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Hello,
I am a little FTM who regresses to 7-8 years old and has been on hormones for several years and done top surgery, and Im looking for a slightly older daddy dom between 35-45 years who is interested in a long-term relationship with a strong focus on power exchange by building a personal relationship based on personal chemistry, respect, trust and consent.

In terms of personality Im looking for a very special kind of person who is very intelligent, articulate over text and a bit sternseriousnot very emotive (from experience, it seems l struggle to feel little around doms who use too many emoticonsemoji etc) but still extroverted, but also emotionally mature. So its also important that youre kindhearted underneath that rough exterior. In a way I guess Im looking for my war-weary knight who wants to protect whats his, but in the same vein while I want you to be caretaking and protective, I also seek a slight predatory and sinister bent towards wanting to use his personal toy.

I am a very passive sub who vastly prefers to receive than to give, and I enjoy being seduced and teased and used, even without my explicit consent. In an ideal world Im just a fuckhole for daddys pleasure and I want to feel like thats my purpose and why I exist. I may be a bubbly little who usually wants to snuggle my teddy in daddys lap, but Im also as happy being used by daddy while I am. Since Im very passive and bottom this means Im not a brat and I hate breaking rules as I rather have the slightly opposite problem of always trying to be good and please my dom.

So ideally youre around 40 year of age as Ive gotten very curious about real age differences lately (I therefore greatly appreciate if you have an air of maturity to how you carry yourself), and if we would ever meet in person, I definitely value if youre very tall as well. Im 53 myself, and over 6 would be ideal but not necessary. The height is a bonus but thats it. Please dont use tobacco though, and obviously be clean and healthy.

And for this to truly work, I greatly value past experience of BDSM and shared interest in control, especially orgasm control. Other kinks I like are cock and cum worship, traits of exhibitionism etc and Ill be happy to share more about my kinks and fantasies in person. Additionally, it is important that kink is a lifestyle and not just in the bedroom because I cant control when I regress this means that would we mesh well, Ill be a little pretty much whenever we communicate. If this is too much for you you need to look elsewhere.

Since Im also looking for long-term, I would enjoy if we got something more in common than just kink, and I prefer daily contact over our plat of choice. Shared activities can be playing a cute video game or watching a movie or TV series together. Im terrible at catching up with the latest flick, so if youre very into that maybe you could show me things to watch together. Im also not interested in poly because my overall experience with poly is that it just didnt work out for me on my end. So please be single and monogamous.

In return for meeting all these standards, youll get to take care of a cute and initially very shy little who feels a bit androgynous but mostly identifies as a boy and has the benefit of having an extra hole for daddy to use and very much enjoys when its being used. As a little I like snuggling my stuffie, talk in little talk, and Im quite sensitive to my moods and environment. I am also a bit atypical in the sense that I dont like a lot of typical little stuff, so no rainbows and unicorns and Disney. I prefer big tees in neutral colors and to watch anime if it has to be animated. If more child-friendly, studio Ghibli is great. Otherwise Im as happy consuming media for adults. I do love cuddling and snuggling however, and as a cat owner, I also obviously like pets and animals a lot and I hope you do as well.

Would things turn out well, Im definitely interested in trying to see if we can meet up in person.

I hope I can finally find my daddy just for me, so if you think thats you, please send me an orange letter.