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My master knows whats best for me.
My master doesnt give me anything i cant handle.

These 2 maxims are my life.

I have come to realize, i do not truly know what is good for me. I am a real loser. I am unemployed for a year. I do not know if i should do thinking work or maybe learn construction. I want to get a six pack, but give in to eating snacks. I am not sure if i should switch my username. I dont know if i should stay a man. If i have a nice slimmish body perhaps i was meant to be a girl? Should i keep the beard or be clean shaven? Should i become a full Toilet or is it unhealthy? Should i stay married? Should i move someplace warm? Should i believe in god? I dont know these things and more.

Someone recently asked if i wanted a job on arizona, do i take it? I dont know.

I realized, that my personality needs and requires a master. Someone to guide me into being my best self and fulfilling myself through others, however that may be.

But, not everyone is a fit for me. Like a dog, if you arent really dominant with every cell in your body, then the dog wont listen to you. Same with me. You have to exude dominance. If you are just playing, then it wont work. Also, i am not a dog. I am a human being of sorts. I do have needs. I do have maslows hierarchy of needs. I wont be able to be one of those slaves from the fantasy stories. Or would i be able to be? Does maslows hierarchy of needs really apply to someone like me?

I am an intp. I enjoy all intellectual topics. I learn topics very easily. I read everything.

Would you like to become my mastermistress?