3/18/2024 8:11:58 PM: Sometimes we think we know what we want  sometimes we aren't ready for it  sometimes you get what you asked for  sometimes its not exactly what you asked for sometimes it's what you need sometimes it makes life difficult but...  it makes you... you. no matter how lonely it is     

2/19/2024 7:54:58 AM: I still don't understand why no one ever approaches me in person.  is it because I'm chunky?  I sometimes doubt myself in public when all the other women around me are getting hit on and I'm just the girl on the sidelines.  maybe men just don't see me    one day someone will    whoever you are   

2/13/2024 7:42:09 PM: Same story again and again  collar this , abuse your body that, whips and chains. Fuck toy slut.  yes I need orgasms till I can't handle them anymore yet at the same time beg for more  but I need deeper  no, not your dick inside  your truth, your words , your realness , your reality , your lessons, your guidance , your love, your needs , your fire that inspires  no doubts no questions no worry no fear  just your strength that I lack  your consistency  your ability to read between the lines  your command    thoughs tonight            

2/3/2024 12:30:31 PM: The masochist for me is in the evolving to become to best version of myself. Because really who the hell wants to go through the breaking down of the mind and letting go of control. That is extremely masochistic and more painful than any bruise on skin.    

11/14/2023 12:32:17 PM: Todays message.  Have you been found? if not come with me and I'll show you what a real Master is.    Excuse me, but Master wouldn't have to say such words. I know of a few Masters that didn't have to speak much for me to know who they were.   if I scream to the world I am this or I am that then maybe I'm not really it.  those that know feel those that feel know