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Exploring Bi beta sub for doms or other sub buds. I am looking for sexual and, or non-sexual connections

Aside from the sexual interests below, I am also open to friendships and hoping to finding a buddy, friend who is an alpha wolf type....naturally assertive, confident and powerful WITHOUT needing to be an asshole to scare one into submission with the threat of negative consequences. It would be helpful to me to have a friendships and be around men like that because I want to learn the energy and how to operate more powerfully in the world while still including my compassionate side.
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Now, sexually speaking
Discreet Bi guy here with a secret craving to sexually service hot dudes who are physically and sexually superior to me on the DL. I have been resisting exploring beyond fantasizing but now I am looking for a hot dom or another sub buddy to explore with, preferably someone who is needing discretion just as much as me (or can genuinely respect my need for it).
Any hot dude wanna take a newbie sub on a sexual adventure and help him break down his resistance to doing what he secretly yearns to do....give sexual pleasure to fit, manly men.

- With a Dom on my own, one on one, I am not into being humiliateddegraded (at least for now...lol), I am much more into the honoring service of it and the mutual pleasure created. I prefer a Dom who understands that accepting the sub in me is powerful and takes true courage. Someone who appreciates what it takes for me to FINALLY let go of my fear of exploring this part of myself so we can mutually honor eachothers role in our pleasure. Pretty much looking for very fit, disease free Doms 21 - 50. I gotta feel you are physically and sexually superior in order to put me in the sub service headspace. In fact the hotter the Dom or Doms are, the more I am willing to do, including appreciating their manstink.

- With another sub, I am open to serving tops with a bit more of a cocky attitude. Would be cool to find another closeted sub bro to feel safe exploring our secret slutty side together and find hot men to serve together on the DL...possibly as hooded, anon service subs to keep our identity safe and still be available to serve exceptional men who need to get off. I am sure there are plenty of hot dudes who would get off on kicking back for DL full service if they knew it was available. Serving together would ensure an added level of safety for both of us, especially in instances where there was more than 1 Dom........A sub bro relationship could be cool.

- Anyone into helping me get in better shape? Not that I am in bad shape, I just want to be a bit more fit and bad at staying enthusiastic and motivated about being consistent about it. Just throwing that out there because I know there are some dudes that enjoy motivating someone to improve their body.

- I also have to be honest, IF there is anyone out there who has it or knows of someone who does, I would LOVE to find a man who is hung over 10 inches who REALLY knows how to use what he has. Someone who gets off on giving me the pleasure I receive by opening up to him and having the honor of feeling him deep inside of me. (average sized cocks dont do much, I like being challanged)

- May be open to a REALLY GOOD fisting top with a sling, sm or med fist

- I also am a good fisting top for those hot muscle jocks that love to give up their mancunt.

- Can also get off on a hot dudes manstink- ripe, sweaty, unwashed. Especially if I am in a sub headspace and I am getting off on servicing a hot bodied jock or alpha.