you don't have much to worry about but then again, I haven't see too many of those people writing to me...

I hope that makes sense to everyone and even if you don't agree with what I'm doing, at least you can understand why I'm doing it.

11/16/2008 2:18:03 PM
I had an amazing Friday that I want to share with everyone.

I had my afternoon class canceled, work called and said I didn't need to come in and my roommate took a road trip with her bf, so I had the place to myself for once.

Put a slut like me in an empty apartment and you know something will happen, I just can't keep my mind from wandering lol. I decided to work on my biggest fantasy, anal stretching with the goal of being able to be fisted.

I started around noon and kept going until 9 with a few breaks for lunch, water and to rest a little. I wasn't able to fist myself, but by the end I was so so so so close. If my hand was just a little smaller or if someone else was doing it to me  I think I would have had a fist in my ass. Someone else could get a better angle on insertion as well as keep pushing through my groaning, it's hard to do it yourself and keep going when it hurts and makes you groan. Or who knows, maybe if I had someone here on on-line encouraging me more I could have done it.

It was porn from my favorite wet dream belladonna that got me closest. I think if I had more of her porn and a little more stamina I would have gotten my fist in. Her video of being double fisted by Jenna Haze is so damn hottttt!!!

Also of note, I was able to take a voss water bottle in my ass. It was 7.125 inch circumference and notable because voss bottles are not tapered at all, they are a perfect cylinder, meaning that my ass was loose enough to immediately open to 7.125 inches. I felt so full with it in me, it was amazing. I can only imagine what it will feel like when I eventually do get my fist in, or someone elses fist... I spent a long time stretching and did it right, nice slow stretching - no rushing, ripping or blood.

I also got a lot of attention from another Mistress, which has me intrigued and very interested.

11/4/2008 10:13:38 PM
YES WE CAN! 

updated: YES WE DID!!!

11/4/2008 5:57:33 PM
Go vote everyone!!!

10/7/2008 12:03:16 AM

Mistress was feeling nice the other day and gave me permission to cum 5 times during the day. I spent some time thinking about the various ways I like to cum before doing anything, I hadn't been allowed to cum that many times in a day and I didn't want to waste any of them.

I started off with one of my favs, taking a bath and using the shower head to run water on my clit. After drying off I went into my bedroom, grabbed the lube and some toys. First I put in my med plug (6 inch circumference) and used my dildo and a small hand held vib and fucked my pussy hard until I came again.  I was still turned on, so I decided to use my third orgasm right away. I took out the plug and used my dildo in my ass. In a kneeling position, with my head down, if I fuck myself hard and in a downward angle, I can get the dildo to hit my gspot through the membrane dividing my ass and pussy. So that's what I did for my third orgasm, slamming my dildo in my ass at just the right angle to make me cum. I don't think it's technically an anal orgasm, but it's cumming from anal which is close enough if you ask me :)

I needed a break, and also wanted to save my last two orgasms, so I got some water and took a tv time out.

It wasn't long before my thoughts were heading back to my last two orgasms I had coming though.

My fingers started to lightly pinch and twist my nipples and rub my clit and pussy through my shorts.

For my last two I wanted some pain, I wanted it to hurt, I wanted to really feel it.

I grabbed a few key things from the kitchen and retreated to the bedroom.  First, I rubbed my clit a bit to get me good and turned on (I can take much more pain when I'm turned on). Then I put in my plug with no lube, both to stretch me open a bit and also to irritate the skin a little, then slid the plug in and out a few times. I then took the plug out and put some lube all over it and then grabbed one of the things I got from the kitchen, ground ginger, and poured a bunch on the plug so it was coated in the ground ginger and it was sticking to the lube, and then slid the plug into my ass. I felt the low heat from the ginger on my irritated mucus membranes almost immediately. Then I put the dildo in my pussy to make the plug tighter in my ass, and finally I picked up another thing I got in kitchen, clothes pins, on my nipples. When the pins clamped down on my nipples, it caused my ass to clamp down on the plug causing it to burn even more.

I then grabbed the dildo and started to fuck my pussy as hard as I could and used my vib on my clit, it only took a few minutes before I was cumming hard around the plug and dildo.

Still turned on, I decided to keep going and use my last orgasm right away. Grabbing the dildo again I started to fuck myself hard again, and alternating a few slaps of my clit which sent my hips bucking off the bed trying to get more. Picking up my last clothes pin I put it on my clit, causing me to groan and my ass to clamp on the plug again. Everytime I would slide the dildo into me, I would brush against the clothes pin causing a shock to go through me. It only took a few minutes before I was cuming again and right as i came, I knocked the pins of my nipples with one arm and flicked the pin on my clit with the other. This caused me to have a massive orgasm.

I was a little sore (and my ass was a little warm) but I was very happy and satisfied. Thank you Mistress, I really enjoyed my orgasms!!!


9/25/2008 7:47:49 PM
wow, unchecking the searching for male dom box has drastically reduced the number of stupid emails that I get. I should have done that a long time ago...

9/16/2008 1:27:42 PM
I swear most guys on here are partially retarded...you all are going to make me turn forever to the pink side.

9/6/2008 7:27:12 PM
wow, I love the clips on the site ultimate surrender. Does anyone have a password I can use to see an entire match and not just the 30 second clip they show?

8/30/2008 4:41:40 PM
The other day I went to see my old bf to get some pics back. This was of my own free will, and not something Mistress Eve had me do.

We agreed before hand to trade a bj for the pics. So, we started fooling around and I gave him his bj, and took his cum down my throat and in my mouth. (he was taking pics of me going down on him also) Then he tells me he changed his mind and wants me to sub to his current gf.

Well,  I didn't want to do anything with her, I was dressed in a cute semitransparent blouse and a skirt and I wanted to go out with friends to a bar and flirt a little. So, I said something to the effect that I'm not subbing to that fucking bitch. Which really pissed her off and she said something like oh yes you are you skank slut, if you blow my boyfriend I'm damn well getting something out of it. Then she walked over to me, grabbed my hair and pulled my head back hard and kneed me hard in my pussy - fuck I never new that could hurt so much. I had tears instantly, if she wasn't holding my up by the hair I would have been on the ground...Then she pulled my top off, tearing it a little in the process and reached inside my bra and started twisting my nipple, really hard. I still had a little fight in me, but I was loosing this battle fast. I tried using my nails to claw her arm, but she slapped my face a few times and threw me over the coffee table and that was about it. They restrained me to it and took my skirt off.

She started with a flogger working me over pretty good, then moved on to the cane, she must have caned my back, ass and legs at least a hundred times, I had lines up and down my body, and I couldn't even sit when I got home.

She then flipped me over and started fingering me with three fingers which went into my pussy very easily (I was pretty wet by this time). She got a vib, put it on my clit and worked a fourth finger into me - then started to really give it to me hard. It wasn't long until she had folded her thumb into her hand and was giving me all five fingers and finally her fist. After a few seconds to adjust to her hand in me, she started pulling it all the way out and sliding it back in and after a few minutes she was literally punching my pussy and with her hand sliding into me. I don't think I've ever experienced that before, it was scary and hurt a little, but thinking back on it, it was pretty amazing.

After tiring of that, she took off her shorts and sat on my face, and also grabbed my legs pulling them back. This lifted my ass off the table, and my ex bf started to finger my asshole, slowly stretching me open. She played a game where if I slowed down licked and sucking her, she would signal him to put another finger in my ass. He eventually worked 4 fingers in but stopped there.

After cumming a few times on my tongue, she finished the night by using a pretty big strap on in my ass. It was prob 8 inches long, but was thick, I think it had a 2.5 inch diameter, which I think is almost fisting size. (side note, regular readers note anal fisting is a huge fantasy of mine) I was able to take it pretty well, I think all the plug training we've been doing helped there. She did use a hitachi on me and let me cum a few times during the night, so that was nice.

After she came from fucking my ass, I cleaned myself up in the bathroom, he gave me the pics and I went home - a very sore girl. It was one of those things where at first and during parts of it I hated it, but my the end I was loving it and wanted them to keep using me. I was actually a little sad when it was over. I think part of the reason that I hate her (well, I don't really hate her, just think she's a bitch) is that she really knows how to hurt me if she wants to. That knee to the pussy was wicked - it simultaneously sent a shock of intense pain through me, took my breath away and made me want to throw up - no flogger or cane stroke has ever done that (I knew it really hurt guys, bu apparently it hurts girls too). She also knows how to make me cum supper hard, I had one of the hardest orgasms of my life when she was punch fist fucking my pussy with the vib on my clit...


oh, and no, this does not mean I'll share the pics with anyone that asks, friends only!!!

8/27/2008 5:54:35 PM
Mistress has directed me to write about how I feel when she does not write to me for a few days. I feel a few emotions, I feel a little sad - I get excited when I see her name in red in my inbox, I start to feel a little anxious - did I do something to upset her then I feel glad and happy when I see her next message. I also feel a little nervous before opening it, I hope that she will write something nice to me or maybe give me an assignment to do. My nervousness is due to not wanting to see something bad, which means that I've disappointed her somehow.

So, that's mostly how I feel when I don't hear from her, I hope I was able to convey the emotions I feel clearly so you all understand how I feel sometimes.

8/25/2008 12:44:56 PM
Mistress gave me permission to cum three times yesterday, but there were rules on how I could cum. The first was only after using a toy for 30 minutes to warm me up, the second had to be through anal stimulation only and the third had to be without the use of my hands or a sex toy touching my pussy.

For my first orgasm I used my vibrating egg on low for 30 min which had me ready to explode, then I used my med dildo and really fucked my pussy hard and was also rubbing my clit - after about 5 min I came so hard, omg...

Then I just laid there for about 10 minutes, relaxing and then got ready for my next orgasm. I lubed up my ass and slid my med plug into my ass, loving the way it stretched my but I couldn't cum that way so then I started fucking my ass with the plug, sliding it in and out. I still couldn't cum so I started fucking my ass hard, like I would with my pussy but I still couldn't cum. Then I thought of something else. I got a dildo and started fucking my ass with it, I got on my knees and pointed the dildo down and fucked myself that way. In this angle, when I fucked my ass hard, I was able to get the dildo to hit my gspot, through the membrane that separates my ass and pussy. after 5 or 10 minutes of this I was able to have a nice cum, not too hard, but a nice gentle rolling cum.

The third orgasm was pretty easy, I took a throw pillow and put it between my legs so I could rub my clit against it, and then humped the pillow until I came. again, not a hard orgasm, but a nice gentle cum.

I slept very soundly last night :)

Then today she had me put in my plug and wear it to work , I think I'll enjoy work today - yum


8/21/2008 5:45:51 PM
after sleeping naked with a plug in, I got to take a vib into the shower with me. The vib combined with spraying the water at my clit had me cumming in no time. Purrrr, I love cumming...Thank you Mistress

8/20/2008 11:55:27 PM
Mistress has been using me so well. Among other things; she has been teasing me, having me bring myself to the brink of orgasm over and over only to stop at the last minute, and going to sleep plugged. Then rewarding me the next by allowing me to fuck myself hard with my dildos, letting me cum over and over.

Other times she has controlled what I wear to work, and had me do naughty things during my break times...

Thank you Mistress

8/10/2008 7:44:54 PM
someone recommended I look at the monkey rocker - OMG I want one!!!!!!!!!!  whoever made the recommendation thank you. ok, found out who it was and appropriately thanked them...

8/10/2008 10:49:32 AM
Had a great time last night with a certain couple. We went out to eat at a nice restaurant with me wearing something maybe a little to sexy, then quickly went back to my place so I could pick something up, then back to their place for a fantastic night. The play wasn't as extreme as I've done in the past, but it was very sensual and frankly, it was Fing fantastic

8/6/2008 2:31:52 AM
got taken to the giants game tonight by a certain couple I hope invites me into their bed (not so subtle hint - please, please, please). Thank you, you two, I had a great time.

8/3/2008 1:08:08 PM
SFSirandpet wins the award for best story of the day, they sent me a nice little tale that made me all happy and tingly. They have set a high bar, I hope others on here can match them. (I'd also love to play with them sometime). They literally almost made me cum just from reading it.

Individualcam is the runner up for his story this morning

8/2/2008 11:37:50 AM
please be in state and within 10 or so years of me, if you're over 40 I'm not going to be interested. Would you want to be with someone that could be your parent? Didn't think so...

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VraiBelle
 
 Age: 18
 Lufkin, Texas