I was the nice, girl next door, shy, cute but not hot girl that you all knew. In reality I was the introverted, curious,hypersexual/ nympho, emotional masochist that fantasized about of you in the most dark and disgusting ways. Yes I am a handful.  I have very low self esteem, I engage in self-destructive behavior, I would rather live in a fantasy world of porn and edging addiction than deal with my problems like a big girl, yada, yada, yada. Yes I have had some experience living some of these perverse dreams, no I am not sure I want to live out my darkest dreams just yet. But, having said that I will say that I am keeping the door of possibilities wide open. I just dont have any real expectations. Ultimately I am still exploring the worst part of my brain and I would like to continue to do that.
So for all of the cruel abusive men out there, here I am! I like it best when I hate what is happening. Make me beg for worse thank you for it. Kisses. Rachel aka fuckpig 214.