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Are you looking for the last someone to please, for structure, emotional support, balance, nurturing and happiness in life?

I currently live in the city but I am about to move to the country to get away from the hustle and bustle of the noisy and nosy neighbors. Im divorced and live the 1950s lifestyle. I have an established HOME but missing one thing, that special person by my side. Im sane, dependable, reliable, mature, laid back, easy going, positive, happy, healthy, kid and pet friendly (except reptiles and rodents!!!). I dont smoke, DD free, I am employed and sometimes, I can even be funny. Are you similar?

Total honesty, open communications, trust, respect and maturity are values I hold the highest when choosing the right person to bring into my world. Im fare overall and very open minded about this lifestyles dynamics. I have lived this lifestyle before any of the movies came out (even The Secretary in 2002) and know what Im looking for.

Im not here for games, to buy you, send you or your trainer money, listen to drama or put up with ANY anger issues. Im looking for happiness plain and simple! Im here to find that someone special who thrives to please and to find your pleasure and happiness along the way.

Born - female and still a female *NOT NEGOTIABLE*
Hair color - any
Hair length - any
Eye color - any
Age - 20-52
Height - makes no difference in bed
Weight - hwp
Smile - big
Heart - bigger
Mind - open
Personality - always happy and positive
Mentally - stable sane
Bra size - any, but it wont be required to be worn around the house
Breasts - natural, silicone, firm or relaxed
Employed - a must
Education level - any
Prison time - never
2A friendly
Addictions - none, ok one.... happiness
Diseases - none
Orgasms you would like - multiple, infinite, physical and emotional
Enjoys body worshiping
Vanilla in public
Non masochistic

If you like the direction Im going, feel free to reach out as long as your serious. Photos can be exchanged as we get to know each other. Thank you for taking the time to read my profile.

J.
3/31/2018 6:21:47 PM
Imagine yourself with someone you know and trust. Your at your home and things start getting romantic, you've kissed deeply and both people's hands start to roam. He sets out a kitchen chair and asks you to set in it, once your comfortable he opens the freezer and puts some ice in a bowl. He then opens the igerator and sets some fruits on the ice, he sets out a bottle of cold water and some candy from a jar on your counter top. He picks out a grape and feeds it to you. Now your curious! He wants you to put your hands in your lap and ask if you would like your shoulders massaged to help you relax? After a short massage, he gives you a bite of the strawberry. He hands you a blindfold and suggests that you put it on. Do you comply? Your fully clothed and in your element. You can take it off any time you want. Once it's on, he gives you a cold grape as a reward and ask you to imagine yourself with restraints on and to put your hands behind you interlacing your fingers. These are your mental restraints, you're not to move your arms. Your given an M & M to eat as your reward this time and gives you a light kiss on the cheek. Do you want to continue? He tells you that you are beautiful and temporarily releases you from your mental restraints. You're led by the hand to your bedroom still blindfolded. You want to be a good girl and you do as you're told. You ask what now? He replies with a quiet sh and rewards you with a cold drink of water. Standing next to your bed, there is a short massage but this time it starts at your neck and leads down to the small of your back. Your asked to slowly remove only your shirt and to put your hands back to your sides as if they're restrained again. You hear him folding the shirt and placing it on the dresser. This time you're given a choice of rewards followed with a kiss to the forehead. You feel your hair brush stroking your hair until it makes you feel pretty again followed with a light kiss on the lips. The next thing you feel is a feather caressing your face, down the left side of your neck and between the shoulder blades only to stop at the small of your back. Slowly it goes back up the right side this time, over your forehead and to the tip of your nose. Even though it tickles, you know you can't move your arms or hands because of the imaginary restraints. Once again you're rewarded with a bite of a strawberry followed with a passionate kiss. Temporarily releasing you from the imaginary restraints again he stands behind you and asks that you remove your jeans this time. He folds them up and places them next to your shirt, automatically you put yourself back into the your mental restraints you've become fond of, you stand there with your hands touching below your hips waiting. He puts a cold grape in your mouth but tells you not to eat it, you are to only hold it there. Again moving behind you, he proudly tells you that you are a good girl and begins to lightly kiss your neck and shoulders. With one gentle hand around your waist and the other slightly pushing on your back you bend oh so slightly forward. He lightly places his hands on top of yours as your sweat drips off your nervous fingertips. He kisses your neck then moves to your left shoulder down to the small of your back then back up to the right side of your neck again. The kisses move down your right arm as one of his hands moves to your back and the other to your stomach, without realizing it you stand straight up, hoping his lips move around to the front. His soft hands slide down your left leg as his kisses continue around to your bellybutton only to hesitate for a second or two then the kisses continue over to your left arm back up to your neck. His hands rise to follow the contour of your butt and stomach. His lip's touches round the neck and cheek, you desperately desire another deep kiss, but all he gave you was a light kiss on the lower lip. Did you do something wrong you wondered? No, that was his way of showing you that he was in control. The kisses don't slow down he continues to your chin and begins going back down your neck. His warm hands slide down your back and stop on your butt gently squeezing it. His kisses continuing down your chest, skipping past your bra onto your stomach and continuing on down to just barely below your bellybutton. Your excitement builds, suddenly you g for air because you forgot to breath. Back up he comes, around to the back and up to the neck gently giving you kisses. Your body begins to trimble with excitement, you sense him behind you again and feel those loving kisses going back down the back of your neck. Stopping at the shoulder blades followed by his hands moving from your shoulders to your elbows then they too go to the center of your back. He unhooks your bra strap allowing it to slide forward, only for it to stop at your hands. He reaches between your hips and arms gently pulling your panties down also allowing the bra to fall to the floor. As he kneels down to pick them up, the side of his face brushes your left butt cheek. As he rises, the other side of his face caresses your other butt cheek sending tingles all through your body. OH! that was on purpose you think as he places them neetly with your other clothes. Still blindfolded, you sense him walking around you as if to admire your beauty, you've taken care of your body and your proud of yourself. A shy smile comes across your face as you feel your cheeks blushing and your whole body warming, but you can only stand there wondering what he was going to do next. Still circling you, he softly asks if you still have the grape in your mouth. In the excitement you realize the grape is gone, you ate it. Your shouldrs drop, he knows.... Before you can answer you feel a light slap on your ass. It didn't hurt much, just a sensual tingling feeling. You realize it was a loving swat and that the light red hand print would dissappear in a few hours. Adrenaline rushes through your body and he says, it's okay I forgive you. He asks the obvious, if you swallowed it. You softly reply yeah, suddenly another slap on the ass and before you can say anything he quietly corrects you by saying, it's yes Sir. As the warm fuzzy feeling goes from your toes all the way up your body, you smile and happily reply yes Sir. He again softly replies I forgive you. He stops in front of you and pulls you up against his body and gives you a long passionate kiss. Your body grows week and it's then you realize you trust him whole heartedly, he's not going to hurt you.
3/31/2018 6:20:29 PM
He goes to remove the blindfolded but you ask him politely to keep it on. He allows your desire and gives you a bite of strawberry. With your hands back to their trained resting place you begin to feel something soft glide all over your body, it feels familiar, it's your night gown. He's not trying to put it on you, just allowing it to softly caress your arms, back, butt and down your legs. Excitement floods your body as the gown comes up your knees to your bellybutton, totally circling your hips lightly kissing them almost as if to tease you or to drive you crazy. It slowly comes back around to your bellybutton and up your stomach, dancing across your chest and over your face. As your reward, you're surprised with a cold drink of water, but your mouth is already as wet as the drink was with the anticipation and intrigue. Now he begins lightly kissing your forehead, down to your lips, over to your cheek and ears. You hear him whisper that you are beautiful. The kisses continue down past your neck giving additional attention to your breasts. Eventually they move down your stomach, over to the front of your right hip to your inner thighs back up the left side again giving special attention to your belly and breasts. Once they reach your lips he again gives you a deep passionate kiss. You feel your entire body trembling, your knees are about to give out. He asks if your okay and you hear your own voice crackle when you reply to him, yeah. Suddenly another but harder slap, he doesn't have to say anything you quickly corrected yourself and said, yes Sir. He quietly tells you, I forgive you. He gives you an M & M but tells you not to eat it, you know it's going to melt but don't know how to reply or if you should say anything at all. You stand there with the candy between your tongue and the roof of your mouth and you taste it, it's desolving you become nervous, you hear him undressing. The chocolate melts faster, your heart begins racing then you hear it, it's him unbunkling his belt. What's going to happen now, he's built trust with you but you're not sure you're ready for a spaking, especially when he knows that the chocolate is going to melt, he knows that right? Suddenly the sweet taste is gone and your hea him approach from behind you. Your heart stops, you already know what's coming. You bend on over and place your hands on the bed, here it comes, your mind races trying to remember how long its been since you were spanked by your parents!!!! You feel him press up behind you, his hands reach in front of you, what's going on?, just get it over with!, you think. He gently grabs you by the wrists and stands you up crossing your arms in front of your breasts and holds you from behind. Softly he tells you that everything is alright and that he knows that the chocolate has melted. He turns you around and places your hands around his waist and passionately begins to kiss you. He askes if your ready to remove the blindfold and you respectfully reply no Sir. He guides you to the bed and lays you down gently and calmly requests you to keep your hands above your head stretched out towards the corners mattress and your legs open with them pointing to the other corners as well. Pretend they are tied to the bed posts and try not to move them he wispers. He reaches over and puts a cold grape in your mouth to eat. He stands next to you and you feel your gown caressing the outside of your leg, it continues up your hip, around your shoulders and head, it totally circles all the way down to the other leg. You start to squirm as it slowly goes up the inside of your legs this time, your about to explode with pleasure when it continues past your belly and across your breast then back down to your knees. Just as suddenly as it started, it stops, making you crave more. He reaches over to the fruit bowl and gives you a cherry as your reward. He leans over and gives you another gentle loving kiss. When the kiss is over he puts a jawbreaker in your mouth and asks that you roll it around. He kisses your neck and works his way to your breasts, he gently suckles giving both of them even attention. As you roll the jawbreaker around and enjoying the pleasures to your nipples he stops and you hear him say, these are MINE NOW. He works his way back to your lips and lightly kisses them and reassures you that you are beautiful and that you are His girl. After another light kiss he starts sliding his wet tongue straight down your chin, down your neck and between your breasts ignoring both of them this time passing down to your bellybutton, around the rim and into the sweat filled indention, then suddenly stopping and disappearing. You could tell his tongue got dry and that he was in need of a drink of water. You hear the ice bucket rattle and can hear him drinking out of the water bottle. You feel the bed move and realize he's crawling up from the foot of the bed, you can feel his breath on your thighs as he settles in. Then his shoulders raise your legs bringing your heels closer to your hips. His cheeks brush up against your thighs and your hoping your desire will come true finally! HOLLY SHIT! The coldest thing you ever felt on your pleasure spot, your feet come off the bed, your hands grab both your pillows and swing them towards your stomach hitting him in the head. It hits you like a ton of bricks, the noise he made in the ice bucket was him putting a small piece of ice in his mouth. That cold thing you felt was his tongue massaging your sweet spot. He doesn't miss a lick, he expected it because he knew you would explode as soon as he started after all the build up leading to this moment, he only wanted to delay it. Before you can put the pillows back in place and return your arms to their mental bodage posts his tongue had warmed causing you to quickly approach the exploding point. He senses your impending event and slows to a near stop denying your completion. Circling the outer edges bringing you back down to a normal breathing pattern you again start rolling the jawbreaker around after almost biting in half earlier. Back to the joyous gift of giving he begins, up, down, right, left then an X over and over. Once again bringing you to near eruption, then letting you back down without satisfaction. Your giving that jawbreaker hell trying to keep up with the movements of his tongue and not swallow it at the same time. Several more close calls and all the sudden the tongue stops. You think WTF I'M NOT DONE! Then before you can finish your thought you feel a vacuum that almost pulls your brain through your body. He started sucking like a kid drinking a frosty through a straw. You try to hold in your pleasure the best you can because you don't want to scream and then it happens, he doesn't slow and you explode, all that comes out of your mouth was a little squeak. He doesn't stop, he's like the energizer bunny and you explode again and again each time letting out that same little sexy squeek. He stops long enough for you to realize you've worn that jawbreaker down to a tiny pebble. You suddenly hear a familiar buzzing sound, you think to yourself, did I leave it on the night stand? Did he find BOB? My Battery Operated Boyfriend? As wet as you are your BOB slides right in giving the most wonderful after glow massage you've ever had. You feel it building again thinking how many times can can this last? His tongue makes a few more laps around your track as your insides vibrate until your whole body shutters with pure ecstacy and you become as hot as a frying pan. Thats it your done you can't take anymore. He senses it and removes BOB, the room gets quiet. All you hear is your heart pounding like a drum. Your entire body is numb you couldn't move even if you wanted to. Your arms and legs really feel like their bound to the bed posts. He reaches over and get some ice and starts rubbing it all over your body. Up your thighs you feel the cool sensation between your legs, but damn it feels good down there now. The ice makes it to your breasts and your nipples point out further and were harder than ever before, they could cut diamonds. That cube melts by the time it makes it to your neck. He gets another piece, puts it in his mouth. He leans over you and gives you a kiss as he slides it into your mouth and lays next to you with his arm across your tummy occasionally feeding you cold grapes and strawberries till you cool off. With each piece of fruit he feeds you, all you could do is smile and think, I'm His, all His, heart, soul, mind and body. He owns me now. After several hours your energy returned and you ???
MissDestini
 
 Age: 20
 San diego, California