Hello, Sirs.

Please use my as your bitch.

I have always thought I was straight, because I have always had desires about being a “real man”, about being attractive to women and being able to have sex with them. But I know now I can’t be that, so it’s time for me to give up that dream. I can’t satisfy women, so all I’m good for is to offer myself to men who might enjoy using me.

Because I am not young and fit and handsome, I know you have no reason to treat me kindly or well. You have no reason to be interested in my desires, my pleasure, my comfort, my wellbeing. I can only be of interest to you being used selfishly for your amusement and pleasure. I can only be attractive to you if I am willing to do things and have things done to me that are unpleasant, shameful, disgusting or painful.

It doesn’t matter to me who you are. Old or young, tall or short, heavy or skinny, fit or flabby, black or white. If you are a man who enjoys using inadequates like me then I will kneel before you and submit. I know I won't enjoy it, but I know it's all I can do and I know I don't deserve anything better.

I hope you can enjoy using me, please.