8/1/2016 10:50:37 PM: This is my open letter to you to accept me as your sub/slave.   I started this journey downloading online BDSM. In this random picture search I started finding BDSM themes. I couldn’t believe how much it turned me on to see it. Before long i was trying those things out on myself, and scouring the internet for people to share experiences with. It turned me on even more to do this things to my body. Do them to myself.   Then I found someone who would tell me what to do. I was hooked. It didn’t matter what they asked, I wanted to obey and explore. How hard? How long? How many times? With what? It was a thrill to obey. Obedience was the key. To become a thing. To obey.   Obedience was the key.   I worked through cyber, phone sex, camsex… serving both men and women online and over the phone. I has several short relationships with mostly play. Most girls were slightly scared of the Kink I was asking for and it was’t successful. I want to learn so much and be trained as best I can. So i went back to the internet. Didn’t have much success until I met Mistress Jane.   Mistress Jane was in Ft Lauderdale, and she took me under her wing. I was her pussy boy. Wearing stocking, pantyhose, and her panties. I tied myself up for her and followed her every whim. She walked me through intense CBT and self bondage. Started me on anal adventures and enemas. She sent me my first massive butt plug which I learned to take easily. And want more.   We started meeting at hotels as she came through the area frequently. In person, she introduced me to queening and oral servitude (which I apparently excelled at), body worship, bondage, light cross-dressing and serving as her personal slave: washing her, massaging her, cooking for her, dressing her.   We would go to home improvement stores where we met and buy the weekends bondage toys and tools. Ropes and chain, locks and rings. We played a game where she would have me pick out 2 items I would like her to use on me. And She would as well. Then I would have to choose 3 of those items and obey her kinky ideas.   I thought she was single. It was the 15th meeting when she introduced me to forced-bi and her husband. I was tied up to a coffee table, and she had been teasing me. and what I though was her strap on, turned into her husbands penis. After that, I sucked cock and cleaned up after he had sex with her. It started getting a little weird with him in the picture and the situation slowly deteriorated. Pretty soon I was just meeting him to wear stockings or hose, shave my body, and suck his short fat cock.   I took 5 years off after that, dabbled in unsuccessful vanilla relationships that always left me unfulfilled and important. I knew what I needed. To make matters worse   So I came back to CollarSpace to start my search again. To find a Domme to retrain me, wipe my preconceived notions, and teach me to be her pet. I find I cannot enjoy myself unless I am obeying.   My strengths may not be the strengths you desire. They can be changed.  I can be trained. I am intelligent and geeky. I approached it with the idea that all I have to give is myself. Fully. All I can do is my best. There is no try… you know the rest.   In my time, I have dabbled in the following: wax, cbt, anal, enema, queening, bondage, paddling, pet play, nipple torture, ball stretching, pain, light cross dressing. But looking to try so much more.   I wish to be trained as Mistress sees fit. Her likes are my likes, her desires are my goals. I want to make her happy, as that excites me. I want to excel in her eyes and meet her expectations. I want to be turned slowly into an obedient boy for nothing else than pleasing his Mistress.   As time goes by, I hope to become better at obeying, better at pleasing her, better at anticipating her desires. I want to be safe and secure, knowing she has my health and safety at heart. I want no limits knowing I can obey her with my whole being and be better for it.   I want my limits stretched to please her. I do not care what they are. She can decide what I like and don’t like. I just want o do as she requests the best way I can.   In the end only you can decide to take me, use me, train me. Only by giving myself can I attempt to prove my worth. I beg you to give me a chance, a trial. And see what you can mold this boy into.   Thank you for your time, Mistress

7/3/2016 1:13:53 AM: Playing WoW again, Horde... Kargath or anywhere. Also looking for a fetish friendly guild. Will restart on any server with an ongoing group or Domme.

4/21/2015 6:10:20 PM: Been in Hong Kong for a few weeks on a job. No action in there? Did I miss it?

3/18/2015 11:44:58 PM: Hypnotize me?

2/6/2014 8:59:20 PM: Looking for ongoing TeamViewer control and training. If you are interested, message me and we can talk. :)