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Back on the website after a long break..

I suppose I should update this..

What can I say a lot of things have changed in my life during the last year and after spending all my life struggling with my identity I finally realized who I am.

Ive always been a lot in to the idea of being forced to become a woman. But the reality was that I was just too afraid of admitting to myself that my desires werent just sexual fantasies, they were a sign of something deeper. Ive finally embraced my real identity, the one of a woman just born in the wrong body.

After years of hoping to find the right person that would force me to transition, Ive finally found the mental maturity and the courage to take this leap of faith on my own.
Its a long tedious and painful process (quite literally, laser hurts ouch lol) but hopefully it will help me finally live my life to the fullest. Next on my to do list is start hormone therapy asap.

So if this is not my fantasy anymore, why am I still here? Well, ideally Id still like to find a person who would guide me or help be embrace who I am. Besides I do still quite like the idea of finding someone to control me and show me the ropes, its just that Im not sure that there would be much forcing to do.

Update.. At least one thing good came of 2020.. Ive finally started HRT