I am quite terrible at writing these types of things, for I know plenty of people do not read them. As well, no matter what I write here I could never write enough for someone to really know and understand me. There is one thing I believe is worth mentioning...
I am a 'looker and not a buyer' (so the phrase goes). What I mean is I don't like to commit to things until I am absolutely sure, and it can take me a long time to reach the conclusion that I am absolutely sure. For example, I keep telling myself I need to buy a spatula, but then I go to the store and realize I was still able to make the meal (or dessert) I wanted without utilizing a spatula, so I walk away without one. It's now a year and a half later and I still am without one, because apparently I am not absolutely sure that their use is needed. So, what that means is I ask a lot of questions and let a good bit of time pass before progressing forward in any relationship whether that be a romantic or friendship one.
Well, hopefully that all makes sense. If not then just ask.