2/10/2018 5:04:18 PM: 'Switch' Day we meet, I'll hand you the wireless remote to the vibrator I'll be wearing In my ass, You can turn it on during dinner. .as we eat Watching me sweat.. and stifle it, Knowing when you get between my legs.. the juices will already be flowing. I'll be at edge of my seat whole time. I'll wear a short dress. You'll know I'm turned on so much. Intoxicated... with the lust in my eyes. speechless.. you'll have to order for me..Knowing I want to jump you right there ..but I cant. We get to the car.. and I'm trembling. .You put me inside.. I'm paralyzed.. on edge of orgasm. .You reach between my legs.. my face .. begging eyes. How can you do this to me.. I'll ask, It's easy you say... you like me like this, and tell me.. We have a long nite ahead. I'm trying to hold my breath.. closing my eyes.. as your hand reaches my wetness. You know I'm melting. You take out your cock. Show it to me..Don't touch .. you say. I'm screaming inside for it... but I obey. You make me watch you....stroke it... fire in my eyes. S.... don't speak.. you say...Don't move..You turn on the vibrator again...It takes my breath away..I'm groaning... Eyes wide The hitch in your breath makes the corners of my mouth curl in a mischievous smile...as I drive, the faint scent of want and pussy dances past my nostrils...The combination of the sight and sound of you prove only to force more blood into my already engorged cock.. I sense your need as I park the car..your eyes lock onto the front door as if to find solace knowing once inside your suffering will finally abate...I turn off the engine and the night becomes deathly quiet. The silence broken only by the faint whirring of the devious machine that keeps you on the edge of bliss but does not hold the power to grant you relief...your head turns to me, your eyes still filled with ache and desire...you watch wantonly as I give my member a few more strokes then fit it back in my pants and zip it away...I pick up the remote and adjust the speed to assure your arousal will stay peaked for the walk to the front steps...as I look at you I lean as my hand softly caresses your bare leg, I slide it toward your heat and speak..'stay my pet...I will help you inside.'... As the last word leaves my mouth my thumb glances over your swollen clit..your eyes close and you g...the smile returns to my face and I exit the car...I walk around to your door and open it offering you my hand as your legs fight to remain solid under you...the vibration of the egg that resides in your ass finds new methods of torture as it shifts once you lift from the seat...you stand and I watch as you seek control enough to walk to the house...the light of the porch lamp proves useful when it causes a glint from a droplet of wetness as needful evidence rains slowly down your leg... It is a short walk to the front door...but in your current state it seems almost an insurmountable distance...you command your feet to move and begrudgingly they comply paying the price with each step...the egg adjusts with every attempt to propel yourself towards your goal...and each adjustment brings a different level of stimulation. ' one step at a time my pet.' I say understanding your need to move slowly yet not willing to cease the constant vibration that would ease your torturous journey. Wetness streams down your leg as the incessant barrage of sensation radiates from deep in your bowls causing your breath to become erratic and your eyes to close as waves of heightened arousal strike your body....after finally reaching the door I unlock it and usher you inside...with the door now closed and we are hidden from any that might seek to witness what is to come next...I turn and look at you..again the impish grin fills my face as I behold you. I bring my palm gently to your cheek and make my way into your hair...once my finger are firmly entwined I make a fist and softly pull the captured locks downward causing your neck to bend back... 'Now my pretty pet...' I say with a low demanding voice. ' tell me what you want most at this moment.' ... a word caught in my throat.. as I look up at you....my face flushed...you bring your lips right close to mine.. your eyes still open.. our eyes locked.. 'say it'.. you demand... your other hand pressing me back against the wall...and in one swift move your cock is out again...you know I'm shaking.. I feel the soft buzzing in my ass , my pussy drops uncontrolled. Fire in my eyes..my voice barely squeaking out the words....you Sir.. as you reach down and gently place your hand up my dress over my mound.. take this off..you whisper...directly.....then release me.. I slump back against the wall.. letting out a deep breath... eyes close.. I'm so dizzy.. head swirling... You move toward the bedroom... yelling back.. as you turn the corner.. do it now!... instantly I stand back up and in one swoop.. I'm naked..and frantic as I follow your voice.. trailing into the other room....as soon as I get around the corner.. your right there.. catching me in your arms, wrapping me up.. smiling.. where you going in such a hurry slave? No where... that's where...

1/14/2018 3:14:47 PM: Imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited to all we know and understand. While imagination embraces the entire world and all there will ever be to know and understand

7/12/2017 10:18:47 PM: I have been on the road all over the east coast for the last month so if you were trying to have communication and I didn't get back to you yet that's why. I'm not going to be back home for a few more days so.. Be well....

5/29/2017 12:56:26 AM: Here are the 25 Traits of an Alpha male: 1. An Alpha male is very comfortable with himself. He always radiates confidence. He does not fear anyone, he does not really care how people think of him. Confidence is him. He knows he is more important than anyone else in his life. 2.Is very passionate in life. He knows what he loves to do and follows his dreams. A true Alpha male has goals and ambitions, and really high ones. He follows these to the ultimate end, and ends up living a fulfilled life. (And women love passionate men with ambition. They see these kind of men becoming very successful in life and in their subconcious minds this is a qualifying factor in choosing a mate that will be able to provide for their future kids.) 3. Failure is only a minor setback for a real Alpha Male. Its only part of the process, he is learning. He is moving. He will always bounce back from failure, learn from the experience and move ahead with life. Nothing holds him back, after all, he is the Alpha male. Nothing can put him down. This is how he overcomes the challenges in his life. 4. He is always composed. An alpha male never loses composure, he is always himself, thoughtful and calculated. He won’t be carried away in emotional spasms. 5. Driven. A real Alpha male is very self- driven and self disciplined. Once he decides his target, all his attention will be at achieving his goal. He will do everything persistently to achieve what he wants. This is also why Alpha males drive women crazy, they are men of their own, they don’t need to be told what they should do. Women prefer men who make the decisions. 6. High morals and values. A true Alpha male is not what we will call a ‘loose’ man. He has high moral principles. He is not abusive or arrogant and does not look down upon others. Many people confuse Alpha males and Bullies. But generally, while bullies are very aggressive on the outside, alpha males are very calm, calculated and controlled people. 7. An Alpha male is a natural leader. He is always looked up upon to provide direction when needed. 8. An Alpha male is a Problem Solver. In a company or organization, he will always be put in a challenging position and because of this, he will be highly regarded and compensated. He will always be the best at what he does. 9. Dress- Code- Smart. Not that he really cares what anyone thinks of how he dresses; that is not very important to him. But he still dresses the best way possible, always. Its just part of his nature, after all, he wants the best in life! He doesn’t have to but he knows he should. 10. He believes in growth. He knows that change is an internal process and takes time. He does not blame anyone for his mistakes because he knows that he has the power to make his life better and become a better man. Life for him is all about constant growth. This is the real essence of a man living a life of purpose. Every successful man in history knew this. That life is learning process. It is only an arrogant person who thinks they know it all. Humble yourself and learn! 11. With women he always poses a challenge. No, he is not chosen by women, he CHOOSES them! He does not throw himself at women and start acting needy with women. For him its the other way round. They really have to impress him and earn his attention. 12. A True Alpha male is not bossy. Not at all. He likes to listen to others’ opinions. If he is in a position of leadership he will let everyone share their thoughts and collectively find the solution. That’s why his co- workers love him! His team always wins. 13. He is not afraid to face his faults or admit when he is wrong. For a real Alpha male, there is nothing wrong with admitting when he has done something wrong. Its all about moving on with life, finding a solution, moving forward. If he wronged someone, he will politely admit and apologise, without making a big deal out of it, then move on to the next best thing. 14. He does not have to prove himself. An alpha male is being of very high self esteem, he does not need anyone’s approval to make him feel better about himself. 15. Alpha males are very clever, smart and cunning people. He’s got a real keen mind. He will assess situations and find the best logical solutions. In business alpha males do very well, their analytical skill and keen mind goes a long way. 16. Dominant, not aggressive, Alpha males also posess superior social skills. 17. Social behavior – Hang out mostly with other alpha males. A true Alpha male finds the most value in hanging out with others like him. He also finds growth in doing this by learning from others who are better than him at one thing or another. That is why he never fails in life, he surrounds himself with people who are either like him or better achieved than him. Those are his company. 18. Physically fit. Alpha males are into healthy living and proper eating. They workout regularly, this also helps them become more focused on their goals and ambitions. This is why most Alpha’s are well built and all masculine. 19. Optimistic. Alpha males will always see the positive side of things and make the best out of what they have. A true Alpha male knows that in every problem there lies therein an opportunity. They just have to find it. Body Language 20. Alpha males talk slowly. They never rush things, they are always in control. They have a way of having there audience eat at their every word. They know they are important and when they talk they command this importance. 21. They walk slowly, not not lazily. There is a difference. Alpha males are very controlled people. They are not always in a rush like everyone else. An Alpha male will be very disciplined to be on time or earlier for a meeting and well prepared. He will therefor have enough time to observe and think through his strategy. 22. Really Good Communicators. The alpha male is a great communicator both verbal and non-verbal. He shows his feelings through positive body language and is not afraid to show his sexual side. Women love this too – Men who are not wussies at flirting and showing their sexuality. It is not about telling a woman that you love her. Its about Expressing it in body Language and letting her read it with her subconscious mind. 23. Witty. Alpha males have a high sense of humor, they always live on the fun side of life. Its never always too serious for them. 24. Alpha males know that they are important. When you call them (Unlike Beta males) they will take their time to turn their head and focus on you. You always have to prove worthy of their attention. 25. Alpha males Demonstrate Strength. The kind of strength that will make a woman believe that she is safe with him and that he can protect her when it comes to that. Women are generally the weaker sex, and always look for comfort in Alpha males; men who are dominant.

2/20/2017 4:12:31 PM: So I just found out what service submissive means. ( a non sexual servant)  I can imagine the obsession it would inspire if He never touched me. Endless. And what I would be willing to endure to try and change his mind.  (Anything) super fascinating.     I should have known the term. I rarely lay a finger on a person Im dominanting.  Most effective way to control. I'll keep exploring. I'd love the mind fuck of it. To be beaten at my own game one time would definitely stop me in my tracks.      Anyways, I've been reading Bishops Journal today. It's hilarious but right on point. Dude knows his shit. If you have some time and want to learn some tricks to bed any woman you want.. or at least a good laugh, I recommend it.. here's a link to my copy.... https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5xBiH3_K--1dlhqRGE4Rk5nRWViN0ZTbzlFczhQOTRRYnlj/view?usp=drivesdk Chapter 18 on hypnosis is very fascinating!